edit 4/17/24: miles whining and trying to convince beckett to share his tent and therefore bed with him while beckett’s all like ‘i like my space’ and and miles is all ‘but what if u get married, you’d have to share a bed then’ and beckett is all ‘well that’d be totally different than sharing a bed with a friend no?’ and miles is all lowkey depressed thinking:
“He felt silly for saying something so obvious. Of course, it’d be different if Beckett was married. He’d curl around his spouse, keeping their back warm, and tangle his legs with theirs. That was the kind of thing Beckett would only do with someone he was in love with—someone who made him forget all about his dislike of skin contact.”
AND THEN BECKETT PROCEEDS TO DO ALL THOSE THINGS WITH MILES AND IT GOES RIGHT OVER MILES’ HEAD💀💀💀 miles, you stupid, adorable lil goofball😍😍😍
i still want books for ryan & callum and addison & wesley and i have a sick feeling that will never happen😔😔
edit 12/27/23: oh did i need something goofy and sweet. i knew i could count on miles and beckett, the adorable little idiots, to give me exactly that😌
miles’ thoughts directly after getting jealous that beckett used to kiss and touch other people that weren’t miles in the past:
“He wasn’t jealous either. It wasn’t as if he had romantic feelings for Beckett. Beckett was simply his best friend, his favorite person. And yes, Beckett was ridiculously attractive, and yes, Miles did like touching him, and yes, Beckett’s presence made Miles feel peaceful in a way he felt with no one else, but that didn’t mean Miles wanted Beckett in that way.”
oh miles, you sweet, sweet dummy….😂
original 10/17/23: yes miles is the dumbest genius ever and so what ???? is the turnaround time from miles’ brain being lost in space to saying i love you to beckett a bit wild ??? yes and ????? i read few reviews for this and the main complaint was miles’ OTT obliviousness levels, which i love, so that’s how i immediately knew this book was for me😂😂 and it DELIVERED!!!!!!!😍😍😍
i mean just listen to miles:
“And when he said jealous, he meant it in a totally normal way, the way anyone would feel if they found out their best friend had fallen in love. Not because the thought of Beckett kissing someone else, touching someone else, holding someone else’s hand made Miles feel sick. No. Not at all.”
riiiiiiight miles that does sounds totally normal and not at all like you want beckett to be in love with you and have his attention totally on you, you, only you😏😏 i mean miles even thought about how he didn’t want to date and he didn’t want beckett to date bc they’d spend less time together and that would totally be the worst thing to ever happen ever bc miles wanted to spend all his time with beckett and wanted beckett to want to do the same🤭🤭🤭🤭
“‘When I said I was jealous, that was the truth. But I’m more than just a tiny, tiny bit jealous. I hate the idea of you liking anyone more than me, and I know this makes me sound a little psycho and a lot possessive, but I want you all to myself.’”😍😍🫶🫶😩😩
ughhhh so delicious!!!!!😏😏🥰🥰 and can we talk about how sweet their first time was???
“Miles brushed his fingers over Beckett’s cheek, held his face, stared at those hazel eyes that had always been so soft, so disarming. ‘You’re so beautiful,’ Miles whispered. ‘Miles,’ Beckett said, voice sounding as if it were breaking. ‘I love you.’ It was quieter than a whisper, quieter than a breath, barely audible. But he knew Beckett heard.”
SCREAMMMMMMMM!!!!!!!!😩😩😩😩🥺🥺🥺🥺 imagine me passed out and ascended bc that’s exactly what it feels like…..this is definitely going in my hall of fame🫶
also their four other friends…..kinda seemed like there was a set up for a ryan & callum and addison & wesley to both get their own books and plsssss plsssss tell me that’s still happening???🙏🙏🙏