I bought this book at a presentation by Lynn Hill at a bookstore in Marin County, back in 2002. I remembering shaking Lynn's hand and getting her signature on the book, but somehow I never got motivated to read it until now ... 12 years later. When I finally got started on it, I thought, "Wow, this is GREAT! What took me so long to read this?"
The best part of the book turned out to be Chapter 1 ... Lynn's chilling story of her 72-foot fall in Buoux, southern France (1989) ... which was because she forgot to tie the knot on her rope! She got to the top of an easy (for her) and straight-forward route and then sat down in her harness so she could be lowered by her belay partner ... and WHOOSH! She fell all the way down, 72 feet. Yup, no knot. The rope had been simply tucked under her jacket while she had been climbing. The only thing that saved her was that she aimed toward a tree, which broke her fall, and then the tree bounced her out, and she landed face first (miraculously) in a patch of soft clay, sandwiched between hard boulders. The story is well told. It's such a great reminder that even someone as experienced as Lynn Hill can make a careless mistake. I took this as an extra reminder of how important it is for the climber and belay partner to check each other before starting every single climb. No matter how many times you've done it before.
Also, this event is very important because Lynn references it a couple times in the book, saying that she must have been saved from that fall for some purpose, but what would it be? This gave me some sense of suspense as I read, waiting for her to share some insight on this.
After the first chapter, I became immersed in reading about Lynn's early days of climbing at Joshua Tree and Yosemite, as well as her friend Chuck's fatal trip to the Andes of southern Argentina, climbing Aconcagua (tallest peak in South America), and Lynn's experiences with the first Survival of the Fittest competitions on TV. (Lynn won the women's competition for the first few years, and then NBC canceled the women's segment of the show.) After that we learn about Lynn's experiences as TV stunt woman of sorts, for shows such as "That's Incredible!" (for one of these shows, she successfully climbed over a hot air balloon traveling at an altitude of 6,000 feet; she was nearly killed, but she made it, right into the Guiness Book of World Records, and was paid $4000!) Other TV hi jinx included attempting the world's longest rappel from a helicopter.
I was surprised that Lynn intertwines details about her personal life with these tales about her professional career ... we learn her first boyfriend was a guy named Charlie Row (p. 121), and her later boyfriend Largo (John Long) wooed her with a poem that he recited among the Yosemite climbers. And there was a Joshua Tree / Yosemite climber named Yabo who was obsessed with Lynn, until Lynn set Yabo up with another young lady to distract him away from herself. (Yabo comes to a tragic end later on.) After breaking up with Largo, Lynn had a rocky romance, then marriage and divorce with climber Russ Raffa from the East Coast. After Russ, there's no more talk about relationships. I gathered that there may have been something going on with Hugues Beauzile (p. 251), but Lynn doesn't say so specifically, much to my relief. :) I do understand that Lynn's love interests were also her climbing partners, so they are an important part of the story, but ... I don't know if I cared so much about reading about them *as love interests* in her book. If I were her best friend, yes, I'd care to hear about all of that, but more important to me was to hear about her motivation to climb and how she overcame various obstacles.
After the sections on TV stunts and Survival of the Fittest (mostly during the Largo years), we have the tales of Lynn's life as a competitor in indoor and outdoor rock-climbing competitions (mostly during her years with Russ Raffa). In 1991, Lynn bought a "150-year-old stone farmhouse in the village of Gramboise in Provence" ... she had fallen in love with France and learned to speak the language during her years on the European climbing circuit.
In 1992, after seven years of competing (and winning 26 out of the 38 competitions), Lynn retired from rock climbing competitions in order to focus on new challenges like first free ascents at various climbing meccas around the U.S.A. and all around the world. I enjoyed reading about Lynn's first free ascent of "The Nose" in Yosemite. She did that one in four days, with Brooke Sandahl. This was a monumental achievement, and I'm not sure if anyone else had ever done it.
It was too bad that after that, Lynn decided to try "upping the ante" and doing the first free ascent of "The Nose" in only 24 hours for a TV documentary ... but the American coproducer and some people from the French film crew bailed out at the last minute, so she had to take care of the logistics of camera crews, equipment, etc, herself. By the time she was ready to climb, she was exhausted already. How the heck then, would it be possible to go from climbing it in 4 days to climbing it only 24 hours? Of course that didn't work. Later on Lynn went back and did complete the first free ascent of "The Nose" in only 24 hours, with climbing partner Steve Sutton, but she did it without TV cameras. It's amazing that she achieved that, truly! And I enjoyed her story of how she summoned the strength and faith to make it (pp. 243-246).
However, I am a little bummed out that Lynn's plan of making a video of this very monumental (and never again repeated, in less than 24 hours) climb didn't work out. It's too bad she didn't do it the other way around ... do a test climb in 24 hours first, then go back for the second time with TV cameras.
Finally, we come to Chapter 13 entitled "Full Circle." After such an amazing climbing feat on "the Nose," Lynn felt depressed, not knowing what to do next. She joined the North Face climbing team in 1995 as a professional climber. Her first North Face expedition was to the snowy peaks of Kyrgystan's Karavshin Valley. Lynn had never liked the idea of risking avalanches and bad weather to climb in such remote alpine places, but she decided to give it a try. She went along with the group and did some good climbs, but she was very uneasy, and after some close calls with lightning storms and rock slides, I take it she basically said "never again." One of the star climbers in that group, Alex Lowe, was indeed killed in an avalanche just a few years later.
Instead of going on alpine expeditions, Lynn decided to travel the world, free climbing outdoors, which is what she enjoys most. She says she has climbed in "Morocco, Vietnam, Thailand, Scotland, Japan, Australia, and South America, as well as all over Europe" (p. 267). and in one of the color photos, I see she has journeyed to VERY END OF THE EARTH ... Hueco Tanks, TEXAS! :) Unfortunately, Lynn sums up the years 1995-2002 in just 4 pages of this 270-page book. Personally, I think the stories of her climbs during these years may have been even more interesting than some of the other information she chose to share in this book. So who knows, maybe she'll do a second book that goes into more details about the years 1995 to today. I sure hope so! For me, the best parts of this book were Lynn's stories about what it was like climbing various routes, and I can only imagine that she has more stories about the climbs she has done around the world.
I liked this book, but and I hate to conclude with a sour note, but here goes ... my big disappointment came when I realized I had come to the last page, and ... THAT'S IT. Despite mentioning a few times that she was trying to figure out WHY she was saved from what should have been a fatal fall in Buoux, southern France (1989) ... she never reveals that she found out anything. In those last 4 pages at the end of the book, it seems she's having fun globetrotting and climbing as a personal meditation, and that's about all there is to her life. For me, I think ... wow, so ... that's the grand purpose for which she was saved? Just so she could keep going around the world having fun and becoming more zen-like? There's absolutely nothing wrong with that, but I don't see it as some reason for why she should have been saved from death, all those years ago.
Who knows, maybe she was saved for the primary purpose of doing the first Free Ascent of "The Nose" as a hallmark achievement, showing that a woman can be the very best at something outdoorsy and athletic. If that is the case, she could have said something like, "I feel that freeing the Nose, and doing it only 24 hours, I finally repaid the debt that the universe handed to me, in giving me a second chance to live. This is an achievement that may stand the test of time and be an inspiration to women athletes around the world. Now that I have accomplished this, I feel my only obligation in life is to be true to myself and to live a joyful life. I hope to continue doing what I love, climbing with friends, and sharing what I know with others."
I think a statement like that would have been very helpful in tying things together. Instead, the book ends with something similar, but it comes across to me as an afterthought, not connected to anything else in the book ... and there's no mention of her supposedly life-changing brush with death in 1989.
To me, the last paragraph reads like a "What I Did Last Summer" high school homework crossed with a "Please Elect Me for Class President" advert for the school newspaper. (Paraphrasing: "Despite all of my great achievements, the most important thing has always been THE PEOPLE! I've had lots of fun, made great friends, and expanded my horizons along the way. THE END.") I was kind of disappointed. I don't know, maybe Lynn and Greg Child (the co-writer) were out of time and had to make the publisher's deadline, so they just scribbled something off in a hurry.
Still, I enjoyed the book. I would recommend it to other people interested in about such an important person in the world of rock climbing: Lynn Hill. Just don't go into it expecting to read James Joyce. And really, you weren't expecting that, were you? I certainly wasn't! I am giving this 3 stars because that means "I liked it," and certainly I did. :)