★2.75 stars, rounded up
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“Home, she realized, wasn’t a place or a time or a person, though it could be any and all of those things; home was a feeling, a sense of being complete.”
Homecoming by Kate Morton is a story of what home truly means. It is a story depicting the power of motherhood, truth, and love.
Christmas in the Adelaide Hills of 1959 witnessed a terrible tragedy–the murder of the Turner family mother and children–and has since haunted the town in which it took place. Vividly detailed in the book As if They Were Asleep, Jess comes to find how this shocking tragedy relates to her own family, and more specifically, the part her grandmother Nora played in it. As a journalist with a personal stake in the matter, racing against time as her near 90-year-old grandmother fights for her life, the story sends her on a spiral and upends everything she knows is true in her life.
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“‘What is the truth anyway?’ Jess had once been asked by a curious friend. ‘It’s what happened.’ ‘According to whom?’”
☆My Thoughts:
I have been so torn as to how I’d rate this book. If you’ve been here with me since the beginning, you’d know that two of the chapters in Homecoming clocked at 56min and 1hr, 31min on my Kindle. For the life of me I can’t remember the last time I read a chapter that long, and maybe for good reason, as I cannot stand long chapters. It might have been an Outlander book, and PLEASE slap me over the head if I ever pick up another one of those 🫣
These long chapters would have been fine if the rest of the book was speeding by for me. Unfortunately, it took until about the last 100 pages for this book to actually grab my attention. The first 400 pages dragged for an ungodly amount of time, I wish I had just skimmed or dnf’d! Morton, while her writing is some of the most beautiful I’ve read in a while, over-describes to a fault. I felt every one single thought took so many unnecessary tangential directions, which made me lose attention extremely quickly.
What was also interesting but distracting, is that much of this book had another book inserted–a book within a book, the inception of books. This is partly why those two chapters were so long, they had 4 or 5 chapters of the other book in the one chapter of the overall book. While As if They Were Asleep plays such an important and pivotal role in the story, this inserted book annoyed the crap outta me, especially as it wasn’t written that differently than Morton’s words.
Had this been condensed by 200 or so pages, it would've rated so much higher, because the last 100 pages were 5-star level. I had guessed one of the big twists, but how it came to be stumped me, and surprised the hell out of me when revealed. It's heartbreaking how lies can drive a person to commit unspeakable actions, hiding the truth from the ones they love most. The last pages were also when I finally felt connected to any of the characters, Jess and Polly specifically. I wish the ending, while beautiful, had answered a few more of my questions pertaining to their next steps and conversations that needed to be had.
But after struggle-busing through this book, I wasn’t mad when it was over 😅👋🏼
☆Quotes:
✎𓂃“The opposite of ‘home’ wasn’t ‘away,’ it was ‘lonely.’ When someone said, ‘I want to go home,’ what they really meant was that they didn’t want to feel lonely anymore.”
✎𓂃“People who grow up in old houses come to understand that buildings have characters. That they have memories and secrets to tell. One must merely learn to listen, and then to comprehend, as with any language.”
✎𓂃“As she listened to her mother and aunt, she had decided she was never going to have a child of her own. ‘I can’t imagine anything more hateful than being tied down by a mewling, puking, helpless creature.’”
⤷ LOL not me feeling validated about not wanting to have children of my own 🤣
✎𓂃“Stress can make even the most loving mother lose control.”
✎𓂃“Life doesn’t always work out the way we plan, but it does work out in the end.”
✎𓂃“Just remember, no matter what happens, I’ll be here, and you can always, always come home.”