Thank you to NetGalley and the publisher for providing me with an audiobook copy in exchange for my honest review.
Overview:
In a dying world where the remnants of ancient power are fading, Ordulis Cavo—a former war criminal haunted by his past—is given an unexpected chance at redemption. The planet is on the brink of destruction, threatened by a ruthless sorceress who seeks to control Anima, a powerful and mysterious energy source that could reshape existence itself.
Reluctantly pulled into the conflict, Cavo is forced to team up with an unlikely crew of warriors, rebels, and outcasts to stop her. But his journey isn’t just about fighting external threats—it’s also about confronting his own demons and deciding what kind of man he truly is. As he navigates betrayals, violent battles, and moral dilemmas, Cavo must choose between remaining a villain or forging a new path.
In a universe where power corrupts and past sins never fade, can a man built for destruction truly become something more?
First Thoughts:
I have to start with a confession: I have never read or listened to a science fiction book before. So, I might not be the best person to judge the sci-fi elements of this story. But! I went in with an open mind, determined to give this audiobook a fair shot and properly evaluate both the story and the listening experience.
Initial Struggles – A Rocky Start:
Right from the beginning, I struggled to get into the story. The transitions between scenes and chapters felt abrupt, sometimes even random. There were moments where I had absolutely no idea what was happening or how one event connected to the next. The pacing felt disjointed, making it difficult to grasp the flow of the plot.
Another major hurdle was the worldbuilding. It was complex—too complex in some parts. The book throws the reader into a completely new, unfamiliar world, where literally everything is different from what we know. While that’s great in terms of creativity, it also makes it so much harder to follow when there aren’t enough detailed explanations or descriptions to help ground the reader.
The names of places, objects, and concepts were completely unfamiliar, and I struggled to keep up. When an author builds a brand-new world from scratch, extra effort needs to go into making it accessible to the audience. A comic or visual adaptation would have been perfect for this story, allowing readers to see the world rather than trying to decode it through vague or minimal descriptions.
The Listening Experience – A Mental Workout:
I’m not exaggerating when I say that I had to fight my way through this audiobook. There were multiple points where I completely lost track of the story and zoned out, simply because I didn’t understand what was going on. I’d estimate that about 70% of the time, I had no idea what the characters’ current goal was or what the main conflict in the middle of the book even was.
And that’s such a shame because I can tell there’s a genuinely interesting world behind all of this. With more descriptions and better scene transitions, this could have been a fantastic immersive sci-fi experience. But as it is, the lack of clarity and structure made it frustrating to follow.
Writing Style – A Mixed Bag:
One thing that did surprise me was the poetic inserts at the beginning of each chapter. They were beautifully written and completely different in tone from the rest of the book. It was a nice contrast, especially considering how rough, crude, and fast-paced the main story was.
I also really appreciated that the characters had distinct speaking styles. Their speech patterns and dialogue reflected their personalities, which shows how thought-out the world actually is—or could have been, if the writing had included more descriptions and scene-setting.
Characters – A Tough Hero and a Favorite Sidekick:
The protagonist, Ordulis Cavo, is clearly designed to be the ultimate antihero. He’s hardened, ruthless, and doesn’t show much emotion. His past defines him, and while the story gives him chances to change, those moments felt rushed and underdeveloped.
That being said—Pookie was my absolute favorite. (I hope I spelled her name correctly!) She was the highlight of the book for me, and I found myself looking forward to her scenes. So, it was honestly disappointing when she wasn’t part of the missions anymore. The story definitely felt less fun without her around.
My Favorite Scene (for the Wrong Reasons):
Hands down, the funniest moment in the entire book was this one quote from the protagonist:
“This one’s for you, Pookie.” […] And then he started to breakdance.
I lost it. The way the scene was set up, combined with the stiff delivery and the background music, made it so unexpectedly hilarious. 😂😂😂
In general, the humor in this book was crude, sometimes borderline ridiculous, but it worked because it fit the personalities of the characters. Even if I wasn’t completely invested in the plot, these unexpected moments of absurdity kept me entertained.
Audiobook Experience – The Saving Grace:
The absolute best part of this experience was the audiobook production.
Without the sound effects, background music, and robotic voice modulations, I definitely would have marked this as DNF (Did Not Finish).
The production elevated the story, making it feel more like a cinematic experience rather than just an audiobook. The robotic characters sounded authentically mechanical, and the music added an extra layer of immersion. If I had read this as a physical book, I don’t think I would have made it past the first few chapters.
Strengths:
Poetic chapter introductions that added a unique stylistic contrast.
Distinct character dialogue styles that made the world feel authentic.
Crude, sometimes absurd humor that surprisingly worked in the context of the characters.
Pookie (easily the best part of the book).
Outstanding audiobook production with immersive sound effects and robotic voice distortions.
Weaknesses:
Extremely rough scene transitions that made it difficult to follow the plot.
Overly complex worldbuilding that lacked enough explanations to make it accessible.
Too many unfamiliar names that made it hard to keep track of important elements.
Lack of descriptions that could have helped visualize this completely new world.
A protagonist who was just “tough” with almost no emotional depth.
Final Thoughts:
I really wanted to like Tabula Rasa, but in the end, I struggled too much with the execution. The world had so much potential, but without enough explanations, descriptions, or smoother transitions, it felt confusing and inaccessible.
However, the audiobook production was phenomenal. The sound effects, robotic voices, and music added so much life to the story that, despite my struggles, I kept listening. If I had read this as a physical book, I doubt I would have finished it.
Would I recommend this book? For hardcore sci-fi fans who love complex, chaotic worlds - maybe.
Would I recommend the audiobook experience? - Absolutely.
Would I read another book by this author? - Only if it had more descriptions and a clearer structure.
⭐ Rating: 2.5/5 (Purely because the audiobook production saved it from being a DNF.)