Blue

Heller Raiders MC #6

by KyAnn Waters

Blue
I'm part of a motorcycle club, but I'll never be part of the brotherhood. My life was poisoned long before I joined the MC. Some memories become demons in the dark. I'm just riding as hard and fast as I can to stay ahead of mine.

Kiss
Bad things happen in the MC. Me. I'm the bad things. Everything I touch turns toxic. Everyone I love eventually gets tired of my drama and turns away from me. I'm not the only one with a problem. I'm not worth fighting for, but maybe I can fight for Blue.

Heller Raiders MC romance series. Bad boy bikers, dangerous drama, and lots of steamy sex. These are gritty stories including violence, drug use and graphic language. Get ready for a wild ride. Some readers may find content disturbing.

403 pages, Kindle Edition

Published January 21, 2025

Reviews

[Heather Deaton · Rating 5 out of 5]

What an intensely emotional book! The only thing bad about it was that I didn't want to stop reading it! Such a fantastic series, and I haven't even read all the books in the series yet! KyAnn is great at getting you to know each character, more than even a movie can portray, and you can't help but feel for them.
There are definitely a lot of triggers for those who want to avoid them, but I appreciate being immersed in a lifestyle through reading that I am not otherwise experiencing. It gives you such perspective on others lives, choices, and points of view, creating more empathy for all.

My rating system:
5=will read again
4=recommend to everyone
3=recommend to anyone liking that particular writing style/trope
2=do not recommend
1=DNF

[Nicki · Rating 5 out of 5]

A fast-paced, emotional romance

I am a huge Hellers fan and was so excited for this story. It did not disappoint. Blue and Kiss are both so broken but they complement each other and their romance is beautiful. My favorite scene is Red light, Green light. :)


The mains have a tough road in this one, but the ending is so satisfying. One last note, I hope we get to see more Cruz. 

[Doris · Rating 5 out of 5]

So Darn Good

For me this was an excellent dark MC read about two broken souls who can, together, help each other to find some peace. It is twisted with plenty of steam and Blue and Kiss had me rooting for them throughout the book. So, if you like you MC books dark and gritty with fantastic characters, this is the book for you.

[Wendy Smith · Rating 5 out of 5]

Blue

Blue and Kiss’s story was a well written, informative piece on the trials and tribulations of a woman dealing with drug addiction and a guy dealing with childhood trauma, I loved it ❤️❤️❤️ so well done. A definite page turner and very entertaining. 100% recommend this book to everyone ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️ you will not be disappointed 😎🖤

[Judy Baker · Rating 5 out of 5]

Exhaustingly Good
When I first read about Blue in KyAnn Waters’ Motorcycle Club series, I wanted to read his story. He’s a character that I’m sure relates to many. This book is outside my box of genres that I read. It’s a dark romance and not my usual read, but Blue squeezed my heart. I needed to see if Blue, in spite of all his demons, could finally see the light at the end of his long dark tunnel. Ms. Waters didn’t disappoint me. She is an exceptional writer that will have you crying and holding your breath, hoping Blue will make the right choices. My favorite line in the book is, “…the good kind of love, the kind that made you stronger. The kind you dreamed about and never thought you’d find. The kind you didn’t feel worthy of when you were high and strung out. But sober…the kind fairytales were made of.
If you’re into dark romance, drama, drugs, violence, and graphic language, read Ms. Waters’ Heller Raiders Motorcycle Club series.

[Ruby Andrews · Rating 5 out of 5]

I love every book in this series and cannot fathom why everyone isn’t reading it!!!! This book was so heavy on the trauma and was quite heavy to read but loved every minute of it. Had me in tears a few times.

5/5 ⭐️ 3/5 🌶️

[Chrissie · Rating 5 out of 5]

This is again a beautiful story in the Heller raiders MC series. It got depth, drama, spice and dark themes. I love the growth of the main characters. Blue and Kiss are two broken souls who became one healed. I've laughed out loud and had to blink my tears. It kept me captivated from begin to end. KyAnn Waters nailed it again. I'm so glad there are more books to come in this series. I will definitely will re-read this book again.

[Allison · Rating 5 out of 5]

What an emotional roller coaster blue and kiss put themselves through and us as readers. I finished this book in less than 12 hours. I gobbled it up from beginning to end.

Check your trigger warnings before you read this.

[Michelle Frater · Rating 4 out of 5]

This book is an emotional powerhouse, a gut-wrenching dive into the lives of two broken souls who find salvation in each other’s arms. Neither Kiss nor Blue feel like they truly belong in their world—one escapes on the back of a roaring motorcycle, while the other drowns in the suffocating embrace of addiction. Kiss’s battle with drugs is brutal, a relentless cycle of self-destruction that she’s tried to escape more times than she can count. Each failed attempt pulls her deeper into a spiral of sex, lies, and desperation. She’s burned so many bridges that she believes she’s utterly alone—except for one person who refuses to let her go. Blue. He’s the unwavering presence in her chaotic existence, the one who sees her even when she’s lost in a haze. She knows she’s hit rock bottom, but maybe, just maybe, she can claw her way out—if not for herself, then for him. Ironically, Kiss has become Blue’s own kind of addiction. Beneath his tough exterior, he’s fighting demons of his own, haunted by a past that won’t let him rest. But Kiss is his light in the darkness, the one who makes him feel alive again. Their connection is raw and electric, a lifeline neither expected but both desperately need. One of the most powerful aspects of this story is the honest, unflinching portrayal of addiction. The author doesn’t offer a sugarcoated, easy road to recovery. Instead, Kiss’s journey is messy and painful. But what makes it truly remarkable is that she begins to understand she doesn’t have to do it alone. Friends she thought she’d lost along the way reappear, proving that love and forgiveness can endure even the worst betrayals. And through it all, Blue remains her anchor—though in an achingly beautiful twist, that love and support goes both ways. Kiss sees his pain, his deeply ingrained wounds, and without hesitation, she fights for him just as fiercely as he fights for her. Step by step, moment by moment, she soothes the demons that claw at his mind, proving that healing is possible, even in the darkest corners of the soul. If there was ever a book that embodied the power of love, acceptance, and the strength it takes to fight for a better life, this is it. And just as a side note—Carl definitely got off way too easily.
I received a free copy of this book via Booksprout and am voluntarily leaving a review.

[Tyler Marshall · Rating 5 out of 5]

We're back baby!!!!

Every time Kyann teases me with a new MC romance I get so excited because these bad boys are the literal loves of my life. This newest love interest of mine is the perfect, grumpiest, broken bad boy that has ever lived, Blue made me want to give him a cuddle so many times in this read. These two mcs were so unique and I love how much time you could tell this author took building them as their emotions and their very beings were so realistic and I could feel then through the pages of this read.

This newest release by Waters is once again a hit in my books, Kyann writes dark romance however Blue felt just a little bit more darker for me, maybe because of all the trauma that our two mcs had to go through to get their HEA. I love books like this where you grow alongside the love interests, so if you're like me and you like your love a little toxic and a little more hard earned I would definitely recommend this book and this whole series. Now the part that we all love... the spice, this author never lets me down and this newest instalment is jam packed with hot scenes that will leave you blushing. Action packed from the beginning, if you've not picked this book up yet you need to run and get it asap because it should be on the top of your TBR right now!

[Kelly · Rating 5 out of 5]

Ahhh, Sweet Blue!

Blue is book 6 in the Heller Raiders MC series. You can absolutely read this as a standalone book however the Heller Raiders MC are a compelling group of bikers and their babes and I am glad I started from the beginning. Even better than that, I actually started from KyAnn’s series, Initiation into Submission: High Protocol, and although that series can also stand on its own it does at one point crossover with the Heller Raiders series so I recommend that too.

Blue is intense and explores two broken souls trying to find their place in life and struggling to find acceptance in themselves while fighting their demons. Be prepared for possible triggering material about some very serious subjects but there is of course plenty of MC fun, banter and drama, healing and support, unconditional love and spicy scenes you do not want to miss.

I love the visits from many of my favorite characters from the previous books and some compelling new characters that I cannot wait to get to know more about. The next book in the series is called McKelle and I am on the edge of my seat in anticipation!

[Mafia Wife · Rating 4 out of 5]

This is the sixth book of the Heller Raiders series. No, the story is technically its own standalone. You would be doing yourself a disservice if you do not read them in order. Most times I say that you should read a series to get a more layered story experience however this series is different. The characters don’t just appear in subsequent stories. They are really a part of subsequent stories and if you are not reading them in order, you will miss so much including parts of the past of the current story mains. Having been introduced to kiss and blue in previous stories I did not think I was going to like the story as much as I did. They both had hard demons to fight. Beautifully broken. The story was not only the most gritty, harsh, and broken story of all of them, it was also the most redemptive, and the most tender story of them. He literally saves her life, but she also saves his. Their passion is an amazing testament to love. The patience and caring that they show with each other in the face of their demons. It’s really a beautiful thing to witness.

I received a free copy of this book via Booksprout and am voluntarily leaving a review.

[Mary · Rating 5 out of 5]

I usually do not read MC books or Mafia books; however, I did read Blue. I truly enjoyed it and I highly recommend it. It is a stand-alone, but I think the other characters you meet along the way are so likeable and fun you'll be grabbing each book to read. Reading from the first book would be ideal, however not needed.

Emotions ran high in Blue. The characters were real and even when you didn't want to care you did. Blue and Kiss are two damaged souls who find each. There are some moments that are so intense it's hard to keep going, but you know you need to get through the scene. Then when you do, you have a better understanding of these two people who are just trying to survive to the next day. Together they become stronger and by the end of their journey, they weren't 'fixed' but you know they will continue to heal. Now they can have a life together and hopefully their happily ever after.

Thanks for a great story, KyAnn!

[Heather Dudley · Rating 5 out of 5]

Blue is the sixth story of the Heller Raiders MC series. This book follows the story of Blue and Kiss. I thoroughly enjoyed getting to know both Blue and Kiss as well as witnessing their phenomenal story unfolding throughout the pages of the book. I thought that this book was beautifully written, exceptionally balanced with action/romance and perfectly executed by KyAnn Waters. KyAnn Waters continues to prove what an incredible author, storyteller and writer she is with each book that I have read by her thus far. The characters of this book are well developed and beautifully executed throughout the story. I absolutely loved reading this book and I did NOT want to set it down until I read the last page. I do love that Blue and Kiss have a sort of happy ending to their story. I would most definitely give this book as a recommendation for anyone who enjoys reading MC romances.

I received a free copy of this book via Booksprout and am voluntarily leaving a review.

[Jacqueline · Rating 5 out of 5]

This is a hard one to read with lots of triggers, be forewarned. Kiss is recovering addict with a dark history in the MC. Blue has been tight with the girls in the club but he has a dark secret he has been hiding. When these two broken souls come together and heal each other it is cathartic for both of them. It took a little bit for me to get through this one just because of how dark it was but it was worth it in the end.

I received a free copy of this book via Booksprout and am voluntarily leaving a review.

[Darah Lace · Rating 5 out of 5]

I loved this book! Some people go through life never having the support system they need to get through the tragedies of life. I loved watching Blue and Kiss become each other's crutch, as well as their ride or die, on a journey filled with dark and often hazardous roads. Please check your trigger warnings before taking on Blue. If your reading pleasure consists of dark themes, such as childhood memories of sexual abuse, sexual assault, violence, drug use and addiction, suicidal thoughts, graphic language, explicit sex, and graphic language, you're in luck. You'll love this book!

[Alicia · Rating 5 out of 5]

Omg Kyann did it again. This series is the best. I love the action and emotion that they all come with. This book is about blue and kiss. Their story was a roller coaster of emotions for me. They both had to overcome their own battles and helped to fight each others. Sometimes in life you just HD to have the right people in your corner, the right type of friends. Heller Justice. The next book sounds absolutely excellent also. I can't wait. Highly recommended. Great series!!.

[Tammy Moore · Rating 5 out of 5]

This book grabbed me from the start. Blue and Kiss have both come from a rough childhood. Can they save themselves and help save each other? This book didn’t want to be put down. It did get heavy at times but it made you feel for the characters. Even as adults you feel for their inner children.

I received a free copy of this book via Booksprout and am voluntarily leaving a review.

[Merry Jelks-Emmanuel · Rating 4 out of 5]

This is a dark story about two damaged individuals that connect through their drama being drug addiction and childhood trauma. This emotionally charged story had me all caught up in Blue and Kiss and make sure you have the tissues because it will bring you to tears.

I received a free copy of this book via Booksprout and am voluntarily leaving a review.

[Ann L · Rating 5 out of 5]

This is a dark, spicy MC romance about trauma, love, and survival. Blue rides to escape his demons, while Kiss believes he’s beyond saving—but maybe they can fight for each other. This gritty, intense story includes violence, addiction, and heavy themes.

I received a free copy of this book via Booksprout and am voluntarily leaving a review.

[Mary · Rating 4 out of 5]

This is the sixth story in the "Heller Raiders MC" series. It can be read as a stand alone read. The story is about Blue and Kiss, two broken individuals. These two are just made for each and compliment each other well. Both dealing with issues and some real life challenges. The story is emotional and extremely captivating with drama, action, suspense, passion and spice.

[Kristal Harris · Rating 5 out of 5]

Emotional ride❤️

I didn't think Kiss was redeemable, but I was wrong. What a great story between abused Blue and addict Kiss. Both are humbled to their core as they fall hopelessly in love while battling their demons. It was good to see familiar characters from the MC club rally around these two troubled souls. If you're a fan of MC romance, read this series! ❤️

[Lisa Parker · Rating 5 out of 5]

Both characters have their demons, Kiss' addiction has pushed everyone in her life away. Blue has the pain of childhood trauma to overcome. This is an emotional rollercoaster ride as they both come terms with being worthy of being loved by the other.

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[Tina Locklear · Rating 5 out of 5]

This was book six of the Heller Raider's Mc series and it is blue & kiss story this crazy wild with the sad factor in some parts it is full of twists and turns and wild emotions but a well put together read with lots of page turning events everywhere.

[brenda hurley · Rating 5 out of 5]

I found this book to be a good read. this is sixth in this series and I loved the storyline. I recommend this book.

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[Booklvr89 · Rating 4 out of 5]

I'm liking this read. They start as friends and turns into more. Cue the passion and drama and you've got one hooked reader!.

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[Jena Doyle · Rating 5 out of 5]

I loved this book. The love and intimacy between the two main characters had me rooting for them the whole time. I also loved the delicate treatment of addiction and trauma throughout. 5/5 stars. Give this one a read.

[Christine Mancini · Rating 5 out of 5]

Awesome Read

Wow! Blue's story was heartbreaking. Blue & Kiss both broken and lost found a way to heal together. They are my favorite Heller Raider couple! A great read!

[Nate · Rating 5 out of 5]

I enjoyed Blue and Kiss’s story. I found it to be an intriguing and engaging read. I felt for the characters. I received a copy of the book and voluntarily am leaving this review.

[Merry Jelks-Emmanuel · Rating 5 out of 5]

This is a dark story about two damaged individuals that connect through their drama being drug addiction and childhood trauma. This emotionally charged story had me all caught up in Blue and Kiss and make sure you have the tissues because it will bring you to tears.

I received a free copy of this book via Booksprout and am voluntarily leaving a review.