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304 pages, Kindle Edition
First published October 28, 2014





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Absence doesn’t make the heart go yonder or grow fonder. Absence makes people horny as fuck.
Why did I always do the worst things? Why did I always arrange my life so that is was on the brink of collapse?
The answer came to me as if it had only been waiting for the question.
Because happiness is useless to me. Because I need agony and heat in my life.
I swallowed. My saliva was bitter.
We'd been here before, and because of my lies.
Happiness is useless to me.
It took me a long time to pick up this book. Perhaps because I loved Night Owl so immensely ... I was quite certain that this wouldn't live up to my expectations. And, while this one didn't quite elicit the same intense feelings that I had for the first, it was certainly not a letdown. In fact, I was pleasantly surprised at how much I enjoyed it. And how much I missed Matt ...
Oh.Em.Gee! I frekin' LOVE Matthew Sky!
Such a filthy talking, shameless, tortured, artistic and overall amazingly flawed character. If he was real ... well, I'd be camping out on his doorstep. Yes, I'm not afraid to admit to my stalkerish tendencies.
The storyline for this book was a little bit predictable. But the way in which it's told ... it's almost elegant in parts ... and so trashy in others. I think it's this duplicity that keeps me reading. Not to mention, that although I can somewhat predict the plotline, I'm completely unable to predict the character actions/reactions. It was Hannah that surprised me the most in this one ... she took on a new dimension in this story.With our black-eyed reflections and love-marked bodies, we looked criminal.
... And it excited me.
Now I'm anxious for the conclusion of the story ... What will happen next?








She would understand how cruel the media can be. She would fear the public, with its vulgar curiosity and sickening sense of entitlement.
And then she would come to me.
When would it be my turn to truly know him?
Fear answered: Never. You’ll never know him. You can’t hold a man like that.

Because I felt responsible for his unhappiness
Happiness is useless to me




release date : 03/24/15


Matt said I didn't know what it meant to him. He was right. I didn't know what it meant. I didn't know what the hell it was.
But now I know. It was his privacy. And now I know how he valued his privacy. Above me, above his family, above everything.
"I don't want to be the sun in your sky," she continued. "Do you get what I mean? I'm happy being the moon. I'm happy coming second to your writing. I don't want to be your whole life. And if this-" She kissed my shoulder. The imprint of her lips burned on my skin. "If this crazy thing we're going to do is what it takes to protect your first love, then I'm game."
Matt's desire seemed to suck the sound out of the room, and the breath out of my body. And he was only staring.
"This is my assistant," Pam said to a group of distinguishedlooking ladies, and their eyes slid over me like a hand clears dust.

‘“Hannah-“
“No, listen. I’m okay with that, Matt. I don’t…” She traced her fingers over my knuckles and pursed her lips as she thought.
Reflexively, my fingers stirred against her thigh. We should turn in early. Yeah…right. Hannah was wearing a tiny turquoise nightie and I was in nothing but lounge pants. And after almost two months of living with Hannah, I still felt crazy when I looked at her.
“I don’t want to be the sun in your sky,” she continued. “Do you get what I mean? I’m happy being the moon. I’m happy coming second to your writing. I don’t want to be your whole life. And if this-” she kissed my shoulder. The imprint of her lips burned on my skin. “If this crazy thing we’re going to do is what it takes to protect your first love, then I’m game. We’re in this together, Matt. You can count on me.”
“Hannah.” I spoke her name slowly. I dragged my fingers up her inner thigh. “You’re stronger than I am. Do you know that?”
She shivered. “We’re different…”
“Night and day,” I murmured. The air between us was charged. A few touches, a kiss – that was all it took.’

‘“Great,” I said. “Perfect. I can’t wait…”
“Me either,” she murmured.
“I can’t wait, Hannah.” I pressed the point of my pen against the page. Black ink bled out. “You’re home. I’m glad.”
“Me too. I don’t…want to wait.” Whenever Hannah got embarrassed, which happened often and easily, her voice softened. I grinned and tilted my head. Mm, Hannah’s shy side delighted me. It made me feel like a devil.’

‘“Do you…like it?” I whispered.
How did this work? Matt’s desire seemed to suck the sound out of the room, and the breath out of my body. And he was only staring. I peeked at him through my lashed.
The look I found on his face is with me forever. It was need mingled with satisfaction. A hunger in his eyes, a thin smile on his lips. Matt wanted me, and Matt already had me. I was his.’

‘I should have known better, but I never learned, and I wondered at myself as I waited for Hannah to say more. Why did I always do the worst things? Why did I always arrange my life so that it was on the brink of collapse? That answer came to me as if it had only been waiting for the question. Because happiness is useless to me. Because I need agony and heat in my life.’

‘I want this, Matt said. Don’t hold back. Do your best…
Matt always wanted me to abandon reason – in sex as well as in life. That’s what he did. Why couldn’t I? He lived without fear of what others thought. I lived like a normal person, in my self-imposed restraint. But Matt was free, I knew, and I was not, and the double edge of his freedom was his incredible instinctive selfishness.’
‘“Always,” he whispered. “You feel it, too, don’t you? You always want me. I always want you. We belong together, Hannah.” His fingers dug into my bottom and I squeaked. It hurt just enough to feel good.’









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