2.5 stars rounded to a 3
Safe
No cheating
Unwanted OM attention (It is harmless. Another clueless firefighter asks her to date him and thinks she likes him. She doesn't.)
No OW
OW comparison (When they first kiss, he says it is the best kiss of his life. I did not care for the OW comparison)
virgin h
No said history on the H, but I feel like he is definitely experienced and I HATE the double standards
No gross condom use
No stupid third act break up
HEA with long epilogue
The story is simple. Victoria, a children's librarian who loves her book boyfriends, accidentally burns the library, a historical site. James, the tatted firefighter/cage fighter, saves the day along with his firefighter guys and he falls instantly for Victoria. She goes to one of James fights, and felt out of place, but loved to see the hunky man fight. She falls for James too and seeks him out. It is instalust really, not instalove. She needs to raise funds to repair the library, so she has the idea of making a calendar, with the guys as the subjects, and it works. They get married, pregnant, and are happy decades later. They do a lot of fucking in the interim. The end.
I did not feel the love, it is more lust. Neither ever said the three letter words 'I love you'. He says he adores her. Ok. *eye roll* What I could not get past is that he kept talking to her and in his inner monologue about her virgin cunt and how he is the only man she will ever fuck, how he can tell she is a virgin, that her virgin cunt is all his... It got tiresome and annoying, because it was not reciprocated. Great, she is all yours, but you can't say that you are all hers. That killed the fantasy, and I just am tired of the double standards, especially when it is shoved down my throat. Yes, we get it, your dick is the only one she will ever know, which I love, but you can't say the same that she is the only one you have been with! I am imagining that since he never said he was a v, and compared their kiss as the best kiss he ever had (an OW comparison I did not like), can he say this is the only pussy he has ever wanted to touch? No, I doubt it. Even though it wasn't said, he seemed very experienced, and that killed it for me. I did not like the double standards at all. Even the 35 year later epilogue that was all cutesy did not save it for me. The only two things I liked is the way he reacted when she said she was pregnant; He was elated and so happy he shed a tear and the cover is yummy. At least it was short and quick to read.
Will not read again.