Cute name, cute cover, cute sypnosis. I thought I finally found something cute to read and the beginning chapters were cute too, mind you I was giggling and shit. Their meet cute was indeed cute and so different from other books, like it's rare to read about this type of meeting. A homeless musician, playing songs for a homeless barista on her demand.
But cute things don't last, do they now? Because after like 10% of the book, suddenly this turns into insta-lust, like whenever or every time they think about each other, they think about how good it would feel to bang each other or they are fantasising about each other's body parts!?
Also her body proportion gave me a headache. She's thick and curvy but "only on the right parts" the parts being her ass, her thighs and her breasts 🫷🏻😑🫸🏻 BUT she has a small waist. That’s not curvy, That’s literally a man's fantasy of a thick and curvy woman's body that fat should only be on thighs, ass and boobs.
There was one scene when she was about to get raped but she thought about how she didn't have sex for about a year now. And then when the hero saved her, she kissed him without his consent. Totally baffled me btw. What's going on?
And then they really banged and it's just 31% into the book. By the amount of mystery surrounding Kian's past and the trauma Jessa has been through, you would expect slow burn and them really being vulnerable with each other but they are only horny with each other. This is not what I want when I start reading a book hoping for it to tug at my heart strings 🤦🏻♀️
They literally don’t respect each other, he’s obsessed with her boobs and she is obsessed with his facial hair and muscles.
I rage-read the rest of the book, and spoiler alert ‼️ NOTHING gets better except it gets WORSE. THE ONE TROPE I ABSOLUTELY HATE gets thrown into the book, it wasn’t even in trigger warnings. I was seeing it coming but I wanted to deny it, his dead fiancé. Yep. And I started to hate the book a little bit more. He was always like Jessa is so different from my typical type. And then I realised that the only reason he is with Jessa is because she doesn’t resemble his dead fiancée, that’s why he sought out a woman out of his usual type, because otherwise he would always imagine his dead fiancée. And it’s not that he really loves Jessa, her boobs is his only fav thing about her.
The only character, Myles, I gave a shit about has to be killed, right? 🤭
I literally with my whole heart believe that people were paid to write good reviews of this book.
Kian and Jessa (idiots)