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422 pages, Paperback
Published May 27, 2025

"[...] Keeping the peace in one small corner of the world is easy; even someone of my caliber can do it. But stabilizing our great land of thousand miles across requires the talent of a pillar of the state. Fish may be confined to ponds, but dragons look toward the sky - the vice commander is no mere fish, I dare not be so presumptous as to claim a connection with such a man."

He said slowly and deliberately: "Anyone in the world can sit on the throne. The Li Clan could. So why not you, Shen Zechuan?"
Shen Zechuan held his folded fan before him and replied coldly, "My aspirations lie elsewhere."
"You can't fool me," Yao Wenyu said, voice low. "You are walking this path already."

"Our opponents are all hardened veterans who have seen countless battles - but no battle in this world is fated to be lost before it's begun. All those impregnable defences and impenetrable encirclements are only a facade. I'm going back, and I want to go back to a Libei Armored Cavalary that truly belongs to me."


Xiao Chiye charged his way through the Biansha Horsemen's formation. With every slash, drops of bloos flew from Wolfsfang, the spatters of warm blood staining his cheeks. He pulled back on the reins and wiped blood off with his thumb, careful not to stain his ring.
[]'s horse was still running when the headless body on its back slid off and tumbled to the dirt before the camp, slowly watering the grass with its master's blood.

Xiao Chiye nuzzled against Shen Zechuan's cheek from behind until Shen Zechuan's cheeks grew warm. Shen Zechuan had no idea what was up with Xiao Chiye. The man never said a word as he felt Shen Zechuan up, holding him in his arms and clinging to him like glue. Just like that, Shen Zechuan sat in Xiao Chiye's embrace [...]

Xiao Chiye looked at Shen Zechuan for a moment, then ducked his head, burying his face in the crook of Shen Zechuan's neck. [...]
Shen Zechuan tugged his hand gently free and laced his fingers with Xiao Chiye's, bumping his ear gently against Xiao Chiye's heavy head on his shoulder. "Have you fallen asleep?"
When Xiao Chiye looked up, his voice was hoarse. "Oh, how I love."
Xiao Chiye had missed Shen Zechuan too much; every inch of him, he longed for with deep urgency. [...] Absence, it was said, made the heart fonder. In the near future, there would be countless such absences. For now, Xiao Chiye wanted to consume every single moment they had alone together. He wanted to invade Shen Zechuan, to have him every possible way and drive deep into him again and again, leaving his own scent behind while Shen Zechuan's enveloped him completely.
[But of them had to have the same scent.
This was a childlish obsession of the wolf pup. It was as if doing so would prove that they cold never be apart. Xiao Chiye pressed his cheek against Shen Zechuan's palm, sniffing his scent before the small furrow in his brows finally relaxed.
Xiao Chiye wanted to tell Shen Zechuan how much he truly loved him.]
Perhaps there were many ways to express love. But at this moment, they desired only the most intense.

"Even if I die, I'll die with you."
He pressed Shen Zechuan's face into the crook of his own neck. Shen Zechuan struggled, but he couldn't break free. He said in a muffled voice, "Xiao Er, if you suffocate me, you'll be murdering your own husband."
[...]
Xiao Chiye cupped Shen Zechuan's cheeks and raised his head to kiss him, yet just as their lips were about to touch, he stopped and said sternly, "Kiss me."
Shen Zechuan was trapped against Xiao Chiye's chest with his head tilted up. After enduring it for a moment, he said, "Let me up then."
"Nope," Xiao Chiye said. "Think of a way yourself."
Unable to strain up to reach him, Shen Zechuan pursed his lips, grabbed the front of Xiao Chiye's robes, and yanked him over, pecking him on the lips.

He grabbed a lock of Xiao Chiye's hair and wound it tight around his fingers as they tensed and curled. The stars dazzled his eyes before scattering into pieces on the wind. He gazed up at Xiao Chiye, a little dizzy, feeling that this wolf pup was much fiercer than usual.
"Xiao Er..." Shen Zechuan dragged out the syllables.
Xiao Chiye bent down, enveloping him, blocking out the wind and stars. "I love you."

Xiao Chiye laughed out loud - a short, sharp sound. He set his hand on the small of Shen Zechuan's back, pulling him so close Shen Zechuan was plastered against him in his embrace. There was no air between them as their lips met; Shen Zechuan kissed Xiao Chiye, who bit him in return.

4,5 'Enemies
5 'Together in sickness and in health' stars ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐
4,5 'Ce'an and Lanzhou being murderous together' stars ⭐⭐⭐⭐/⭐
4,5 'Dragon among fish' stars ⭐⭐⭐⭐/⭐
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