As someone who enjoys a good MM romance, I was excited to arc read this one, set in the intense world of the military.
The story follows Navy SEAL Carson and Army doctor Roman, two men whose past and present collide in unexpected ways. Carson is dedicated to his SEAL team, focused on advancing, and deeply closeted—he’s only ever been attracted to his childhood best friend, Roman, whom he hasn’t seen in fifteen years. When a fellow SEAL is injured in an ambush and kidnapped, Carson rescues him and follows him to a military hospital in Germany, where Roman is now stationed as an Army doctor. Sparks fly between them as they reconnect, but Roman’s life is complicated—he’s a single father to a spirited toddler, Magot.
Their reunion reignites the feelings they had as teenagers but never acted on. The chemistry between them is undeniable, but their careers and the societal pressures of “don’t ask, don’t tell” make their connection risky and complicated. Carson’s sexuality is central to the story, as he’s only ever been attracted to Roman, and this reunion stirs feelings he hasn’t experienced in years.
Roman, as a single dad, adds another layer of tension. His “straight” facade makes his attraction to Carson even more complex. The stakes are high as they navigate their feelings in a minefield of secrecy. This creates suspense, leaving readers wondering if they’ll ever have the courage to confront their emotions.
The book delves into the complexities of military life, particularly under “don’t ask, don’t tell.” The threat of revealing their feelings adds tension, making moments of vulnerability and passion all the more intense. Sara captures the realities of military service and family life, grounding the story in authenticity.
While the romance isn’t always full of spice, when it does heat up, it’s emotionally charged and perfectly timed. The buildup to intimacy feels earned and impactful.