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1 pages, Audio CD
First published May 24, 2022





“Has anyone ever told you that you’re extra adorable when you’re silently plotting my murder?”– Oh, this boy.
“That isn’t love, Amare.”
“What do you mean?”
“Love…And I’m not talking about puppy love, here. I’m not talking about a crush. I’m talking about real love, the kind you travel across oceans for, that writers pen stories about. Real love comes with no strings attached. No contingencies. You don’t have to check certain boxes. You don’t have to change for them.” He reaches up a hand and lays it on my cheek. His thumb brushes lightly along my jaw. His voice lowers to a husky murmur. “When it’s real, they love you in your entirety. And you should settle for nothing less.”
“Did you…did you think I was going to…to force myself on you?”
“No. No, of course not. I just thought…I thought that this must be what you’re used to with other girls, and if I said no, then you would-”
“That I would be angry,” he finishes for me. He shakes his head, and I can tell that his is angry. Furious, even. I’m about to open my mouth and apologize, but then Lukas shifts me in his arms, cradling me with one elbow and using his opposite hand to cradle my face. His eyes burn into mine. With deadly quiet, he says, “Amare Bellamy, I will never, ever, ever force you to do that. The fact that you even considered that I would be mad at you for saying no…it makes me sick. And it does make me angry, but not with you.” He pauses to brush his thumb along my hairline. “With every man, both above water and below, that has ever made you think you owe them one godsdamn thing.”