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124 pages, Paperback
First published January 1, 1978
You examine the walls, ceiling, furniture, feeling the inanity of it all and knowing that you, in fact, are the same. You are no longer made of flesh, are just a heavy, aching mass crushing down on a loose and feeble scaffold of bones.In his swan song novella, nouveau roman troublemaker Tony Duvert takes the reader on a dark, disorienting tour through a single decrepit district of an unnamed city. Perspective twitches like a hot wire as the lens fixes ever closer on the effluvia, human and otherwise, that chokes the narrow streets and alleys of this urban Petri dish. The ten vignettes contained within channel the roving eyes of the city--the unseen watchers and the desperate dwellers--as they go about their business, be it perverse, banal, or both. A grim and fascinating work.
WINDOW
After several years the white paint on the ceiling is stained (radiators, tobacco). The sad objects that decorate the walls, having accumulated for no rhyme or reason, attract little notice. Being seated, eating, or lying down is all such a drag and a chore, even sleep does nothing to relieve it.
The foor is worn: the comings and goings, the fall of objects, the dust and blots and cleanings. You set down, take away again, attend to clothes not belonging to any-one. Everything in the room conveys your nonexistence.
A home? No, a refuge, a shadowy corner reduced to its tightest dimensions, where you've become like a fish in an aquarium, its glass bowl lined with multicolored gravel, turning around a hundred times per minute.
You get out of bed, chilled to the bone by the morning; naked and hunched, you approach the piece of furniture on which, every day, you deposit the clothes you're to wear. You don't look at them, in too much of a rush to be inside, closed in and warmed, a prisoner.
Shoes laced, tie knotted, spot-washed on any skin left exposed, you set yourself right.
You examine the walls, ceiling, furniture, feeling the inanity of it all and knowing that you, in fact, are the same. You are no longer made of flesh, are just a heavy, aching mass crushing down on a loose and feeble scaffold of bones. About to make a gesture, you refrain from opening the door to leave. You remember having to work eight hours, sleep eight hours, wait eight hours every day. You check the time. You're early, of course. There's time to sit on the edge of the bed, retrieve a pack of cigarettes, ever so slowly smoke one. You think of the actions you'll soon perform when you go down and make your way to work-down below, over there, first the metro, beneath the street, beneath other people, among them. You smoke. Steadily the minute hand turns.
Then, before you leave the room, you glance in the direction of the window. With just a little grief, yet not quite believing what you see, you confirm as you always do that there's nothing outside, either. [11-12]