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393 pages, Kindle Edition
First published June 19, 2025
The last time he saw the man was at the child's birthday party. Amando does not know that he [Theo] sat in the car outside the factory, and then turned around and left. Lolita must have told him that they were coming to Berlin, and Armando must have also sensed what he has sensed: that whatever is happening in the country, whatever is crystallising, it appears this day will also determine what happens to the three of them.
Many years later, he will be asked, in an interview at a literary festival in Munich, after the publication of his book, which also coincides with the twentieth anniversary of that night, how he felt when the Wall tell: when he was twenty-two-years-old and for the first time in his life he was able to walk into West Berlin, as if the previous twenty-eight years had never happened. He will pause, take a sip trom the glass of water on the low table in front of him and reply, with a grin, with perfect comic timing, and to a burst of laughter from the audience: 'I found it really stressful? The audience will not know that it is half-truth and half-lie, because that night in early November, as he and his friends walk into the streets of West Berlin, he cannot be sure exactly what he feeling, He could be stressed or anxious to be making a journey that just days earlier could have been fatal or simply, he is already heartbroken. He does not know if he will ever see her again, but he knows he will never be the same again and nothing will ever be the same again. He is leaving her behind, and he is leaving the DDR behind. Like the dead boy had tried to do, the boy they had found in the sea those months ago, that day when he first met her, when she careened out of her residence and set his soul on fire. There is, he supposes, at least some symmetry in the way that today they have been reunited, Lolita and Armando. That they have each other while he is alone, that they are both witnesses as he makes his own escape to the West.