Pierre and Bill Now
By Patrick Doyle
Published by the author 2024
Five stars
Not all love is romance; and there are no happy endings in this life, despite what romance novels tell you. “Happily Ever After” ultimately means someone left alone. These are things I wrote in my memoir, because at my age that truth is staring me in the face.
Patrick Doyle’s previous book about these characters, “Pierre and Bill,” established a very “untraditional” family/love scenario, and this book takes that powerful, touching tale to its logical conclusion.
At first, it is just Pierre and Bill, again. Pierre is Bill’s unofficial father—having been his father’s lover for many years before his father’s untimely death. Pierre, an elderly French-Canadian blue-collar kind of guy, raised Bill, both with and after Bill’s father. Bill is now middle-aged and deeply rooted in his career as a high-school teacher. Pierre is retired, but busy as ever fixing things in the house Bill’s father left him, and which has been their home together for decades.
Now Pierre is eighty, and a new health problem raises a dark specter. Emphysema, caused by second hand smoke (have we all forgotten that?!), is uncurable. Bill takes a sabbatical to care for his not-father, who is the most important person in his life.
Problem is, life throws things at you that don’t seem to take into consideration any complications you might already have going on. I won’t give any details, because they’re hair-raising and difficult and handled with candor and emotional honesty by this very gifted author. The significant fact is that these new difficulties, that once again threaten to completely overturn Bill and Pierre’s life, force them to bring in reinforcements. There’s Danny, Pierre’s young ex, who left many years ago to pursue his education. And there’s Ruth, daughter of Bill’s late lover, who became part of their family in the same way Bill did at the beginning. Finally, there’s Anton, a Romanian immigrant who is a professional home healthcare worker.
How do I say it? This is a book about the fact that, ultimately, love and death go hand in hand, and that love can make death less terrifying, if not less painful. But it’s also about a broader kind of love, about the network of family and community that have not always been good to gay men, but in this case serve as a kind of double-edged reminder that there are good and bad people everywhere.
I wept rather a lot while reading this book, but only at the most obvious parts. There is a lot of laughter, and—surprisingly, adventure—in this story. It is possibly the first book I’ve ever read in which the most highly-charged action sequence is entirely experienced by four people in a car looking at their phones. Quite brilliant, and somehow weirdly real for today.
Buy Pierre and Bill first, then read this one.