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149 pages, Kindle Edition
First published November 2, 2016
“I was convinced you thought I was some perverted weirdo because of what you saw. That’s what’s been in my head all these years. ‘Raudel thinks I’m disgusting, Raudel never liked me, never could’—all those mindfucky things we do to ourselves. But even with all of that, I held on to the fantasy part of you. The part I knew deep down was more than a crush, that all this time—” The hint of a panic attack built, but he sucked in a few good breaths to stave it off until he could force the rest of his thoughts out. “That all this time I might still be in love with you. Because even when I tried to tell myself I was way too young to have known what love was back then, the reality is that a crush doesn’t stick to a person the way it has when I think of you. If I hadn’t tried so damn hard to find another guy, I’d think it was obsession. Hell, I might still think that anyway. But I want to find out the answer to it one way or the other. Because before you leave, I want to either be with you from now on or walk away from you for good.”
“Am I enough for you?”
“Oh, don’t ever fear that.” Raudel took his hand. “I’ve waited for you for so long. I spent how long in LA, believing I had everything that life could offer? But it always came back to wishing I had you. That someday we could be together after all.” He twined their fingers together. “To have you with me is not enough. It’s more than enough.”