What the actual fuck did I just read?
This book was a fever dream, in the best, darkest, most disturbing way possible. It’s a dark romance, and I need to scream this into the void: please check the trigger/content warnings. This book does not hold back. If you are not into dark romance, back away slowly. This one is not for you.
But if you are? Oh my god. Strap in. This book is friends-to-haters-to-lovers-to-haters-again (???), ex-boyfriend’s brother, yes, brother, with intense mafia vibes, “touch her and you die” energy (and not just a threat, a promise, with a very slow, very graphic death). The FMC is unhinged. Like, truly, completely off-the-rails feral energy, and I could not love her more. She’s brutal, smart, emotionally destroyed, and still somehow standing. She owns every page she’s on.
Julian? He is obsessed with her. Not the cute kind. Not even the stalker-lite kind. I mean the “I will end the entire world for you and then blame you for it” kind. Which somehow makes the ending even more disturbing. I’m still not over it. I don’t think I will be over it.
This gave me massive Haunting Adeline meets Lights Out vibes, with a sprinkle of what I imagine Butcher and Blackbird will give (I haven’t read it yet, but if it feels anything like this, I’m in trouble). Obsession, violence, tension, chemistry, unrelenting darkness, and somehow moments that made me laugh in a “should I be laughing right now?” kind of way.
This book is underrated to the point of being criminal. I would be pressing charges if I hadn’t received the ARC for Gold Flame, because I need it after that ending. I might recover eventually… or I’ll just jump straight into Gold Flame and accept my fate.
Evelyn Knight, what have you done to me?
This book is an obvious 5 star read! ⭐️