I read this during one of my legendary sleepless nights, and while the day after was a real slog, I don't regret the time I spent with this book.
Imagine your life if you were a single mom. You have two children. One is Jesse; he is 12 the year your husband moves out. The other is a little girl with Cystic Fibrosis. As that single mom, you're rushing back and forth between various doctor appointments and hospitals for the little girl. To your great relief, your brother agrees to take young Jesse under his wing. You reason that the boy needs a father figure. This is perfect.
But it's anything but perfect! The uncle convinces Jesse that the only way he and his family can stay in the new house into which they moved, a house which belongs to the uncle, is for Jesse to perform sex acts on the uncle which the uncle captures on digital photography and provides to a child pornographer. The child pornographer’s name is King. That's the name Jesse gives him. King has hacked into Jesse's cell phone and his laptop, and as a result, the young man is under constant surveillance. It has been that way for four years as this book opens. Now, Jesse is 16, and he's done with that life. It sickens him to engage in those sex acts, and he simply wants out. But he knows the minute he tries to liberate himself, the creepy pornographer will act against his mother and sister. He slogs on in that murky, dreadful world, knowing that if he fails his mother and sister will either die or be poverty stricken.
But one day, his little sister brings a padded envelope in from the mailbox addressed to Jesse. Inside, the boy finds a wireless phone and a note that simply reads “I can help you.” uncertain who his would-be benefactor is, Jesse calls the number on the paper. A girl answers. But she's not just any girl.
Before she innocently posted the edgy videos online, the young woman went by the name of Ariel. Her folks still slip and call her that from time to time, but because of what happened after those edgy photos went up, she has changed her name to Miranda. She, 2, has good reason to find and track down King. Her name for the pornographer is Creep. But it's the same person. He ruined Miranda's life. he made certain that her edgy videos went viral. She could never attend the same school again. She became in cloaked in OCD behaviors, and she knew if she could not track down the pornographer by the time of her 15th birthday, she would take her life. When she gets the response from Jesse, she is only two days away from that birthday.
That's the same day King makes a demand on Jesse that he simply can't fulfill. King wants Jesse to become a capper. A capper is someone who recruits young boys and performs lewd and pornographic sex acts on them in front of a digital camera. There's a car show in town that weekend, and King insists Jesse attend and do what he demands. King has already demonstrated that he can damaged the family. Jesse sees video on his cell phone of a man brandishing a knife at his little sister. While Miranda has sought refuge in her OCD and in refusing to leave the small apartment she and her parents inhabit, Jesse finds relief in watching fires. His pedophile uncle is part of the towns Fire Department. But the pay is low, so the uncle resorts to pedophilia to help pay the bills.
There is a way out, as Jesse and Miranda discover. You would do well to read this to see how they solved the problem. It is less straightforward and easy than you might think. But it's very much worth the read. This is a solid young-adult thriller you can read with much thought. All of us are keenly aware of the extreme damage and danger posed by the Internet. When evil people misuse neutral technology, the result is a plethora of horrors including suicide. But friendship can build interesting bridges. Jesse and Miranda recognize that, and you see the result of that friendship in this book. Regardless of your age, if you read this, it will give you much to think about regarding online bullying. It can happen to any of us at any age. And the solutions aren't always pain free and easy. The author is a pediatrician, and this book is based on a true story of a young woman whose life and writing the author became acquainted with. The young woman ultimately took her life.