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384 pages, Paperback
First published May 5, 2015




“There’s so much good in him that I’m desperate to find a way to unzip him and crawl inside and let myself be even closer.”
“Kissing Alex is like getting the chance to be a kid again. It’s light and uncomplicated and exhilarating and completely consuming in a way that isn’t even a little bit scary.”
Alex's arms go around me, and my face is buried in his shirt, and my life is rewinding itself inside my head and showing me colors I've never seen before and none of it is pleasant. It's so ugly I feel sick to my stomach and completely unable to draw in enough air to my lungs.

Once again, a book by Julie Cross has made me laugh, cry, gasp and ponder my life within a span of 100 pages. I've had the hugest girl crush on her since I read "Letters to Nowhere," and my appreciation for her elevated after "Whatever Life Throws at You." I'm even a proud member of her Street Team (obligatory disclaimer: my role in her street team does not influence my opinion of her writing in any way)!
"Halfway Perfect" contains all the usual ingredients that make up a typical Julie Cross contemporary: poignancy, romance and edginess and distinct wit that make her work so relatable to anyone who has ever been a teenage girl. What makes this book different from her others is a certain flair and masculine voice that Mark Perini brings to the novel.
I loved both of the protagonists, Eve and Alex!
Eve Nowakowski, former model and current Columbia student, is done with having her life controlled. She's done with abusive agents like Wes and parents who only care about the money she makes from modeling. For once, she's taking life into her own hands, relying only on her own hard work and talent to get into Columbia and graduate with a degree in photojournalism. I could certainly relate to Eve in this way. I admire her for the brains and perseverance it takes to get into Columbia and stay there because I know what its like to strive so hard academically to get where I want to be. Her passion for photography brings a smile to my face. Hey, Eve? Want to be BFFs, so we can geek out over composition techniques together?
Though her determination and hard work show such strength and character, Eve's weaknesses are really what make her shine. Rather, it's her ability to overcome them that makes her so amazing. At Eve's lowest moments, the authors strip Eve raw, leaving nothing but gritty pain and regret. The contrast from the person Eve strives to be is brutal and heartbreaking. The growth process is slow and agonizing for both Eve and the reader, but in the end Eve is much stronger. She faces her greatest mistake and learns to stop blaming herself.
One of the greatest contributors to Eve's growth is Alex, who helps her stand when she's too weak to do so -- both figuratively and literally -- and changes the way she looks at love. It would've been so easy for Cross and Perini to make Alex Evans the archetypal male love interest, a sinfully handsome, womanizing bad boy who secretly has a golden heart. Luckily, they didn't go that route. Alex is the all-American golden boy, dashingly handsome, charmingly witty and sweet in that boy-next-door way. He's an absolute gentleman with Eve, his fake girlfriend Elana (who reminds him of his little sister) and his little sister. He's a bit naive in the beginning, seeing no further than his agent's *cough* that asshole *cough* next order and the modeling jobs he wants. As the modeling world pushes him further and further, forcing him to disobey his morals, Alex sees the darkness in the profession he's chosen. He doesn't change as much as as Eve, but Alex grows in that he gains strength to defend his morals and the people he cares about and learns to see that there's more to him than just a hot body and a pretty face.
“There’s so much good in him that I’m desperate to find a way to unzip him and crawl inside and let myself be even closer.”
The romance between Eve and Alex sizzles and sparks with every page-turn. The chemistry is evident in every glance, touch and spoken word whether their current relationship status is "just friends" or more than that. They bring out the best in each other. Some scenes are so wonderfully touching they'll have you giggling and saying "awww." Others are so hot you'll be fanning yourself with your free hand -- assuming you can un-glue one of them from your book. I like the way the authors crafted this passionate, mature romance while keeping the story clean so that it can be enjoyed by both readers of the YA and NA age groups.
The supporting characters were great too. I felt to sorry for naive, young Elana. I want Alex's hilarious, loyal siblings as my own (especially his spunky little sis). I really admired Eve's feisty and frank photography mentor, Janessa. Seriously, what do I have to do to become her assistant?
Perini brings such vivid insight into the world of modeling. I knew nothing about modeling past what I see on billboards, TV ads and magazines, but Perini gave me a thorough, all-encompassing behind-the-scenes look in less than 500 pages. His insight adds realism to the story; I felt like I was right next to Eve and Alex, watching the make-up artists and crew rushing around, listening to Janessa's barked orders and the click of her shutter.
The photography descriptions didn't quite satisfy me. Photographer's typically describe their photos in terms of composition (leading lines, lighting techniques, depth, rule of thirds, etc.). Still, the feeling of framing a shot and the satisfaction of getting that perfect shot is spot on.
"Halfway Perfect" is witty and romantic with that Julie Cross flair that I've come to expect and love. The protagonists are not only relatable but also show strength and character at their finest moments. Eve and Alex are great as individuals, but even more amazing together with a chemistry-filled romance that'll make you swoon. Mark Perini's insight into the world of modelling adds realism that distinguishes "Halfway Perfect" from just any other book about modelling, throwing in bitter truths and moral dilemmas.
