I was totally happy to receive Michele Gorman's new title for review, especially as it tickles an issue that is so well known to most of us woman - weight problems. I thought, there is no better way to start new year as with a book that for sure is going to be optimistic and uplifting and is going to show me that I AM WORTH IT. No matter how much I weigh. I was really hoping for a story with a message but written in this fluffy, warm Michele's style.
Meet Katie, Pixie, Jane and Ellie, four women who have something in common: they are namely overweight and they meet each other weekly during Slimming Zone meetings, and this is also where they got to know one another. Because, as it usually is with the diet clubs, they don't help, Pixie decides she doesn't want to attend it anymore. But our four girls have different idea: stop with the calories counting and public weighing clubs, let's do something for fun, like wine - testing, eating in the dark, going to the theatre. And so the idea of Curvy Girls Club is born. But don't be misled by the name, oh no, boys are also warmly welcome to the club!
So I have started reading the book with so much expectations and at the beginning I was really engrossed in the story but slowly, slowly the book has lost its sparkle and started to feel a little too flat and a little too forced. The girls that were supposed to be so fluffy, cheery and bubbly turned into bitter, nasty women: Pixie with her combat and abrasive approach, Ellie with her obsession about Thomas and being jealous in a nasty, ugly way, Jane who was probably the weakest character here (although I can say that Michele tried so hard with her, what with her having all the problems), and no matter how I tried, she was still coming across as a very pale, blurred character. Katie was the most colourful of all of them in my opinion but still, I couldn't connect with her as much as I'd like. She was too naive for my liking, and the thing with her that she was willing to risk her health only to stay slim was not her best idea ever, although, on the other hand, I could also understand her. And although I really understood all those women, I knew where they were coming from, although I myself can share my own weight experiences with them, having tried all the diets in the world (but no drugging myself! No way!), I couldn't warm to them and there came a moment that I couldn't care less what's going to happen with the Club.
I was hoping for a bunch of girls having fun no matter what size they are and showing that there is much more to life than only weight and size 0. I'm a dreamer, right? But unfortunately, it was a story about four "friends" (why quotation mark, am going to explain) not feeling the best in their current bodies and trying to do anything to lose as many pounds as possible. Women actually moaning only about their weight and it was true what one of them said, that if she was loosing as much weight as she was talking about, then she would be the slimmest girl in the world. Same here, same here, I know how you feel, high five.
Why "friends". Well, the girls have admitted themselves they wouldn't probably be friends if they hadn't met at their meetings but that's not the point. The friendship between them seemed not to be honest, and the way they spoke to each other, felt jealous of each other's lost grams, put the friendship aside and favour business above it, well, it just didn't sit with me and didn't make this relationship believable in my eyes.
But Michele brilliantly pictured the nature of plus - sized people. Well, maybe not all of them, but all that I know are in some ways exactly like our main characters, it means that they (we) are going to the meetings, starving themselves a day or two before the meeting so that the scales say they lost a little weight, and when they lose a little weight, what do they do? As a prize, they go to McDonald's or eat three cupcakes instead of one, because they deserve it, and so the vicious cycle continues. Katie, Jane, Pixie and Ellie were moaning about their weight, about being discriminated but they, in fact, did nothing to make themselves feel better. OK, they identified feeling better with losing weight, which maybe is not the way to really feel better but it's an observational fact that being not too obese makes life more comfortable and healthy. So the story has, in fact, didn't resolve any problems our girls were facing. Although I don't know if there is an answer to their problems at all, I must say that.
I thought that being myself not a skinny - minnie I would, with closed eyes, be able to relate to the characters but I am finding that you can't relate to the characters who don't like themselves. I just found them quite harsh at times. And what really didn't sit with me, was when Katie has started to loose her weight and how harsh especially Pixie was. Why? Why so much jealousy? What was this, something like if I can't have this then you can't have this as well?
But a big applause and standing ovation for Michele and the way she has tackled weight issues. She writes with a lot of understanding and sensitivity, and in my opinion she hasn't hurt any feelings. While I couldn't connect with the characters, I could connect with the issues she raises in her story, because it's not only a story about weight, but also friendship, loyalty, work troubles, broken hearts.
I think that no matter what the resolution would be, it wouldn't be good: seeing the characters skinny at the end would be a bad message, but seeing the characters staying as they are and still moaning about it wouldn't be very uplifting too, no?
A big, fat cupcake (yes!) that this novel is about a normal heroines, women in bigger sizes, women not with a flashy jobs, fast cars and sex - gods in their arms, but it is about heroines of all sizes, with many bad - hair days, working in a dull job or not working at all and with different eye colours. Can they still make interesting read? Of course they can.
So as you can see, I have very mixed feelings about this book. I love the idea of the story, this book has an amazing potential. I am not sure what I was expecting from this book but for sure not this kind of story that I read. It just somewhere went wrong for me, it somewhere missed the mark. I don't have a problem with Michele's writing and storytelling, which is fresh, down to earth and flows smoothly. I am also sure that most of the readers is going to be able to relate to a thing or two in this book and find the characters likeable, so I would really encourage you to try this book.
Copy received from publisher in exchange for a review.