From Goodreads:
To move on from her past, an extraordinary girl must tear down the walls she has built to protect herself.
Mackenzie Douglas seems to have it all: good looks, a great boyfriend, a passion for biking, and a little sister who worships her. But under the veneer of perfection lie the emotional scars of her childhood, inflicted by her father. Though her memories have faded with time, the wounds on Mac’s subconscious remain.
Having vowed to never be a victim again, Mac focuses on a journey she’s always wanted to take: a summer bike trip on her amazing new RoadCap bike. But as the excursion finally gets underway, memories Mac long ago buried start to claw their way back to the surface, forcing her to confront a past she has done everything she can to forget.
My Thoughts:
Wow! What a strong book! And it’s so dark! Yes, there are parts of this book that show the fun, young side of being a teen, and having no worries, but on the other side, there is such deep, dark pain. I think everyone can relate to this story, even if they haven’t been through what Mac has. Everyone has skeletons in their closet. They have something they aren’t happy they did, or they have a secret at home they don’t want others to know about. There is always something behind closed doors. Always.
With Mac, some people realize she is a little different, but no one knows why, and no one really seems to think it’s serious enough to dig around to find out what it is.
But Mac is a strong girl. She is able to hide this pain, put it so deep down in a place that not even she remembers the details. She gets into bike riding and lets that be what carries her away. Who hasn’t done that? But, it all starts bubbling up to the surface on a long ride and once it reaches the surface, there is no stopping it. I can absolutely relate to what happens with Mac here, again not with what she went through, but that gut wrenching feeling when something crosses your mind. It’s like a panic attack, taking control. It makes you sick, you can’t function. I’ve been there.
What I love most about Mac is her strength. Man, what a heroic young girl. She’s fulfilling a life-long dream, but keeps her sister top of mind and gives up everything to do something that may tear her family apart. What an awesome person. I cannot imagine how hard it was. And yes, I cried while reading the last 20 pages of this book, which was embarrassing because I was in the lunchroom at work, trying to blink away the tears.
At first, I wasn’t sure where this book was going, or if I was going to be able to get into it, but as you can tell by my review, that completely changed for me. I highly recommend this book for older teens, and even adults who have children, or just want a good read. It shows the startling truth of what could be happening under your own roof that you may be too naive to see yourself.
I give Dancing with the Devil 4.5 out of 5 bookmarks.