So I have to start off by saying how extremely excited I was for this book. The first one has become one of my all time favorite and I was constantly checking the release date for this book for months so I wouldn’t miss it when it came out. With that being said, I have never been more angry, frustrated, and downright outraged with a sequel, or a book in general. Maybe it’s just because I loved the first one so much, but it just really let me down in a major way.
To start, my absolute least favorite overused romance series theme is “MC thinks male is a jerk in first book and refuses to be with him, but then comes around and it’s all sweet and great. In the second book all these issues come up and they do nothing but fight the whole time, typically about another guy that comes into the plot, only to make up in the last chapter.” My second absolute least favorite over used romance theme is the whole love triangle thing. I’ve just never been into it. If I read a books description and see it talk about some awesome love triangle, I. Am. Out. Like nope, not today lmao. It’s just too frustrating and ridiculous to read. And what do you know, this book had BOTH of those themes in it. Ya know, people complained that the first one had too many themes like twilight, but at least Bella freaking ended up with the guy she first fell for 🙄🙄🙄. I was incredibly excited when I saw that this book was over 700 pages, but then I read it and I honestly just had horrible anxiety the whole time because I was so stressed about what was happening, and it was a agonizing to get through honestly.
In the first book, Jaxon quickly wins Grace over. He’s funny, sweet, caring, understanding, and he always puts her first over everything. He listens to her opinions and allows her to be a strong woman when necessary. Suddenly in the next book, Grace is accusing him of being overbearing and is constantly picking fights with him. And like, I get it, he is super overprotective and now you’re this badass supernatural, but girl, he thought that he would never see you again, cut him some slack. And she almost never does, which is what really bothers me. Considering she acts like a completely horrible girlfriend, let along person. Completely ignoring him when Hudson is around. Barely fighting when she finds Hudson’s draining all his life force. Laughing and being attracted to his brother when all she ever does is fight with Jaxon. When he accuses her about not paying and attention to him, she goes on about how hard it is for her and how he needs to cut her some slack, yet she won’t return the favor. Not cool bro. And when Hudson constantly bags on Jaxon to Grace, calling him spoiled and whiny, she barely fights to defend him. To be fair, he was written to sound extremely spoiled and whiny in this book, but I don’t think that was fair to him in the slightest, and I’m convinced it was just a way to try to push the readers away from Jaxon and towards Hudson. Because in the first book, he had his flaws, he didn’t need anymore unless you wanted to turn us against him, he was fine as a character as is. I get character development, but that’s not what happened here in the slightest. Don’t break my heart like that, I don’t like books that do that.
Intro Hudson, the almost sole purpose for all of my frustration with this book. Mr bad guy all through the first book and man I wished that it would have stayed that way. I mean I get it, it was character development, but his entire presence just gets on my absolute nerves. From the get go he hints that something intimate went down while Grace was locked in stone, but I was really hoping for the best plot twist ever that he would still turn out bad and was lying. Because I truly couldn’t believe that this story would really take a 180 and just switch the love interests around in the most frustrating and infuriating switch-a-roo of all time. There was even a point when Flinn mentioned people having multiple mates that I was actually hoping for that outcome. And I REALLY don’t want this to become a reverse harem series. Don’t get me wrong, I love those types of books, but it is just so extremely out of place here it’s insane. It just doesn’t fit in my opinion. Now, this author is incredibly talented, so I’m sure that she mentioned that little tidbit for a reason and something along those lines will happen anyway 🙄.
The last chapter was the most infuriating part of the whole book. Now we’re in Hudson’s mind and he does nothing but rip into his brother while he’s weak and broken. Not that he hasn’t done it the whole book, but it’s so incredibly out of place, and I personally feel like Hudson’s playing the victim a little too much. He diminishes everything that Jaxon has gone through and throws it in his face without ever taking any of his own blame. I mean, for crying out loud, when Jaxon accused him of genocide he legit said I’ve done a lot of things but never that. I killed every made werewolf in existance because it was necessary. BOY IT DOESNT MATTER IF YOU THINK IT WAS NECESSARY THATS STILL GENOCIDE. YOU KILLED AN ENTIRE RACE OF PEOPLE OWN UP TO IT. Then the very last paragraph, mainly the last sentence, is what absolutely killed me and put me over board. It just crushed any hope that I had that it wouldn’t go where I thought it was heading. I was originally going to score this book a 4, because I get it, sequels are hard and you have to make drastic choices. But then the last chapter happened, and it went down to a 3. Then to got to those last few lines and here we are at a 1 star. I’m sorry, I just can’t do it. I’m just so frustrated and angry over the whole book and I’m not going to lie and sugar coat it.
I just want to say, that I truly believe that this is an extremely talented author. I didn’t find a single grammatical or spelling error, which is honestly a freaking miracle these days let’s be honest. And the actual writing is so good. I find myself sucked into scenes and (when my heart wasn’t being ripped out of my chest and I didn’t want to scream my frustrations across the room) it was hard to put it down. The only issue I had with the book was the actual creative plot choices made. Normally that wouldn’t be enough for such a low rating but it just really pissed me off to the point where it’s 2AM and I wanna scream my head off with how angry I am but apparently that’s not socially expectable and I shouldn’t do that. And maybe that’s why I’m being so harsh. I’m just so legitimately pissed off with the choices that were made, and I really need to rant so I can calm down and stop seeing red.
I’m going to read the next book because I’m PRAYING to every single god that exists and any deity that will listen that Grace is with Jaxon in the end and that Hudson can screw off. I’m sorry, I know I’m awful but I just had so many expectations for this book and non of them happened. Again, extremely well written and well put together, I just can’t get over the broken romance aspect of it, I’m sorry. 🥺🥺😭😭😭😭😭😭😭