☼.°༄ "The sun is extra bright today, Sunny. We should try to catch it."
Rating: 3.5 stars ᯓ★
A beautiful story of second chances, young love that gets tipped on its head, whilst overcoming struggles, trauma and heartbreak. I adored Ella and Max's love story, and spent the majority of this book fully connected to their journey. I cannot express how much I adore Max, he is the absolute greenest of green flags. He deserves the whole entire world and more. The most loving, loyal and patient man.
The thing is, I truly thought this was going to be a 4 star read, I was really loving it and when everything started to fall apart, my anxiety was through the roof. However, I didn't feel the heartbreak and turmoil in the aftermath of everything like I usually do with these books. Therefore, I ended up losing the connection to Max and Ella. I am so, so disappointed by this, I truly expected to be sobbing my heart out. The more I think about their story the more it makes me sad that it dropped off.
There is also something that happens in the plot that just felt almost lazy, I think this is where the something missing started. Either way, it is a great book and their story is heartbreaking and beautiful all in one. There is just something that goes missing along the way.
I know Max and Ella are enjoying every sunset together though & this softens the blow ♡
JH's writing is one of my favourite, and there were so many quotes I loved.
“I mean what I said, honey. Romanticize your life. Don’t live every day like it’s your last. Live every day like it’s your first. Lasts are tragic. Firsts are exciting and full of celebration. Look at every sunrise like it’s the first time you’ve ever seen colors like that before. Listen to your favorite song like you’ve never heard such a precious melody. If you make every day a celebration, you’ll never get bored in your own story.”
“Souls don’t see, Sunny. Souls feel. They feel, and they yearn, and they know.” Swallowing, I move in closer, refusing to give up on this. Refusing to give up on her. “I’d feel you in any lifetime, in any version of any reality. And I’d know, without a doubt, without a shred of hesitation… that your soul was meant for mine.”
I will say this is labeled as YA but please be aware it tackles heavy topics and also has open door spice scenes.