I don't even know where to begin. I finished the book yesterday but needed to take the time to get my thoughts together. I want to make sure I do this review correctly. This book needs to be in everyone's hands.
** Note the author does note some touchy subjects that some peeps might not want to read about. So definitely check those out.
Traces made its way into my top 5 favorite books. This book really sunk its claws into me and has not let go. This book is real folks. Real with traces of fiction. I am emotional and feel open and raw from the words on each page.
Writing Style: Beyond unique. It took me about less than a quarter of the book to get used to it. I have never read anything like it. Then it just clicked and everything feel into place for me. Getting the story from the MC POV is something you need to put your seatbelt on for. You are in her head. IN IT. You get thoughts and thoughts bouncing off each other, neurons colliding, atoms exploding. You are IN her dead and its the most beautiful thing I personally have ever read.
I was able to relate to Aiden, her thoughts, over thinking, over analyzing things and then over analyzing what she is over analyzing. You learn so much about secondary characters that she makes you feel like they are main characters themselves. Being able to see Cole's POV as well was something I didn't know I needed while reading this. I hope to see more of his POV. Hint Hint Sophie ;) The writing was beautiful, poetic, raw, chaotic (in an amazing way).
Characters: Like said above, Aiden really brings you into the other characters. I feel like I know all of them and have an idea how their past lives prior to when the book takes place. I cant wait to see them in the future books to dig deeper. Aiden and Cole, are two of my favorite characters in general. I'm still blown away by the thoughts of these characters. I loved the monolog between them. Two characters that don't want to be in the world but want to be a part of each other. Two characters who are fighting their past demons but deep down want to fight for their future with each other. Two characters that don't want to let anyone in, except each other. Two characters who found family outside of their own. DAMN I loved these two people. They became people to me. If anyone asks, I will talk about Aiden and Cole as if they were sitting here with me in my living room. Sophie made them living, breathing, thinking people.
Plot: I LOVED THE ENTIRE PLOT/ STORY. Listen, the amount of information that is dropped is a lot, but throughout the book, not all at once. Its not overwhelming and its done perfectly so you can still follow and understand everything. It was beautifully done. Each page, you are just drawn in more and more. I couldn't read it fast enough, but I tried my best to take my time to absorb each page. There were twists that I didn't see coming. I usually am able to predict a book in the beginning chapters. I was not able to do this with Traces. There were some things that I had concluded that ended up being true, but the twists and turns I did not see coming and I loved it. I don't want to be able to always predict the book I am reading.
To sum it up, this book was real, raw, emotionally captivating, relatable (for me) and it definitely left its traces in me. I have never been so emotionally impacted by a story and this one has me shook (in a great way).
If you are able to handle real life, then this story is for you. If you are able to read about real life trauma's, this book is for you. If you are able to accept that not everyone is ok on the inside, this book is for you. If you have ever felt invisible, then this book is for you. If you have ever been talked through instead of talked to, then this book is for you.
I am truly honored to have been able to read this book and that it founds it's way to me. As well as have had the opportunity to talk with Sophie about her work of freaking art. I hope my review does this book justice, I feel my words are not even close enough to explaining this book and are not worthy of it.
I truly am counting down the seconds until I can get book two in my hands.