“I think you’re very charming for being awkward as fuck.” As soon as I say the words, I regret them because his eyes are on me again.”
This is a romance with suspense. The two main characters suffer from mental health and it leads to questions of what is the truth? What is the reality? There’s two missing guys, will Leif be next?
Leif has a stalker or two. He’s received a letter from a secret admirer.
“Yeah, there’s a guy who claims he’s protecting me from a serial abductor.
Oh, and I made that guy dinner the other night.”
He also is under Zane’s surveillance.
“I try to build my schedule around watching him. ”
Zane is stalking Leif because of the similarity in letters involved in the disappearances . The secret admirer sends poetic letters to young men before they disappear , describing them as Greek statues and leaving no signature.
Leif warily befriends Zane in this quest to find this secret admirer as well as trying to protect himself from danger. The police seem suspicious of Zane, not taking his concerns seriously because of a previous wrong accusation made by Zane.
Zane is also VERY attracted to Leif but knows Leif’s straight.
“Why did he fucking tease me like this, knowing I’m gay, knowing I’m lusting after him?”
Leif is sexually curious about Zane. Zane is happy to help him explore his bi-curiosity. Sexy times abound.
“That initial curiosity for his cock has turned into an obsession…”
“Oh, Leif, you fucking incubus.”
Shit gets locked down - they are exclusive and boyfriends . A title they both love saying.
“I’m not saying it because you said it. I’m saying it because after the past months, I can’t imagine not having your creeper face in my life.” I take his hand and place it on my chest. “I love you too. And I’m not accepting your heart unless you take mine.”
This is not a happy go lucky book. It’s not a feel good book. There’s mental health issues, childhood trauma, and a bittersweet ending with mysteries solved. Leif and Zane are still in love and together .
“We’ve been through some shit—Zane especially—but after what we’ve survived, feels like together, we can sort out whatever else comes our way.
Wild to think that when I first saw him around the neighborhood, he was just some creepy guy next door.
Now he’s my sexy-ass creep.
And so long as I have any say in it, he always will be.”