UPDATE BELOW ORIGINAL.
(Kindle) I genuinely enjoyed this dystopian story. It reminds us to pray fervently and trust in God's plan. I appreciate how true to reality it is - making known that vaccines contain aborted fetal cells and can cause a lot of harm to a body, including miscarriage and mutated genetics. Bold move by the author, well done. There were a few minor things that didn't make sense -- the story mentions that fewer and fewer men were being born, thanks to fragile Y chromosome... yet, the books characters are predominantly male. There seemed to be no shortage of men throughout the story, so why bring up the lack of them at all? A warning? I was also confused by 2 things during Lila's mission to gather info. She says she dropped the chip in a planter near the elevator so she wouldn't have it on her person when she is checked. But she never goes back for it - yet still hands it over to the team. Also during said body check, they conveniently forget to check her back pocket - leaving her with the metal cross. Apparently she could have just stuck the chip in her pocket and they wouldn't have found it!?!
This last critique is for the virtual voice reader - it was awful. As always. And I wish author's would not allow their books to be read by A.I. Record it yourselves, authors, you won't regret it. I would love to just READ all the books but I am a busy woman and audiobooks are my best bet for being able to "read" while still cooking, cleaning, and chauffeuring my family around. The virtual voice is so bad though...it doesn't have different tones for different characters. It doesn't understand how punctuation changes pronunciation. If you have the time to sit and read - read this book!!
📚*****UPDATE upon re-read 10 months later: (Audible) First, I need to thank the author again for taking my advice to heart and reading her own works, and then gifting me the books on Audible! I don't think any author has cared about my opinions before, so it was a humbling and exciting experience for me.
Now, something I have gotten in the habit of doing, (because I wish other reviewers would warn me! 😆) is mention the writing style. Every good book worm has a preference! The Direction takes on two. We have 1st person writing from our FMC's perspective, then 3rd person limited with the MMC; Interchanging throughout the book. I have never read another book like it. On the pro side, it keeps us connected to the protagonist while also gaining mild insight into her male counterpart. I didn't feel like *I* was both main characters during the story. Just her. The only down side wasn't really a "con" per se, it was just somewhat unsettling flip-flopping, only because, as I said, I haven't read anything else like it. Overall, I think I like it and am excited for the next book. Another thing I mention in my reviews is steam levels and language. There is zero "steam" or "open bedroom" because it's a Christian book, and I appreciate that. The romance is built on a life long connection, friendship, spiritual intimacy, and probably a fair amount of trauma bonding. The book definitely contains violence and action! Which keep it exciting! I was honestly a bit surprised that the language wasn't completely clean. It wasn't BAD, just a few well placed "sh*t"s. While sh*t happens and didn't bother ME - it is something to note for parents and teachers considering sharing the book with our youth. My homeschool co-op occasionally does a book club style semester, and would need to know that when deciding if it were appropriate.
I am going to stick with my 4 star rating. I always say that my 5-star criteria is "make me laugh, make me cry, make me think". I remembered this book really well from the first time I read it, so I can say it made me think. (Sometimes I enjoy a book, but a few weeks later can't remember much of anything about it!) This one sat with me for months ...and probably will for years. A dystopian that isn't entirely impossible or outlandish. I feel like the author truly considered what the future could become if we keep experimenting/playing God with MRNA and other vaccines and we continue to hand over our rights to privacy, in the name of "safety" to A.I. A cautionary tale that few will heed.
However, I never found myself laughing out loud or emotionally touched to tears. And I'm a pretty sensitive soul! 🥺 I think something that could have given it that extra oomph would have been personal prayer. The prayers our MC's say are either a simple 'Lord, help me", "Lord, protect her', or are directly from the Bible (The Lord's Prayer). I appreciate the frequently mentioned verses, but I think a more personal, heartfelt, meaningful plea to the Father would have brought on some tears. And of course laughter would have to come from a goofball character. Not an annoying JarJar Binks, but just someone that makes light of heavy situations and deals with stress by cracking jokes! As much as I enjoyed the story, the two MCs are a bit boring, I'd have liked to see some playfulness between them - or maybe even a humorous side to Kain that endears him to others, making his betrayal more painful.
Despite my critiques, I did enjoy the book and am going to listen to the next one, Finding Fortitude, right now!!