2.75 stars
i'm kind of pissed rn because i thought it was a standalone lol, but it wasn't, and now i have to wait for another book EVEN THOUGH THIS WASN'T SO SPECIAL. the murder mystery plot is actually interesting though, so i might read the other one when it comes out.
i thought it was a mafia romance, but it's not. it revolves around the murder that happened 20 years ago — sebastian thorne's mother was killed by the covenant, aka the cult. they all act like innocent people, and nothing was ever proven. now he wants to know what really happened and get answers, so he planned to kidnap the governor's daughter and blackmail them.
⌞Sebastian Thorne & Rosemund Trudeau⌝
ᯓ 28-24
nvm, he fooled them, gained their trust, and also made friends with rose. everything was fine, and he very cleverly manipulated her and kidnapped her. if you've read acotar, then the whole covenant community, alderwood, is just like velaris. a small peaceful city where everyone is eQuAl.
sebastian's pov was kind of fun because he was roasting the shit out of her father, but rose's pov was so dumb, i was actually having secondhand embarrassment. like, i get it, you're born in a cult where they don't have modern technologies and have rules and shit, BUT isn't she human enough to wish for things like love, marriage, or children? she was like a proper sacrificial goat, and the way she described things like the entity, darkness, light, soul, and other superficial terms—I was so fucking bored because girl, STOP!
and she did NOT refer to periods as MONTHLY MOONBLOOD 😭
besides, they use LAMPS even though they have electricity, and it's the year 2024 in the book. TWENTY TWENTY FOUR. two zero two four.
wtf.
and ngl, this whole cult was too fucked up. their rituals were so toxic, misogynistic, and the people were so brainwashed, omg it was so weird and uncomfortable! the whole celestial virgin sacrifice and people being elated to watch the virgins sacrifice themselves (by dying) and shit! the heroine was the most brainwashed one lol.
sebastian keeping her captive and torturing her with toys and a whip shshsj was so uncomfortable because, tbh the heroine was dumb as rocks. i wasn't liking her at all. she was KIDNAPPED, and the drug made her memory foggy, and she was like:
"maybe i'm dead and the entity gave me another life... with sebastian."
like girl, pls shut the fuck up 😭
whatever, she went BACK to her fucked up covenant, and it ended with her being taken away for 'punishment,' and her father believing she lied. i don't know what the fuck was happening ahshsjsz. it was cringe in the relationship aspect, and the heroine was just DUMBBBBB, but the plot is kinda- 😗