3,5 stars rounded up to 4
When I read the blurbs and saw that it was contemporary romance, I wanted to read this duet. The writer being Aly Martinez helped the decision. However, what I read was a thriller, a mystery romance, a romantic suspense… whatever you call the novels that have a love story in the background and lots of action, mystery etc are happening on the forefront. This disappointed me because I always prefer my romance books to focus on the love story in it.
This is my disappointment based on what I expected after having read the blurb and seeing it was tagged under romance only. Therefore, for readers who like mystery & suspense in their romance books, this duet might be worth 5 stars; however, as I am not a fan of romantic suspense or thrillers, to me, it just wasn’t good enough because the romance part didn’t satisfy me.
So, if you are a lover of romantic suspense/thrillers with a good love story behind, maybe you should ignore my rating & review.
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Cora, the heroine, is a darling. She is what made me read this duet. If I didn’t love her that much, all this thriller thing that bored me to death would have caused my DNF of the book but I loved her so much that I wanted to see her happy end.
Penn, the hero, seems to be a good one for most of the time but he did something that Cora also had a hard time forgiving him and if I were her, I would have made him grovel so much more… so much longer!
I would have accepted him back to my life eventually if I loved him that much but I don’t know if I could ever forgive him for what he did! (No, not cheating – something else!).
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Cora is the house mom for an apartment building of prostitutes – but not by choice. She is forced to do that.
Her story is sad. She is not a prostitute, she just fell in love with the wrong guy and got married to him. Then, when he died, her life was ruined in the hands of his cruel family.
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Penn has lost his wife, too. It was a bloody cruel murder he had to watch on his mobile phone.
(Here, I need to open a parenthesis and ask this question.
Can someone please explain to me how he watches his wife die on his phone? I can't understand and it just seems so impossible to me. Did the wife drop her phone when she was attacked and then did the phone miraculously fall on its side with a full view of the room showing how they kill her or how the police come in etc.?? How is it possible that she is wearing headphones while being attacked and the attackers do not look for the phone? Did she know she was going to be murdered so she implanted the phone somewhere safe?
No one explains that. We are just told that he is watching it on the phone. He sees the attackers, he sees his wife, then he sees the door being opened and police coming in etc. My mind just doesn't accept the plausibility of it.
It must have been written like this for the dramatic effect maybe but to me, it seems to be something not easily possible)
OK, back to Penn. He is a dead man walking with the immense amount of pain he has been suffering for 4 years. He feels guity that he couldn't save his wife but he really had nothing to do to save her.
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Penn comes to Cora’s life with his secrets and Cora also has her secrets but these two have immediate and strong feelings for each other, so with lies & truth mixed, they find a way to survive the hell they are living in.
Penn, for the first time in 4 years, feels alive when he is with her and Cora feels hope for the first time in a decade.
The sexual tension between these two is very palpable, it is strong and it is intense; however, when they make love, it kind of didn’t live up to the expectations. There are very few intimate scenes of them in two books and all are dissatisfying. Especially when their chemistry is so strong, their love-making should have burnt the pages. But nope, they were not written well and I was disappointed.
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The plot twists in Book 1 & 2 are good but not mind-blowing. The suspense is again good to moderate but again definitely not a mind-f*ck.
This is one of those books where I can't say too much without spoiling the mystery part of it so I need to cut this short.
Writing:
It is in dual point of view except for one chapter told by a third person.
The writing makes you feel. It is captivating but it also has its flaws. I think it is repetitive and dragging most of the time. Honestly, I believe this story could have been a 5-star read if it were one book but it is stretched into two books and forced to be longer than necessary, thus, making it drag. Maybe that’s why, I got so bored most of the time.
Safety:
I believe it is safe.
There is no cheating between the hero & the heroine.
He is not a man-whore, she is not a virgin. Both have lost their spouses to a murder.
The heroine is the house mom for an apartment building of prostitutes but she is not a prostitute.
P.S. You can always pm me for further inquiry if you ever feel the need.
MY FAVORITE QUOTES from the book:
I stared at him.
Challenging him to lie.
Begging him to tell the truth.
Praying he wasn’t the type of man I feared he was.
And hoping beyond all reason that he was the type of man I so desperately needed him to be.
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“We were the only truth that mattered in any of this. We earned this. I won’t lose that. I won’t lose you.”
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“Every smile. Every laugh. Every kiss. Every touch.
That was me. That was us. And that was the truth.”