I was excited about this book. The premise of two gay gamers—gaymers—who work together, despise each other, and yet want each other sounded amazing. And it’s a slow-burn? Sign me up. Unfortunately, I quickly realized that my hopes were way too high.
There is a lot I didn’t like about this book, but I feel like my rating suffered the most from the poor pacing. This book had 55 chapters (plus an unnecessary epilogue), and yet, it feels like the story was moving at snail’s pace and absolutely Nothing was happening. Because of this, the tension between the two main characters was just… nonexistent. That also made the ending, when they finally get together, feel very anticlimactic.
Though this book is categorized as a romance, the actual romance feels like a side plot. The plot about the game they’re creating is taking up so much space in the narrative that it completely overshadows the romance and makes it feel like an afterthought. I don’t even think you can call this a slow-burn, since Cat and Andi barely have a single conversation in the first 40 chapters. When they do have a real conversation, it seems like they immediately fall for each other, and all the conflict set up until this moment simply falls away. It felt like they didn’t even know each other.
Cat was insufferable. I don’t think there was a moment in this book when I didn’t find her annoying. Very Jughead Jones “I’m weird, I’m a weirdo” vibes. She also had no real development by the end of the book. They made it seem like she realized she’s a main character and not just an NPC in her own story, and yet I still have to hear her whining about how weird and abnormal she is, because she’s a gamer (which most everyone in this book is, btw.)
Andi was fine as a character. They did get some character development towards the end, which was nice. But, I could’ve done with less brooding.
The other characters were just Tiring, honestly. There were way too many of them—too many names to remember. And somehow they all connected to each other? Oh yes, Cat’s roommate Lou, also works with Sally, who’s Andi’s ex! Andi’s former boss, Jan, is working with her current boss, Brett, who gets engaged to Mandy, Cat’s sorority big (or whatever). Somehow everyone knew everyone, except for me, because I kept forgetting people’s names—and that’s not even including the names of the characters in their game AND their D&D character names. Also, who even cared about Philo and Gabe…. seriously? They kept bringing it up as if i gave even an ounce of a fuck about it.
I understand the book was about gamers, but as a casual gamer, I felt that there were way too many gaming references that flew over my head. That, plus the sometimes cringy millennial writing (fudgicles?), kinda took me out of the story and made me skip paragraphs. Also, what was with all the piss talk? Can’t they just say they’re going to the bathroom, why do I need to hear more?
All in all, this book was not for me. Maybe I’m too much of a “normie.” Lol
(1.5⭐️)