WARNING: SEX DISCUSSED IN THIS REVIEW. IF THAT SQUICKS YOU OUT, TURN BACK NOW!
"I like your tattoos."
His head drew back a little in surprise. "Yeah?"
"Yeah. Can I see this one?" She gestured toward his left arm.
He helpfully pulled his sleeve up to his shoulder.
"Wow," she breathed.
Sophie wanted to reach out and touch, despite that she knew there'd be no texture.
THE SEX:
Okay, I am apologizing in advance for the low rating. It's not Victoria Dahl's fault, it's my fault. Nothing against Dahl, she's a fine writer.
My main problem with this book is that Sophie and Alex have a D/s relationship. Now, that's totally fine. Everything is very consensual and they only do this in bed - it's not like he's trying to control her real life or anything. But I'm just not into this. I'm not into being hurt during sex, called a whore, "used" as a "personal fuck toy" etc. etc. etc. etc.
I read romance novels for two basic reasons:
1.) To read a love story with a guaranteed happy ending. Two people fall in love, sweetness, they help each other heal or something, sweet sweet things are happening, love, romance, etc.
2.) To read exciting sex scenes between two people who love each other.
While Dahl obviously has number 1 down pat, it's number 2 that's tripping me up.
If the sex in a romance novel isn't exciting to me, I just get down on the whole book. Because anyone who reads romance novels knows, the sex and the sexual dynamic between the two MCs colors the whole book. If the hero is patient and kind and does sweet sweet things in bed, I have little hearts in my eyes. But, as is the case here, the hero is more like "On your knees, bitch!" in the bedroom (even if this is what the heroine ABSOLUTELY loves and wants) I am just like :( Because obviously I like romance books best which showcase the kind of sex I like best.
Hence my apology to Ms. Dahl. If you are a reader who gets excited by a man hurting you in the bedroom and calling you a cum-rag, this could be the best book you've ever read. Alex is certainly sweet and patient with Sophie in all other areas of her life (barring fights they have to have for plot's sake). And he perfectly epitomizes the way I think a relationship like this should go. He does whatever painful or humiliating stuff Sophie wants in the bedroom, but then they snuggle and order pizza. I mean, this isn't at all skeevy or disrespectful or non-consensual. It's completely on the up-and-up. (As far as I can tell, I'm vanilla).
But I just can't with this, for obvious reasons. This kind of sex is just a huge turn-off for me, and therefore the book (which has plenty of sex scenes) is not a happy one for me. Now, this is definitely a romance and not an erotica - the book is not just a pathetic excuse for sex scenes. There's a huge, well-crafted and intricate story here and it's a good one.
THE STORY
Sophie is a little redhead librarian and everyone thinks she is sweet and innocent. But her '40s outfits and '40s hairstyles hide sexy '40s lingerie and a deep desire to be fucked hard and "used like a whore." This only gets expressed about twice a year because she only will have sex with strangers whom she knows for sure she'll never see again (in this case mostly tourists and skiers).
Her urge to (what she calls) "be bad" is even worse because her mother ran off with another woman's husband when Sophie was five, and the whole town calls her mother a slut. Sophie's extra-scared of having the small town see her the same way as her "loose" mother. So she keeps herself tamped down.
"It's not safe, she countered, but even she could hear the breathless approval in her voice. It wasn't safe and she wanted it that way. God. Her body was shameless, and her dangerous heart even worse.
She really wants to leave town, travel, and see the world, but hasn't worked up the courage to do so.
Alex comes back to town unwillingly. He took off as soon as he turned 18 and he never looked back. But now there's going to be a big memorial to his father (the man Sophie's mother ran off with) and he has to grit his teeth and bear it for a few days. Luckily he spots a sexy librarian with a naughty streak who can keep his mind off things.
But when Alex discovers that Sophie is the daughter of the "homewrecker" who ran off with his dad, can these two lovers ever find peace together?
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Dahl does a great job with this story. It's emotional, the characters are fleshed out, you understand everyone's motivations and fears, and she tackles things like family dynamics very well. It's fascinating and also emotional, which are two great keystones of a romance. If only the sex wasn't so scary, I'd be giving this a much higher rating.
How's the sex, Carmen?
See above.
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Tl;dr - If the sex were more to my liking, this would probably get a three from me. As it stands,
ONE ROMANCE STAR, ONE REAL STAR