[The following text is the result of a quasi dream-like state of insomnia-induced imagination]
Excuse me, Mr. Fosse, please, accept my apologies — I’d like to take advantage of today’s event, of the fact that I’m finally meeting you in person to tell you that I believe that you produced one of the greatest works of art of the 21st century. Please, accept my apologies for maybe taking too long to say many of the things that I’m feeling towards your work. I hope that the people here queueing will not mind waiting a bit longer to get their book signed. I believe that you have managed to produce something quite unique with your work, Septology, Mr. Fosse. You have managed to maybe redefine what a novel can be, what a novel truly can express. It is very hard to describe with simple words what you actually have achieved with your latest book. Maybe, maybe it is the slow prose, the spiraling phrases, the hypnotic cadence and pace in your text, your use of simple words — a very banal prose that feels very immersive. A prose that actually made me feel like experiencing the main character’s mind — your work allowed me to have a true glimpse of his spirit, I think, I really felt like gaining access to some inner essence of him, to his invisible uniqueness, to what actually is supposed to be his being.
It felt very different. And this produced a chain of reactions that I was not expecting from reading your book. It is just like when…when the main character is staring at the sea, reflecting on his past and the way the images and memories crystalize, it is truly, truly something different. And I think that that is probably the result of your prose, of your choice of words, the constructions you make with the text rhythm, your way of making everything so interconnected, but at the same time going in all different directions. And it really felt different, it felt divine. And the way you convey that divine feeling, saying that it is actually very difficult to define what makes good art, and that good art is very related to the divine because you can’t express it in words, but that when you see it you know it, when you feel this uniqueness, when you feel this merge of both form and content, of body and soul, then you feel that you have something naturally divine in front of you — the fullest feeling of sublime. And that is what I felt by reading your work, by reading your books, by reading your prose. And this is all very impressive, I think, your translator as well, I think, he also took part in this almost mystic endeavor and, congratulations to Mr. Searls for such a brilliant translation. The many encapsulated essays on the book helped to build that feeling, so many thoughtful reflections — I would even call them revelations — on the divine, on the nature of the sublime, allowing me to experience what a religious feeling really can be, what a religious feeling can produce. And, um, look, don’t, don’t take me wrong, I’m not a religious person. I mean, I think I understand the role that religion can play in society and in the life of a person and the sense of community and the rituals and so on and so forth, but by reading your book, by reading your reflections on religion, on the divine, on God, on mortality, on the way that the character relates to that, well, I actually went to a mass because of your book. I went to a catholic church after so many years. I wanted to feel it and I think that the way you phrase it, the way you articulated this religious experience, I was able to feel it somehow — I had never felt anything as religious as reading your book.
I have to say a bit more on your prose rhythm and your choice of words, the way you space the ideas, the way you write the dialogues, the way you make them hypnotic. There is this specific moment in the first volume, in which there’s a couple playing in some kind of playground, somewhere near some woods, and they are playing with the swing. Then after the swing, they start playing with the seesaw. I’ve never had a similar reading experience as when I read the almost poetic way in which you described this couple playing and I actually felt like I was in some kind of textual seesaw, I think. And to think that I was struck by so many sensible feelings only by reading a passage on a couple playing in a playground. That was the effect of the way you distributed the words, the way you constructed the phrases, the way you built a very beautiful and poetic description, actually making me feel as if I were there, actually going up and down in a seesaw, with that couple.
And on top of those reflections, I mean, I’m not going to get into the doppelganger thing, right? The absurd dialogues, the Beckettian elements, both Ales and Ales, the alcoholic, and the other that turned out to be a successful artist. I think that that added a very nice dimension to the book, but I would not say that that is what made it special. What really was special, I think, in regards to those multiple characters, appearing and fading out, and fading in again, I think that rather the way they fade in and fade out, that felt magical, the way some characters appeared as ghosts in some scenes, that felt special, that felt haunting.
Well, and then there are the reflections on art — I was really touched by what you said that the artist is always trying to paint the same picture or to write the same book over and over again and that every book or every painting is an iteration on the previous one. And that you are just trying to get this thing out of yourself, right? It can either be a picture, a message, a story, a form, or some kind of content, right? And I believe that you actually managed to produce a perfect piece that combines form and content, body and soul, i.e., the spirit being received by God, and maybe you don’t need to write any books anymore because you did write the one final book.
Well, there are so many things to tell about your work, Mr. Fosse, and excuse me, apologies for taking such a long time here. And, well, I really don’t have words to express it. It is really magical. It is really mystical. It is just different, different from everything else that I have ever read. When I got my hands on the third and final volume — I never looked forward so much to reading a book — and when I opened the first page and when I started reading the first paragraph, I actually started reading it out loud, out loud to myself, out loud to feel the hypnotic intensity of your prose, out loud so that tears started rolling out of my eyes. And, well, I had never felt anything like that by reading a book, the very first moment at the very first page at the very first paragraph, having this urge to read it out loud, and many, many times I caught myself reading your book out loud. And during that last part where the character has this kind of final incantatory stream of consciousness or whatever you call it, or a divine revelation, or, you know, that old cliché that people say that when you’re close to death, you see all your past moments flashing by. That is how I felt during those final pages of the book. And I actually read it out loud several times, several times and read it out loud, that final part, that flashing moments of life part, and I recorded my voice and listened to it, and read it out loud again, and it was so powerful, so moving, I would even say that maybe it was like taking some kind of mild psychedelic drug, absorbing this different mental state, and, this is it Mr. Fosse. I’ll really stop here, and, I would just like to thank you, for this unique existential journey, from my inner intellectual self, from my, if I have one, soul, thanks for letting me to actually feel as if I had a soul, that I have this thing that is connected to my body and mind, and form and content, this divine spirit, this sublime feeling — looking at something and actually feeling that there is something else that is just unexplainable, something very hard to define with words, this something else. And that is represented in your work, it is there. Thank you very much, Mr. Fosse.