”Oh, and how I wish she’d stop being such a cock tease and just give in to the Grim Reaper already.”The book opened with the heroine being suicidal while her love interest was… excited about it? Yeah, that threw me. He was obsessed with her, but also wanted revenge. It was toxic, messy, and slightly confusing at first.
This book felt like the chaotic love child of The Hunger Games, The Society, and Squid Game. Mostly because of the competition that took place, but also because of how isolated this town was.
For context, every year, this cursed little town held The Scourge. A deadly competition where twelve people, the “Harvest Dozen,” were chosen at random to compete. No one can leave this town and those who try mysteriously stop breathing by sunrise. The only way out was to win. The stakes? The town’s literal survival; the lights stayed on, people are fed and your family will get to leave.
Now the romance…we had the classic combo of best friend’s older brother and boyfriend’s brother. (Don’t worry, the boyfriend’s a d*uche, so no love lost there.) Their dynamic was all angst, tension, and threats of murder. Beneath it all, though, are feelings neither of them knows how to express, and it hurts in the best way.
The mystery surrounding her friend Nora completely blindsided me. I did not expect where it went or what the heroine ended up doing to “save” her. Brutal twist.
I think the revenge arc evolved beautifully, they both learns the truth behind the mystery and the characters slowly start to soften. By the end, I actually loved who the main character became and how they fought for each other. Yes, it got a little mushy, but honestly? They earned that mush.
There was a strong found-family thread running through it, which made every loss sting. I cried. A lot.
All in all, I really enjoyed this book. I didn’t realise it was a standalone until the end, but I’m actually relieved, my heart couldn’t take more of this emotional chaos. I do think the ending could’ve leaned harder into a saviour arc, but I respect the choice to protect their small slice of peace instead of trying to fix a system they knew they were outmatched on.