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347 pages, Hardcover
First published December 24, 2013
Ethan and I have always had an interesting relationship, one that’s pushed the boundaries of friendship yet hasn’t quite crossed it.
“What if a relationship ruins what we have? What if we ruin each other?”







Intense, powerful, beautiful, loving, broken
"There are Rules to follow. Sit up straight. Don't slouch. Don't talk unless you're spoken too. Don't screw up. Be perfect. Look pretty.


I don’t think there are good guys and bad guys anymore. I don’t even know what I am
REVIEW | AMAZON
REVIEW | AMAZON
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Lila. you'll never make it. Lila, you're worthless. Lila, you're messing up this family. No one will ever love you if you don't change into something they can love. Be perfect. Be beautiful. Because no one will want you if you're not.
But I can smile on the outside, show the world how happy I am, since that's what important, even if I'm dying on the outside.
She lets everyone touch her, but not because she's a slut. I don't believe for one second that she is. There's something hidden inside her that she's trying to cover up with sex. I can see it in her eyes sometimes, when she gets really quiet. Sadness. Self doubt. Self torture, even.
“I’m not looking for a relationship. They’re ugly, raw, brutal, painful, life destroying. They exist only in the hearts of the needy and I don’t need anything from anyone. I’m perfectly content being alone, hiding in the desolate place inside myself.”
“The way he watches me every time I gasp in pleasure makes me feel beautiful, not filthy, wanted, not used.”
I rated this book 4.5 Hearts.