"I scream for my sons who deserve none of this, and at the pain I cannot bear to feel. I scream and scream, letting that wounded fury rip from my throat, from my soul. I scream until my skin feels as if it were on fire and my cheeks are wet. I scream until my whole body aches."
4.5✨
"Medea" made me feel all sorts of emotions, while reading it. This is a dark and dramatic story, filled with tragedy and bloodshed. It is also a compelling tale about a girl who, essentially, always deserved more from the people around her (as so many do).
Medea has to be one of the most interesting characters in Greek Mythology. She becomes what people never expected her to: self-assured and powerful, a Queen, in her own right, not just a scorned witch. But the path that took her to this role? A path of destruction, deceit and betrayal. Her magic constantly weaponized by those around her, but hated for existing, at the same time, seen as a curse instead of a gift. The one she thought she could trust and love, ready to discard her at a moments notice. All of this was hard to read, because I really felt so sad for Medea.
At the same time, especially in later chapters, her rage and fury consume her entirely. Medea's actions, in order to make Jason suffer, much like he made her suffer, bring tragedy to so many, including herself. Her relationship with Jason ends up being the catalyst for so much bloodshed and so much sacrifice, that one does wonder how her life could have been if she had stayed with Circe, instead. I would also like to add that Hewlett wrote Jason with true expertise, because for a while, in earlier chapters, I was almost convinced by his charm! This characteristic of his, is something that takes Medea through many dark decisions and is, in my opinion, very important to the narrative.
This duality of Medea, the abused and traumatized girl, someone who just wanted to be cherished and protected... when compared to the fearsome, raging witch, ready to call upon death spirits from the Underworld to do her bidding, was written with true expertise and quality. I still cannot describe exactly how I feel about her, but I can say that she is an extraordinary character and this book is worth reading for her alone! The story having been written in her POV gives the reader full access to Medea's thought processes and emotions. I think that made her, above it all, seem very human, an aspect the author also excelled in, in my opinion.
There are some moments with Chalciope, Atalanta and Circe, in initially chapters, that also bring to light Medea's softer side and, in my opinion, a glimpse into who she could be, if her circumstances (and choices!) had been different. I feel the same way about the moment in which she shows her sons her magic. Even though her story with them ends in a deep tragedy, I loved to read that scene! Seeing her with Medus, in the final chapter, made me think that maybe not all is lost of her light.
Finally, I also liked how the final chapter is in Chalciope's POV. A lot of what I felt, throughout the book, is almost resumed in it: Medea's actions are terrible, utterly despicable, especially when it comes to Mermerus and Pheres. But at the same time, she was left to her own devices, in so many violent and impossible situations, so many forced her hand and refused to share responsibility... So, in the end, what is she? Is Medea a victim? Or a villain? Chalciope considers, in the end, that maybe she is both and I think I would agree...
I think any fan of (tragic, in particular) Greek Mythology retellings would be very happy with this book, it has quality in its writing, in its storytelling. It gives a voice to the Witch of Colchis (and her rage) and I believe she deserves to be heard! 💖