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Shattered by the loss of her twins, software engineer Viji becomes the prime suspect in a chilling crime—the drowning of her best friend Neha’s baby. ASP Kanika, haunted by her own personal loss, is pulled into an investigation that quickly spirals into a nightmarish descent. Viji's eerie silence only deepens the enigma, and as Kanika digs further, her instincts sense something far more sinister lurking beneath the surface.

The evidence hints at Viji’s involvement in black magic to resurrect her twins, but the scene defies logic. Viji is found in a trance, cradling the lifeless baby, while Neha has vanished without a trace. Neha isn’t alone; in the past week, four pregnant women have disappeared, each leaving behind a blood-streaked symbol—an ominous mark of doom.

When Neha’s mutilated body is discovered, branded with the same grotesque symbol, Kanika realizes she’s up against something much more terrifying than a serial killer. As she unravels a web of evil tantric practices, Kanika confronts a horrifying possibility: Is she hunting a twisted killer, or has she awakened an ancient, malevolent force? And if so, how long before it comes for her?

320 pages, Paperback

Published October 30, 2024

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Nidhi Upadhyay

3 books159 followers
Nidhi is the bestselling author of That Night and
I Hear You. She is an engineer, a headhunter, and a consumer of black coffee and dark chocolates. But her greatest interests are her children, her husband who is disillusioned that her writing career is his retirement plan, and a puppy who thinks he owns her. She is often found hiding her current search history from her boys. If not busy researching a way to kill, drown or dispose of bodies, Nidhi can be found reading thrillers or screaming at her boys.


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Email: connect@nidhiupadhyay.com
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Instagram: @nidhiupadhyaywrites

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Author 40 books368 followers
May 13, 2025
Well, this terror-thriller captivated my attention right from the evening I bought the paperback and started reading it pronto late that same night. I was really taken up with the book and simply could not put it down! Even now, it is difficult to get over certain really super-creepy moments in the book, especially in relation to the actual identity of the wickedness personified serial killer!

This book was recommended to me by one of my ninth-grade students whom I mentor, and buddy read books with on a weekly basis. Usually, I am the one calling the shots about which books should be read, but this time I let her have a go at it and let her pick the read for this upcoming week and book review. I was a bit sceptical after seeing the otherwise humble look of the terror-thriller, but after reading the synopsis, I was bowled over and determined to read the book at once.

The novel was epic and played like a full-blown Bollywood movie in my imagination. The characters were larger than life and very realistic even though the situations they were facing were beyond just plain gruesome and freakingly scary. I was especially taken up with the strong female characters in the novel like Viji, Kanika, Neha, Viji’s Ma-saa or mother-in-law, Paramjit and Amanpreet. I love strong female characters with a lot of gumption and I cannot lie! So, since there were so many of them here in this terror-thriller, I just enjoyed my thrill of the roller-coaster ride which was this novel that defied conventionality and the usual Indian thriller dramas that I am used to.

I especially adored the character Amanpreet because she just made me giggle to myself when the situations in the book were so tense and eerie; trust the expertise of the stellar Nidhi Upadhyay to pull this off! I also adored Viji’s creepy mother-in-law as a character because I have this stereotype in my head that most Indian mothers-in-law are the very definition of what Ma-saa was like, just that other mothers-in-law are just not ‘that well equipped and stocked in the dark arts’ as she was and are most of the time afraid of the law! Ma-saa’s perpetual snide remarks to poor Viji kept reminding me of a potential mother-in-law that could have become my reality, but I realized early on in life that my sanity was more important than getting hitched into a family that preferred me more dead than alive! Unluckily for Viji, she seemed to not have my acute sense of precociousness in this respect.

From the male characters, the character of Siddharth creeped me out while Nilesh won me over in the very first instance, and I found him to be extremely alluring and loved the way Nidhi Upadhyay depicted him in this novel. He was one of the best parts of this awesome and thrilling novel. If there is indeed a sequel to this terror-thriller, it would be wonderful if Nilesh could be included in it as well; he is needed a charmer! Let us not even get into the villain. He/she/they/whatever was a villain straight out of my worst nightmares, and I’d rather not dwell too much on this personage; it creeps me out every time I even go in that direction!

Passionate, frightening, terrorizing, spellbinding, thrilling and horrific are the words I would use to describe the novel ‘The Drowning’ by Nidhi Upadhyay, one of the most underrated Indian writers of this decade. I think more readers should discover her thrillers and get pulled into the demented world or worlds that she conjures up for our reading pleasure. This is my first novel by her, and it certainly won’t be my last. It has been a decade since I’ve been glued to a terror-thriller book like the way I was stuck on ‘The Drowning’ and I think that is saying something quite deep enough … deep enough to sink and drown in! And I don’t mind thrillers that do that to me. Nidhi Upadhyay out beats her western counterparts any day and I think more efforts should be put on the part of her book distribution department to get her books out there more than the many boring Indian rom coms that seem to be following me everywhere I go!

I need more spellbinding Indian thrillers to sink into and drown in, but I’ve been searching for years, maybe even two decades now, and I’ve not really hit the jackpot – well, until Upadhyay’s ‘The Drowning’. Do yourself a favour and try out her thriller right now – you’ll not regret it and then after you start reading, forget the rest of your life for the next three days or less and just submerge yourself into the lives of the alluring Nilesh, the demented Neha, the preposterous Amanpreet, the daring Kanika, the mysterious Vikram, the nauseous villain and of course … don’t float, just sink … just allow yourself to drown into the plot and the plot to drown into your veins like poison in one’s blood!

I thank my student for introducing me to this author, but - A word of caution though. I’ve noticed that most teenagers are going in for this thriller and let me just remind you all here that it is a very frightening book and the ending is nerve-wracking frightening so I would execute extreme caution in recommending this book to anyone under the age of 17, and I am serious about this. I repeat, I am aware that Gen-Alpha and Gen-Z individuals today adore such lit early on in their lives but not all can stomach the contents of this particular book, so guardians, teachers and parents please venture to gift this book to your ward knowing that it is quite a frightful book and that can make any nervous child even more nervous than they already are. Luckily for me, my ward has a tough enough stomach for such thrillers, so I’ll pass for now. I was trying to get her onto some tame Agatha Christie or Jeffrey Archer for a starter, but my ward was obstinate to try Nidhi Upadhyay. I think we all know what the kids of today are like when they want something, and you don’t!!! So, I gave in, but I’m not comfortable about that.

Therefore, I’ll be deducting one star from my score because I simply cannot fathom why such a very hard-core adult dark terror-thriller book with a disturbing occult theme is being circulated in the Indian market as an ideal read for teenagers! It is just on every kid’s TBR shelf and that caught me off guard as a teacher thinking that probably this is ‘just tame stuff’, but it was not so! So, parents, guardians and teachers, beware – you are in for a scare if you think ‘The Drowning’ is just your everyday ordinary run of the mill thriller. It is great for adults – enjoy! But teenagers - I don’t want to comment on this, the author checks out her Goodreads reviews very carefully!!!

But as an adult author for adult readers, she is a winner! I gladly reward her 4 stars! Kudos to Nidhi on a job well done. Between, I liked that epilogue – it freaked me out! Totally out of the box and not what I expected! Freaky!

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625 reviews46 followers
December 31, 2024
This book has me suspecting everyone and questioning my Sanity.

“The Drowning by Nidhi Upadhyay” is a chilling psychological thriller unfolding in a remote village of Chandigarh, where a series of unsettling things happen. We get to see Vijji, who is consumed by grief after the loss of her twins and becomes entangled in the crime of drowning her best friend’s baby. The investigation is taken upon by ASP Kanika after which she discovers a pattern of disappearances involving pregnant women and involvement of some black magic rituals.

The suspense of the book is so masterfully crafted that it keeps you on edge throughout the book. The blend of gothic elements, tantric rituals, and psychological manipulation is done really to create that ominous atmosphere. The book is fast-paced, engaging and so addictive to read,  I couldn’t stop reading once I started. All the characters each having their own PoV are portrayed well each harboring secrets and ulterior motives. That ending gave me chills. 

 If you are looking for a fast-paced mystery thriller with suspense and an intriguing plot, this book should definitely be on your list.
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428 reviews10 followers
October 22, 2024
This is my second read by the author, and like the first, it was a quick and compelling experience. The gripping themes and the author’s straightforward writing style make it an easy yet intense read.

The Drowning turned out to be far darker and more sinister than its blurb suggests, delving into superstitions, tantric practices, and hypnosis. The plot, told from multiple POVs across two timelines, starts off deceptively simple but grows progressively darker and more disturbing with each page.

The character development is exceptional, offering a deep dive into the characters’ pasts and present lives, skillfully revealing their twisted relationships. The shocking revelations challenge many of our core beliefs—or the lack thereof.

A chilling mix of horror, gore, technology, police investigation, and psychological manipulation, The Drowning is a perfect Halloween pick by an Indian author.
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952 reviews179 followers
October 23, 2024
The Drowning is a fast-paced psychological thriller filled with massive twists and turns. With an expertly weaved plot and a cast of intriguing characters buckle up for a jaw- dropping mysterious thriller of the year.

The story begins with Viji who has become a first time mother and her twins are the apple of her eye. Unfortunately her happiness is short- lived as Viji soon loses her twins. After such devastating event, she believed that she was surrounded by people of malicious intentions.

Now a year later, Viji's best friend Neha's baby is found drowned and the suspect is none other than Viji herself. Accused of practicing black magic and tantric knowledge, everything spirals out of control. And to top all of that, Neha is reported missing. ASP Kanika is assigned to this perplexing case leading to resurfacing of her haunting past.

The occurrences are strange. And the chain of events that follows are even stranger than ever. A web of deceit, manipulation and twisted motives are about to wreck havoc and ASP Kanika needs more than just wits to get to the bottom of the entire situation.

A marvelously well woven mystery with spine- tingling elements of surprises and shocking revelations. Nidhi Upadhyay is an expert in writing vivid thrillers that will transport you to the character's world. I was instantly impressed with the execution of the plot and the narration was fast-paced as well. When I heard about "The Drowning" I was immediately fascinated to read it because her previous books are still in my favourite psychological thrillers read list. In this book we are following the behaviours and actions of various characters pertaining to the web of lies and finagles and there are two time lines. However, as a reader you won't feel confused or bored because right from the start you will notice the hints of twisted motives and a conjuring of non-dismissible truths that are hiding in the shadows.

Thriller enthusiasts you must grab a copy of this book. Trust me, this will be a one of a kind reading experience that you shouldn't miss by means.
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627 reviews19 followers
November 12, 2024
The Drowning by Nidhi Upadhyay is a gripping thriller that delves into the depths of human darkness. The novel follows Inspector Kanika, a seasoned police officer haunted by her tragedy, as she investigates disturbing murders.

The story is both chilling and thought-provoking, blending elements of mystery, horror, and suspense. The author skillfully builds tension, creating a sense of dread and unease throughout the narrative. The characters are complex and well-developed, each with their secrets and motivations.

The plot is intricate and filled with unexpected twists and turns. The author’s ability to maintain suspense and keep the reader guessing is commendable. The exploration of dark occult practices and ancient rituals adds a layer of horror to the story, making it even more chilling. Overall, The Drowning is a must-read for fans of psychological thrillers. It’s a dark and disturbing journey that will leave readers questioning the nature of good and evil.
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2 reviews
December 6, 2024
Every once in a while, a book comes along that makes you question everything: Logic, Belief, even yourself. The Drowning is one of those books. Nidhi Upadhyay Ma'am takes the familiar tropes of a thriller and turns them on their head, delivering a story that is both gripping and terrifyingly original.

The Premise
The story begins with Viji, a mother reeling from the loss of her twins, accused of an unthinkable crime, the drowning of her best friend Neha’s baby. ASP Kanika is called in to investigate, but as she digs deeper, the case takes an eerie turn. Black magic, cryptic symbols, and missing pregnant women all point to something far more sinister than a mere crime. What unfolds is a spine-chilling mix of crime fiction, supernatural horror, and psychological drama that will keep you hooked until the very last page.

Key Takeaways from the book:
1. Plot That Never Let's Go: This is not your typical thriller. The story is heavily plot-driven, with every twist leaving you craving to turn the page. Predicting the ending is a mental exercise you’ll enjoy but probably fail at.
2. Characters You Feel For: Viji and Kanika are beautifully fleshed out. Viji’s pain is palpable, and Kanika’s relentless pursuit of the truth makes her incredibly compelling. Their emotional depth adds a human layer to the chilling events of the story. These characters will take us on a roller coaster ride that's full of ups and downs.
3. Edge-of-the-Seat: Every scene ramps up the stakes. Just when you think you’ve got it figured out, the narrative pulls the rug from under you. The tension keeps building until the explosive climax.
4. Themes That Stay With You: Beyond the thrills, the book delves into grief, belief systems, and how far one can go to undo loss. It’s haunting and thought-provoking in equal measure.
5. A Storytelling Masterpiece: It doesn't matter what genre you prefer, this book bends all the genres to craft a story that is definitely an exciting read.

Closing Thoughts
This is one of those books that you simply cannot put down. The twists are mind-bending, the atmosphere is chilling, and the storytelling is absolutely stellar. If you’re looking for a thriller that will keep you awake at night—both reading and thinking—The Drowning is the book for you.
Highly, highly recommended.
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134 reviews7 followers
July 25, 2025
Honestly expected better, as I read 'That Night' by this author and absolutely love it. This was was so long that by the end of it, I lost interest and just wanted to finish, didn't care who is the killer.
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26 reviews
August 27, 2025
great read overall, but the epilogue wasn't thought through, felt half baked.
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2 reviews
November 9, 2025
No like really, what was that? Are you being serious right now? What do you even want me to say? I don’t know how to describe this book or what I feel about it.
Undoubtedly Nidhi Upadhyay is one of the best in her genre, it takes a LOT to write a book as thrilling as this one, very well structured always kept me on my toes. Sometimes, I had to keep the book down and just take a few seconds to consume what all had just happened. BUT If you’re looking for easy comfort, this IS NOT it.

Let’s talk the goodies first,
You can tell that this book was well thought through, the stories of all characters tangled and related in some way. The past portrayed phenomenally- it’s all mapped out.
The best yet most nerve wrecking element of every psychological thriller is the line between reality and delusion, how it keeps slipping until you’re not sure what — or who — to trust. And no doubt, this book serves justice to it. Also, the book ended as a cliffhanger (something I love cause it makes me think)

Now let’s talk things that didn’t quite work well for me,
If you don’t buy into black magic/supernatural explanations, parts of the book can feel implausible or over-the-top. That disbelief can pull you out of the story sometimes. The novel deals with mental health, trauma, and intense fear and confusion. It’s not light reading and can leave you a little shaken or traumatised so I’m giving you a heads up. And while well-crafted, it doesn’t feel necessary in the way some novels do — it’s a specific experience you either want or don’t, rather than a must-read.

This is just how I felt and purely my personal opinion, hope it helps. Thank you.
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34 reviews2 followers
June 26, 2025
What do twin tragedies, and a series of sinister murders have in common? Nothing, right? Or maybe... "everything". That’s what ASP Kanika is here to figure out, and trust me, she’s got her hands full with secrets darker than your uncharged phone at midnight. What connects the eerie death of twin girls, the drowning of an innocent infant, and the gruesome murders of pregnant women? To find this out you have to read this book

This book pulls you into its eerie waters right from the first page. Between haunted backstories and chilling twists, I was so hooked that I devoured the entire thing in just two days—and honestly, I ignored my other works just to read this.

The story is packed with suspense, and just when you think you’ve cracked the case, BAM! Another twist. It’s spine-chilling, fast-paced, and drenched in mystery. The perfect read if you're in the mood to stay up all night questioning everything.

A thrilling pick for those who love dark mysteries with a splash of supernatural vibes. Proceed with caution—you might lose sleep over this one!

Perfect for: Fans of dark mysteries, serial killer thrillers, and anyone brave enough to face the shadows of the unknown.
3 reviews
October 26, 2025
The Plot was AMAZING! But just how the theme was brilliant, the epilogue unfortunately was an upsetting ramble.

The book began with a strong note; A mix of Black magic, mysticism and blurred lines between spiritual practitioner and psychosis patients. The grief and trauma associated with Viji presents an epic character development. Unlike a lot of earlier writers, Nidhi has done quite the job with going back and forth among timelines. I just wish the epilogue came out as a part of the story than the Coding-Analogy-Letter.
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4 reviews2 followers
March 5, 2025
Worth a read, but I have to admit I was a bit let down by the epilogue. It didn't quite hit the mark for me.
502 reviews18 followers
November 24, 2024
Full review on my blog:
https://blog.medhaapps.com/2024/11/bo...

July 2002, Chandigarh — An infant is found dead in the bathtub of his house, and when the police arrived, a woman who seemed in deep shock held the dead baby close. The baby Dhruv’s father Girish confirmed the woman is his wife Neha’s best friend Viji aka Vijayalakshmi. The maid in the house Rohini blamed Viji drowned the baby and killed him while Neha is mysteriously missing from the house.

ASP Kanika who is assigned the case searches Viji’s house to find two dolls and bunch of items which Kanika’s accompanying constable Amanpreet attributed to black magic practices. Viji who lost her twin infants Kavya and Navya a year back is the prime suspect — followed black magic to kill Dhruv in an attempt to resurrect her dead daughters.

Women are missing in Chandigarh this week, one woman has gone missing every alternate day and when Kanika visited the houses of the missing women, she finds a peculiar yantra outside each house with a number from one to five, written in blood. On further investigation, Kanika finds that all missing women are in early weeks of pregnancy. Kanika’s good friend and colleague Paramjit is going on maternity leave, hence Kanika takes up both the cases — Dhruv’s murder and that of the missing women.

When Neha’s dead body is found in a mangled way with a Ganesha figurine wrapped in her hand, Kanika races against time to stop what seems like the art work of a serial killer. Is Druv’s death related to the missing women and will Kanika be able to stop more murders forms the rest of the story.

The story goes back and forth in time, in 2002 Kanika investigating the two cases and from the past Viji narrating her story, alternating in timelines. With each chapter there are more revelations about the characters; every character is interconnected to the other characters in either of the timelines. There are multiple threads running in parallel which the author ties together very smartly.

Viji’s childhood, later mystery around her twin daughters’ deaths, her dynamics with her husband and in-laws; Kanika’s strained relation with her husband Vikram; Neha and Viji’s friendship and what transpired between them after death of Viji’s twins death and Dhruv’s birth; the mysterious professor Nilesh who specialized in hypnotherapy along with knowledge in tantric rituals and occult practices — there are so many threads the author squeezed into the 300 pages that there is not a single dull moment in the entire story.

The story is a dark thriller which mixes many elements effortlessly. The last 50–60 pages pack too many details that can feel overwhelming at some points. Also, the ending is open ended as the author leaves it to the reader’s imagination. All through the story the author crafts the characters in such a way that everyone except Kanika who is investigating the case seems like a suspect, with every character having shades of grey. The dark psyche of human mind and how external factors like superstitions and fear can take hold of the mentally weak is well explored by the author.

Viji and Kanika compete as who is the better protagonist with Viji finally winning my admiration with her smartness and resilience. If you are a fan of thriller genre then this is a must read.
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13 reviews
May 18, 2025
The Drowning by Nidhi Upadhyay has got to be one of the best thrillers out there. I really enjoyed the book as the plot is very gripping which kept me hooked from the very first chapter. The book is unputdownable mainly because the characters are so intriguing, carrying different stories within themselves hidden beneath deceit, betrayal and smiles. The story as it unfolds becomes more interesting and complex. The book plunges readers into a world where mystery and mysticism intertwine, seamlessly blending eerie suspense with the enigmatic world of tantra.

I’ve read a fair number of thrillers over the years, but this one genuinely stands out. Nidhi Upadhyay’s writing is sharp, cinematic, lush and incredibly immersive pulling us into the depths of a narrative that is both haunting and hypnotic. You don’t just read this story, you feel it crawling under your skin. A series of pregnant women going missing involving some weird tantric sacrifices. The police leaving no stone unturned to find the serial killer. The pure thrill this book provides is unmatched.

What I loved most is how the suspense is not just built around the plot, but also around the characters. Every single person in the book feels like they’re hiding something and that constant tension made it almost impossible to put down. I found myself second guessing everyone as the story twisted and turned in directions I didn’t see coming. The atmosphere is dark, eerie and unsettling in the best way. There were moments that genuinely gave me chills, and I was at a loss for words. So cleverly plotted.

One of the most remarkable aspects of the book is its exploration of a deeply rooted intricate tantric practices which portrays the ancient wisdom and rituals in a way that is both fascinating and unsettling. This added more depth to the psychological and supernatural layers of the story.

The author’s beautiful use of language and profound quotes make the plot chilling yet thought provoking which lingers in the reader’s mind for a long time. I also found some poetical aspects as there were many quotes about heartbreak, love, loss and life in general which truly add so much to the story.

This is easily one of the best thrillers I’ve read in recent memory. Not just for the plot, but for how deeply it made me feel; fear, curiosity, dread, even a weird sense of nostalgia at times. I think that’s what makes The Drowning special. It isn’t just a thriller, it lingers. I highly recommend if you’re looking for a book that grabs you by the throat and doesn’t let go.
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111 reviews3 followers
June 22, 2025
The main suspect in the death of her best friend Neha's son is a distraught software engineer named Vijyalaxmi, also known as Viji. When ASP Kanika, who is also grieving the loss of her child, is assigned to this case, she discovers some startling, terrifying information that links this case to another case involving serial killings. The journey of Kanika takes a dark turn into the realm of occult practices and forbidden rituals as more pregnant women disappear and hideous symbols marked with blood appear. The reader is drawn into an eerie story where grief turns into obsession and reason breaks down under the weight of inexplicable horrors as the boundaries between reality and the supernatural become increasingly hazy with each new chapter. Will the mystery surrounding Neha's son's death be solved by ASP Kanika? Is Viji to blame for her best friend's son's passing? Will ASP Kanika be able to unravel the mystery surrounding this case involving missing women? Grab your copy to find out.

Nidhi Upadhyay skillfully combines supernatural horror and psychological suspense in "The Drowning" to create a terrifying, thought-provoking thriller. The way the author sustains a tangible sense of dread throughout the book is what makes it so effective. Viji's silence is eerie, and the human element of the horror is enhanced by Kanika's internal struggle between skepticism and intuition. The narrative explores maternal grief, mental health, and the extreme measures broken souls may take to change their destiny in addition to using scare tactics.

This book's intense psychological depth and emotional realism are what really stand out to me. With Kanika's strong, multifaceted female lead, atmospheric writing, and a seamless fusion of Indian folklore, mystery, and horror. The novel's character development is yet another strength. Each character is strange and suspicious in their own unique way. The narrative is told from both Vijyalaxmi's and ASP Kanika's points of view.

I didn't find anything objectionable about this book.

All things considered, "The Drowning" is a slow-burning, unsettling thriller that makes you wonder what is ritual and what is real. It is both a paranormal murder mystery and a meditation on grief. Readers who enjoy dark, multi-layered stories with supernatural overtones will be captivated through to the very end.

Because of its intense psychological depth, spine-tingling suspense, and darkly compelling protagonist, I give it a perfect five stars.
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373 reviews14 followers
February 5, 2025
✨ the drowning by nidhi upadhyay ✨

Genre : supernatural dark psychological thriller

My 💭:
[4/2/25 8.08 PM]

OMGGGG how on earth did I not read any book by author @nidhi before??? Her plot's aesthetic is TOTALLY my vibe - spooky, dark and chilling 🤩.

I'm afraid, I'm coming off as a psychopath but really, I'm a horror genre lover 🤓. Yes, this book is not just a psychological thriller, it's a supernatural one as well 👻!

This book was a rollercoaster ride from page 1 itself. The Prologue itself made me go "HUH?!" and I knew this book is going to deliver. After completing the first couple chapters, two things happened to me : I got nightmares and my disinterest in having baby increased exponentially 😂. Seriously, new mothers should NOT read this book 🙊. There were some rituals and murders related to pregnancy that might trigger expecting women.

Coming to the plot, Viji and Kanika were the perfect people to narrate this story. Viji's chapters tell us about the past, gradually leading us to current events with many explanations but she seemed very unreliable to me tbh. Kanika's chapters are focused on the current events with the serial murder investigation and unravelling the very complicated knot. The plot keeps building and building for the first 80% of the book and it will not let you breathe, I swear! I wanted drop everything to KNOW wtf was happening. The final climax was very twisty and dark as expected, but there was a whodunnit reveal that kind of felt a bit like a CID tv show episode murderer reveal. I think I enjoyed the build up and the tension more, mostly because I was having a blast forming my theories about who did who 🔥.

I love books that make me forget my reality and completely sink me in the story. I had an awesome 2 days with this book (nightmares withstanding 🤭) and I'll recommend this to any thriller lover. Especially readers who are fans of Paula Hawkins thrillers.

Okayyy, now I'm omw to read all the other books by the author 😇.

P.S. Why am I encountering stories on Aghori sadhus in so many of my reads nowadays? Getting a bit spooked now 👀

Do you enjoy reading supernatural psychological thriller?
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Author 5 books17 followers
May 10, 2025
#319 "I pushed aside the dark memories of my past to embrace what life has bestowed upon me -- the tender and affectionate Ankit."

BOOK: The Drowning
AUTHOR: @nidhiupadhyaywrites
GENRE : #psychologicalthriller
RATING: 4.3

Our culture , folklore , myths and legends are fascinating , but our superstitions are dangerously and religiously followed. The fear of and the power given to, these superstitions create alot of problems in daily lives - it gets affected to the whole extended families. India is a place where these is no scope for boundaries , but it's also a place where you will have everyone around for everything , so can't complain completely. Vijayalakshmi , our central character is also in the clutches of superstitions thrown at her from her in-laws side., even though her husband is a kind and gentle man , he is a puppet in the hands of his parents , especially his mother. After multiple miscarriages , tensions of a black magic in play , viji wants to catch the culprits in the act of causing trouble and think rationally admist the mist and chaos of these superstitions. But then life takes a turn when she finds her childhood sweetheart accidentally , and then a series of crimes happen around her. Viji is not a woman who backs down or gives up. The story is well written , and the central character being a woman , is empowering especially her resilience , intelligence and grace. It was a captivating read , page by page intensifying every twist and turns . A little backstory of viji would have been better , to know a little about her and the background she comes from. Also the justification why vikram abandoned viji is not reasonable. #suggested to everyone , this is an intense-read. If you enjoy psychological thrillers rooted in Indian myths and strong female leads, this one’s for you

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145 reviews1 follower
June 11, 2025
A story that stirred my soul…

From the very first page, I was in tears. The pain of losing your twins simply because of society’s obsession with skin colour and gender is something that hits harder than words can express. And when you’re an orphan with no one to console you — it’s beyond heartbreaking.

Vijayalakshmi, the central character, is so beautifully written that I actually forgot she was fictional. I imagined her as a real person, someone I wanted to hug and comfort. Her suffering began the moment she was born and continued throughout her life, starting with her being abandoned at an orphanage.

Then comes Ankit, who loves Viji deeply but lacks the courage to stand up against his mother’s cruel judgments — her taunts about Viji’s complexion and for giving birth to twin daughters. His silence speaks volumes about the societal pressure and internalized prejudice still prevalent today.

Vikram, also known as Siddhartha, lost his parents in an accident and was raised in the same orphanage as Viji. Their bond slowly turned into love — a beautiful yet tragic journey that led to Viji becoming pregnant. But before their story could fully unfold, they were separated by fate.

Meanwhile, Kanika, Vikram’s wife, was living a parallel tragedy — losing her unborn child and facing her own emotional turmoil.

Among all this, there’s a spark of light — Amanpreet, who brought a much-needed dose of humour with her innocent misuse of English vocabulary. Her presence added a touch of relief in an otherwise intense and emotional narrative.

This book weaves together black magic, tantra, crime, suspense, and raw emotion, keeping you hooked at every turn. The plot is layered and engaging, and the author’s writing style flows effortlessly.

✨ Final Thoughts:
A powerful, emotionally driven story that sheds light on issues like colourism, gender bias, social inequality, and personal loss — all wrapped in a gripping plot.
I truly admire the author’s storytelling skills and can’t wait to read more from her.
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Author 1 book18 followers
December 4, 2024
The story unfolds through the perspectives of two compelling characters: Viji, a grieving mother haunted by the loss of her twins, and Kanika, a determined police officer grappling with her personal demons. As the plot progresses, their lives intertwine in shocking events, leading to a chilling climax that blurs the lines between reality and the supernatural.

One of the novel’s strengths lies in its atmospheric setting, which adds to the overall sense of dread and foreboding. Upadhyay skillfully crafts a dark and mysterious world where ancient rituals and malevolent forces lurk beneath the surface. The author’s vivid descriptions and meticulous attention to detail create a palpable sense of unease, drawing the reader deeper into the story.

The characters are well-developed and multifaceted, each with their own hidden depths and secrets. Viji’s descent into despair is both heartbreaking and terrifying, while Kanika’s unwavering determination to uncover the truth is both admirable and frustrating. The author’s exploration of grief, loss, and the human psyche is both poignant and thought-provoking.

However, the novel’s pacing can be uneven at times, with some sections feeling slower than others. Additionally, the supernatural elements, while intriguing, may not be to everyone’s taste. Some readers may find the blend of realism and the occult to be jarring or excessive. For me, as a reader who has read books by Neil D’Silva and K Hari Kumar, this book didn’t have too much gore except in a situation or two.

Despite these minor hiccups, The Drowning is a captivating and disturbing read that will leave a lasting impression. Upadhyay’s masterful storytelling and ability to create suspenseful and atmospheric settings make this a must-read for fans of psychological thrillers and horror. It can make a great OTT story!

WARNING: Pregnant women and those who cannot stomach gore should not read this book.
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118 reviews3 followers
December 20, 2024
The Drowning – A Submerged Truth. A Resurfaced Fear

Have you ever read a book so unsettling that you felt compelled to toss it aside and hide, convinced that something unseen was watching you? That chilling sense of unease, creeping into your thoughts and leaving you shaken?

The last time I felt this way was while reading Shunya by Sri M. But now, The Drowning by Nidhi Upadhyay has evoked those very same chills. This novel delves into the realm of spiritual horror and thriller fiction, presenting a gripping murder mystery centered on the tragic deaths of Viji and Ankit’s three-month-old twin daughters. The couple, software engineers based in Chandigarh, find themselves unraveling amidst the shadows of loss and unanswered questions.

The narrative shifts between Then and Now. In Then, Viji recounts her relentless journey to uncover the truth behind her daughters’ deaths. In Now, police inspector Kanika Kapoor becomes entangled in the case when she receives a frantic call from Rohini, Viji’s house help, accusing Viji of drowning Neha’s infant son in a bathtub one fateful morning.

As the story unfolds, it intricately weaves the lives of its characters, exposing their flaws, grief, struggles, and the desperate desires that drive them. The eerie atmosphere of the novel lingers long after you’ve closed the book, leaving you to marvel at the darkness Nidhi Upadhyay has captured so vividly.

Upadhyay's story doesn’t just haunt, it provokes reflection on the society we live in. It lays bare the scars of racial prejudice, the destructive grip of superstition, and the unrelenting pursuit of unattainable desires that ripple outward, devastating the lives around them. This is a book that lingers, both for its haunting narrative and the societal truths it forces you to confront.

This gripping tale masterfully unravels layers of grief, guilt, and a deeply buried truth that will keep you on edge until the very end.
43 reviews3 followers
January 17, 2025
The Drowning" is an Indian psychological thriller set in the haunting backdrop of Chandigarh. The narrative follows Viji, a grieving mother who lost her twin daughters under mysterious circumstances, and ASP Kanika, a determined investigator with a tragic past of her own. The story intertwines themes of black magic, betrayal, and unspeakable tragedies, creating a spine-chilling mystery that leaves readers at the edge of their seats.

Narration

The dual perspectives of Viji and Kanika enhance the story, offering insight into both the victim's pain and the investigator’s determination. The seamless shifts between past and present timelines maintain a gripping pace and unravel secrets piece by piece.

Writing Style

Nidhi Upadhyay masterfully blends Gothic elements, Indian superstitions, and modern psychological tension. Her vivid imagery and detailed descriptions make the eerie atmosphere come alive, while her concise language keeps the narrative fast-paced.

Themes

Grief and Loss: Explored through Viji’s tragic past and Kanika’s personal struggles.

Superstition and Black Magic: Delves into the chilling aspects of tantric rituals.

Feminine Strength: Showcases resilient female characters like Viji, Kanika, and Paramjit.

Social Issues: Addresses topics like gender discrimination, colorism, and societal expectations.

Explode (Highlights)

Characters: Each character is multi-dimensional, with compelling backstories and arcs.

Suspense: Shocking twists and turns keep readers guessing until the very end.

Epilogue: A mind-blowing twist that reframes the entire narrative.

Atmosphere: The integration of dark magic and sinister elements heightens the fear factor.

Final Thoughts

"The Drowning" is an emotionally charged, thrilling ride that combines horror, mystery, and social commentary. Its powerful storytelling and intricate plotting ensure a haunting experience that lingers long after the final page.
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6 reviews
June 15, 2025
A dead infant
A missing mother
A dazed sinner!!!

Heartbroken, Devastated and shattered software Engineer VIJI , who recently lost her twins is arrested as the prime suspect for drowning her best friend NEHA’S infant DHRUV. Neha is missing and all evidence and eyewitness point towards VIJI being the culprit.

Investigating officer ASP Kanika is battling her own loss of a stillborn is taking this case like a personal loss.
VIJI is Ina trance, non cooperative, her silence makes ASP dig deeper into the case discovering chilling, dark sinister secrets lurking deep in the web of crime !!

The suspicion of vijis involvement in Black magic marks the first twist with an engaging past leading to horror,mystery and emotional ride making it a thrilling piece of work. Written in short chapters keeps the reader gripped to the edge,pages turn as the truth unravels.

Vikram, also known as Siddhartha, lost his parents in an accident and was raised in the same orphanage as Viji. Their bond slowly turned into love , a beautiful yet tragic journey that led to Viji becoming pregnant. But before their story could fully unfold, they were separated by fate. Vikram is now Kanika husband!!

Book is written in two timelines with two strong female characters each has a past and present interwoven. How much can a woman endure, the plot was revealed in first 100 pages and I still had 200 more pages left and I had to bite my nails in stress !!

The book involves so many twists that keeps us guessing suspecting everyone. The horror of revealing the truth is so much that at some point I kept questioning reality!!

The story telling is so fascinating and gripping, horrifying at the same time. If u like a dark gripping thriller, I would recommend u to definitely read this.

The books sheds light on social issues of gender bias, colour bias, superstition, inequality and blind faith all packed into a powerful book 📕
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176 reviews4 followers
December 18, 2024
Who would you believe when you encounter black magic, tantrics and start hearing voices in your head?
Weaving together crime , tantra , loss and love together in a complex web , the author has created this masterpiece.

The story starts with Vijayalakshmi or Vijji who has just lost her newborn daughters. But the cause of their death is not what it seems. Suddenly she finds herself suspected of drowning her best friend’s son. But again all is not what meets the eye.
ASP Kavya who investigates the story finds herself in a shocking case where layers keep on coming off and more disturbing truths are revealed at every turn. She gets entangled in a story which connects even her life to those involved in the case. Alongside the case of infanticide is the case of disappearing pregnant women. But are these cases actually distinct ??

The story is created so brilliantly that the revelations turn up unexpectedly and cannot be predicted. The characters and their backstories are impressive and detailed. The past lives of the characters tie up impeccably with the present creating an exquisite world of intrigue , horror and crime. The unexplored emotions of the characters , the longing , the loneliness and the inability to find closure is portrayed beautifully. The loss of a child is a common thread amongst all the characters which evokes empathy in the reader while progressing the plot of the story.

The tale does seem overwhelming during the expositions of tantric activities but the information ties up the whole story. Some instances can be disturbing for certain readers but the vibes of the story does not let one keep the book down. The unexpected twists and turns makes this a true page turner.

This read was truly a roller coaster of emotions. The epilogue was my favorite part of the story. Highly recommend.
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216 reviews2 followers
December 30, 2024
I have never been haunted by a book this much. This book gave me chills 🥶😰
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What a book!!! Oh my god!!! It blew my mind 🤯
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The author is amazing. Her previous works were great but this, THIS IS INSANE 🙀 insanely wonderful book. I couldn't bring myself to take a break from this one. It's so engaging and intriguing that I cannot stop myself from reading it. The twists, the plot, the characters, the story and everything about it is AMAZING 🤩 Nidhi Upadhyay's book always has this horror element in her books which adds the extra bit of suspense to it but this book, the horror is terrifying. The Aghoras always scares me and those descriptions and scenes were spine thrilling.
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I usually don't talk too much when it comes to suspense thrillers not to give any spoilers but I couldn't stop myself from talking about it. The ending left my jaw dropped 😮 The inspector, the professor, Viji, each and everyone's character was so well built and those character arcs and stories were amazingly built.
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The author has a way with words that makes you get involved in the book. I felt like I was the character in the book. The difference she shows in each and every character is amazing. I am truly blown away by the story. Few imagery still haunts me but that's ok. It's all worth it. I felt the pain of Viji, I am so angry at Ankit and his parents, Asp Kanika is splendid, I am so pissed at Viji's friend. This felt like a cinema in my mind 🤩
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Apart from being a psychological thriller it has all kinds of emotions and I felt all of them. The grief, the pain, the happiness, the love, the betrayal, the little flirtiness everything is 🤌🏼🤌🏼🤌🏼
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If you are searching for a spine thrilling indian Psychological mystery novel that will leave you amazed, pick this one. This is the best 💯
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Trigger warnings:
Abortion
R*pe
Child drowning
Death of babies
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75 reviews2 followers
December 17, 2024
Do you believe in the Evil eye and black magic? This was my first time reading a book that deals with black magic evil eye and tantrics , and I was hooked from the very first page.

Viji is a software engineer who loses her twins in mysterious circumstances, she is sure that her mother in law is behind all the mishappening but she has no proof. The table turns and now viji is arrested for Drowning her best friend Neha's son . How did this happen? Is viji doing some black magic to get her twins back or there are many sinister secrets hidden. ASP kanika arrests viji she herself gets triggered by this incident because she too had lost her child in the past. Will Kanika be able to crack this case which threatens her own world to crumble down ?

This sheds light on how a male child is desired to carry on the legacy of the family , how the partiality based on skin colour is deep rooted in our society. You will surely start believing in the Evil eye after reading this book . Dark powers possessed by Tantriks proved to be much sinister than I expected. You can't dismiss such dark energy 's existence, Good and evil both stay together in a proportion.

Nidhi perfectly weaves a tale of love , deceit, black magic and tantric power.I was devastated when I read the scene describing the twins death, the most shattering thing that can ever happen to a mother. I myself being a mother could barely control my tears Ankit instead of believing viji or trying to understand her questioned his wife every time The ending left me with more questions especially the last line.

I personally do believe in evil eye and dark powers as much as I believe in the positive energy. This book was a hell of a journey revealing many hidden secrets. This book is worth reading, highly recommended.
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38 reviews1 follower
December 17, 2024
Nidhi Upadhyay's 'The Drowning' is an intense psychological thriller that intricately weaves themes of grief, paranoia, and the shadowy realms of human despair. Set against a vividly drawn Indian backdrop, the novel masterfully explores how unresolved trauma and societal expectations can push individuals to the brink of sanity.

The story begins with a chilling prologue and moves through a layered narrative where secrets lurk beneath the surface, much like the titular drowning that signifies both literal and metaphorical suffocation. The author excels at creating complex, flawed characters—each grappling with their demons while entangled in a web of dark emotions and murky intentions. The protagonist’s psyche is unravelled bit by bit, keeping readers on edge as they question the reliability of her perspective.

The novel doesn’t shy away from depicting raw human emotions, whether through its portrayal of familial tensions or its exploration of motherhood's joys and anxieties. The inclusion of cultural nuances and a strong sense of place enriches the narrative, grounding its unsettling plot twists in relatable human experiences.

What truly sets 'The Drowning' apart is its ability to maintain suspense while delving into deeper themes like societal expectations, generational conflict, and the devastating consequences of mistrust. The book's structure—alternating between "Then" and "Now"—adds an extra layer of intrigue, gradually piecing together the puzzle that haunts the characters.

For fans of psychological dramas, this novel offers a gripping, emotional ride that lingers long after the final page. It challenges the reader to confront unsettling questions about morality, love, and the fragility of the human mind.
34 reviews1 follower
June 14, 2025
The Drowning is a crime, suspense, thriler by one of the best selling author Nidhi Upadhyay, one of the best author in the crime genre and now I know why, because once I started this book there was no going back, Trust Me. The book consist of a serial killer on loose kind of situation, but than comes black magic and than starts the epic illusion of what’s real and what’s not, is it actually black magic or just a well planned crime?

The story starts with a girl named vijaylaxmi aka viji, an independent software engineer, who looses her 3 months old twins within a span of 24 hours on her way back to her home from her In laws, and she suspects that her mother-in-law had a hand in the killing since she wanted a grandson instead of grand-daughters, but when viji was ready to move on in her life another tragedy comes knocking her door, when she is accused of drowning her best-friend’s son Dhruv, whom she loved like her own, after this the story just keeps hitting you with one plot twists after another, one revelation after another that leads to a domino effect of secret revelation.

I love how the sub- plot in the story were also discussed with so much depth, interest and meaning, addressing some serious deep rooted issues in our society, without getting of the track from the main plot, and I was literally biting my nails by the end when I thought that everything has been revealed but there were still 100 pages left in the book. This kept me hooked till the end I literally made my own chart to solve the case 😂. Finished the book in one sitting literally.

The book was very well written and I would recommend it to all my crime, thriller, suspnse, mystery lover’s out there, this one definitely for you.
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296 reviews9 followers
April 6, 2025
What happens when a mother who has lost her twins becomes the prime suspect of drowning her own friend's baby? Viji, a software engineer is suspected of a crime that can send shivers down the spine to anyone, especially after she has been linked to black magic to resurrect her twins. And things get more complicated when Neha, Viji's friend goes missing along with four other pregnant women. When ASP Kanika is pulled into this investigation, she is muddled between the haunting crime that's directed towards a serial criminal and the web of tantric practices. Can she find out who is behind all of this before it's too late?

In Drowning, a psychological thriller-suspense novel, Nidhi Upadhyay takes the readers on a journey that ensures nightmares. There are some scenes which never go out of your mind and make you so uncomfortable, and hats-off to Upadhyay for pulling them out so stunningly.

From the beginning to end, the suspense built up and was fabulous and the author maintained it beautifully with the amalgamation of scientific explanation and tantric practises. The book was point-perfect till the epilogue and I couldn't put it down anytime in between. But the epilogue slightly disappointed me and I think I would have liked it more if it was written from a different perspective.

Overall, it was an unputdownable book and after reading I Hear You and this book by the author, I can't wait to see what more she would come up with in the future.

Since I have Buddy Read 'I Hear You' with Khushi, it was obvious to continue the tradition and read The Drowning with her! And it's always a delight.
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