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144 pages, Paperback
First published May 1, 2015



…why do I have such a sorrowful life, I burn everything around me, I’m hoarfrost, and all this thinking about her makes me want to feel something palpable, I open the closet and search for her scarf in the drawer, it still has her smell, hold it close to my nose, the scent of stewed peas fills my nostrils with the acrid tallow in which they marinate…
…we live in a gross world, wallow in the mud, there are no friends, only self-seekers, they suck us dry, break our bones and gulp down the marrow, it’s a delicacy, if your job is as so and so they remember you, if you stop working as so and so, they never acknowledge you, they’re true thugs…


Jeg gjorde de mest fortvivlede Anstrængelser, forat finde et Ord, der var sort nok til at betegne mig dette Mørke, et Ord så grusomt sort, at det kunde sværte min Mund, når jeg nævnte det.
I made the most desperate efforts to find a word black enough to signify this darkness for me, a word so horribly black that it would dirty my mouth when I uttered it.
Nej, egentlig var Ordet egnet til at betyde noget sjæleligt, en Følelse, en Tilstand - om jeg ikke kunde forstå det?
No, the word was really suited to mean something spiritual, a feeling, a state of mind—couldn’t I understand that?
"Não há civismo neste país, é uma pocilga, nem um Estado consegue ser, é um remendo, um trapo desgastado pelo tempo que vive de ilusões sobre uma passada grandeza, habitado por um povo que mais depressa parte do que muda, assim vivemos por aqui, sou descendente desta raça, gosto do país mas não gosto do país."

we live in a gross world, wallow in the mud, there are no friends, only self-seekers, they suck us dry, break our bones and gulp down the marrow, it's a delicacy, if your job is as so and so they remember you, if you stop working as so and so, they never acknowledge you, they're true thugs, if one travels abroad they're flattering, want to know where one's been traveling to, if one travels a few miles they're not in the least interested, they want to know nothing, even if one's seen a dragon spitting fire over a stunning landscape, these people cherish mere shells, the pretend-to-be illusions of their peers, they live with inner traumas never dealt with, i'm no different, i'm part of this cursed species, i was born a man, cannot stop being who i am, maybe i can, at the most, be less a man and a bit more a person