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401 pages, ebook
First published March 4, 2025
”every eye in the stadium is on him. but his eyes are on mine the whole time.”
"I promised to comfort you, and I didn’t do it quite right, but I was trying the best I knew how"
“Tabitha, wipe that smirk from your mouth, or I’ll fuck it off.”
Does love start off as obsession?
Because that’s what I am.
Obsessed with my wife.
「 ✦“Our family is special. Unique circumstances. Chosen rather than born into. All tied together in an unusual way.”✦ 」
「 ✦“Everyone around me has been crying. I can’t start too. If I start, I worry I won’t know how to stop. Then shit won’t get done. And that’s my job right now. Take care of her little boy. Navigate my parents’ grief. Run my restaurant. Get shit done. Numb is preferable.”✦ 」
「 ✦“He’s the reason she focused so hard on healing for those few years. And all I knew was that I was happy to see my sister trying. I see so much of my sister in him. And my heart aches that she won’t be here to see him grow.”✦ 」
「 ✦“I’m glad Milo has someone like her in his corner. I wish someone had fought as hard for me as she does for him. I may not like her, but I admire her grit and devotion.”✦ 」
「 ✦“Rhys has a way of shutting everyone out. I’m not sure what it is, but something about the moment makes me wonder if the man I married even knows how to let someone love him.”✦ 」
「 ✦“It’s a team effort. A family effort. It’s a foreign experience. But Tabitha has shown me it’s okay to lean on people. That I’m not a burden. That indeed, they will come back even when it seems inconvenient.”✦ 」
「 ✦“They say it takes a village, and Erika didn’t have one even though she needed it. So I became her village, taking on as much as I could. I grew to love that kid like he was my own. My parents keep telling me I went above and beyond for her… but wondering if I could have done more will haunt me forever.”✦ 」
「 ✦“I think that’s what I’ve found in Rhys. Someone I can talk to about my sister who also has fond memories of her. I don’t have to be the one who came out on top. I just get to be the girl who lost her sister.”✦ 」
「 ✦“Erika didn’t love Rhys. Not in the way I do. I’ve let go of the guilt and decided I’m not taking anything that was hers or could have been hers. I’m taking one thing for myself after years of giving to everyone else. And I’m not letting him go.”✦ 」
「 ✦“I, Rhys, promise you, Tabitha, to always respect and admire you and to appreciate you for who you are, as well as the person you become.
I promise that your dreams will be our dreams, and that I will do everything I can to make them a reality for both of us.
I promise to be a spectator to your life, a participant in your experiences, and your biggest advocate in every moment.
I promise to allow you space to be those things in my life too.
I promise to support and encourage you, laugh with you in times of joy, and comfort you in times of sorrow.
I promise to cherish and reinforce the love between us in good times and in bad, when life is simple and when it’s complicated—when loving you is easy and when it takes effort.
I promise to be faithful to you and to place you and our family above all else.
I promise to love you completely and unconditionally, today and every day, and to stand at your side always, wherever life takes us together.”✦ 」