Hello darkness, my old friend,
I've come to talk with you again
Books about loneliness are often disturbing, depressing, sad, yet I find myself coming back to their silence and their closely shuttered windows (Hrabal, McCullers, Ebenezer le Page, Tarjei Vesaas, Charles Frazier - to name only a few recent lectures), like a glutton for punishment, as if I didn’t know already all there is to know about loneliness from my own past experiences. It may be because they are in their way more honest than my usual escapist adventures in fantasy or SF realms, a kind of penance for the easy reads that perversely I pick up to bring me back up after one visit to the bitter corridors of solitude.
In restless dreams I walked alone
Narrow streets of cobblestone,
'Neath the halo of a street lamp,
I turned my collar to the cold and damp
What I believe sets Richard Yates apart from the other names I’ve dropped above is a higher than usual dose of despair and ugliness in the lonely existence of his protagonists, a pointlessness and lack of answers and solutions to the issues raised. Hrabal has his books and his exuberant debaucherry, McCullers has the music, Ebenezer has his beloved island of Guernsey, Vesaas has the ethereal beauty of ice, Frazier the Appalachians, but Yates has only impotent anger and resignation to a perennial loser role in his chosen illustrations. I was tempted to give the collection three stars only due to the persistent downbeat and almost cynical outlook on life from the whole exercise, but the same need for honesty makes me admit that I’ve actually met a lot of the characters described here, in one form or another.
And in the naked light I saw
Ten thousand people, maybe more.
People talking without speaking,
People hearing without listening,
People writing songs that voices never share
And no one dared
Disturb the sound of silence.
1: Doctor Jack-o’-Lantern Solitude starts early, we first learn about it in school when we’re picked last for the sports teams or sitting alone during lunch breaks. For Vincent Sabella it starts in fourth grade, but the way Yates presents his case, loneliness is often the result of our own actions / atitudes and not an automatic rejection on the part of our peers.
2: The Best of Everything How can Grace feel lonely and depressed on the eve of her wedding day? It happens, especially when you are not sure what you want and you settle for what is available. She couldn’t marry him – she hardly even knew him. Sometimes it occured to her differently, that she couldn’t marry him because she knew him too well.
3: Jody Rolled the Bones takes us to a boot camp in the years of WWII. I was hoping for a more upbeat protagonist this time, as drill sergeant Reece appeared to be a tough nut, a fighter and a level headed man. He led by being excellent, at everything from cleaning a rifle to rolling a pair of socks, and we followed by trying to emulate him. But if excellence is easy to admire it is hard to like, an Reece refused to make himself likable. For him, defeat comes down not from his own personal shortcomings, but from a cold-hearted bureaucracy.
4: No Pain Whatsoever I believe is a piece where Yates tries more openly to imitate Hemingway (he confesses to this aspect of his writing in the last piece). Broken dialogue, silences, darkness and disfunctional marriages feature here as Myra visits her husband Harry in a TB hospital ward.
5: A Glutton For Punishment shows us a man addicted to failure. Walter Henderson has a decent job and a family, but what he really craves is to give up, to be a loser, to be relieved of all responsibilities, to become a vegetable.
6: A Wrestler With Sharks has probably some autobiographical notes in the portrayal of a small publishing house putting out a biweekly tabloid. The type of loneliness chosen as a subject now is the delusional kind, as Walter Sobel, a self-made man with dreams of becoming a writer, refuses to look reality in the eye, preferring to live in an imaginary world where he is not struggling with English grammar and all his colleagues are not making fun of his affectations.
7: Fun With a Stranger is a return to the classroom, but this time for a look at Miss Snell, a teacher who seems unable to relate to children and to relax in their company, preferring instead to rely on the rigid authority of her position. For me she is another delusional person who has either forgotten what she was like as a child or who was rejected early in life by everybody, like the boy from the opening story.
8: The B.A.R. Man is about nostalgia for the comradeship and adventures of youth. John Fallon is a succesful clerk in a big insurance company, but he is not happy in his childless mariage. His despair is drowned in alcohol and pathetic attempts to recapture the thrills of his past years carrying a Browning Automatic Rifle in the war.
9: A Really Good Jazz Piano is another Hemingway pastiche and my least favorite short story in the volume. It takes us to Paris and Cannes in the footsteps of a couple of lazy young American graduates on a sabbatical in France. I was really bothered by the racist content as they attend a recital by a black pianist in Cannes, and whatever coments the author tried to make about the power games between a smooth and rich Carson Wyler and a timid, overweight and hero-worshipping Ken Platt were mostly lost in translation.
10: Out With The Old is a slighly grotesque New Year Celebration in the TB ward of a hospital ( I’m not sure if it is the same as in story no. 4) with some poignant and better handled scenes of family troubles for the long absent patients. Kind of like the sort of feel that will gain traction with the angry young writers in England in the 60’s.
11: Builders Yates saved the best for last, in a story about an aspiring young writer with money troubles hired as a ghostwriter by a cab driver in New York (possibly another delusional loner, possibly a hustler) . I believe there are some remarks in here about why the author loves the short story form ( I didn’t have time to write you a short letter today, so I had to write you a long one instead ) and an acknowledgement of the overall depressing and cynical nature of the previous pieces requiring a balancing element, a ray of hope, something to believe in and work for in life. God knows there certainly ought to be a window around here somewhere, for all of us.
I didn’t ‘like’ the stories of Richard Yates, yet they were effective in their declared goal of illustrating the various forms this modern scourge of alienation and despair takes. I plan to read more from this author, but in my own way, after I go back to Gary Larson or Christopher Moore for some therapeutic laughter. Because I’ve started with some lines from Simon & Garfunkel, I will end with the same song that kept playing in my head as I wrote down the review, choosing to see the artist not only as the doctor with the scalpel exposing the rot, but also as the torchbearer pointing the way forward:
"Fools," said I, "You do not know –
Silence like a cancer grows.
Hear my words that I might teach you.
Take my arms that I might reach you."
But my words like silent raindrops fell
And echoed in the wells of silence...