This book was a huge disappointment. Grab some popcorn and settle in, or scroll down to the "TLDR".
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I was really excited for this trope, but the writing was too terrible and inconsistent for it to be any good.
Tally only agrees to go out with Ash because her classmate was lusting over him and she started to get jealous (reg flag for Tally), then when she finally goes out on a date with him, she's rude and barely talks to him at all. Oh, and she breaks his nose-GREAT!
If I had to summarize this whole book in one sentence, it's this:
Tally giving Ash WHIPLASH.
She hates him one second, then she likes him and is letting him into her bubble, then she gets scared (she gets scared twice per chapter), then she runs away, repeat. Now, this wouldn't be so bad if the writing wasn't so mediocre, but it was just too much. Seeing Ash be the perfect (and I mean PERFECT) gentleman and friend to her, and then seeing him get hurt and betrayed over and over again was just annoying.
Also, I don't see the need to have the r*pe stuff in this book. It wasn't written in well, and then we find out that Tally could've done more to stop this scenario, but she didn't. What the hell? Her mom wasn't much help, either. SO weird. She was abused by her literal step brother and had two kids by him, that her sister then adopted for her. Then Tallly claims them later on and tells her kids the truth, that she is their mom.... BUT the author doesn't let us in on that moment; it's just mentioned later, that Tally finally told them.
Henshaw puts three pages of content warnings. One page to warn, a second to tell you to go back and read it if you passed it, then a THIRD time she asks you to turn back to the warnings page because, AND I QUOTE, "I don't want any bad reviews or angry emails because you were sideswiped by something that triggers you." WELL DAMN, OKAY GIRL! Tell us how ya really feel. Homegirl just wants good reviews. Well, maybe write better next time! HAHA! Anyways that sounds rude, sorry.
I liked the whole thing where Ash and Tally ended up being the two incognito book authors online (they were co-authors for an ebook) without even knowing, and the reveal to that was pretty neat, but of course it was sad because that's how Ash finds out that Tally was r*ped (she had told ash via their secret online book chat that she's been sexually abused to help him understand that she needed more time to write a spicy book chapter, that it was a bit triggering for her). The whole ebook thing then eventually just becomes irrelevant because the way the story goes, so yeah there's that.
WOAH I CAN'T BELIEVE I haven't mentioned that crazy proposal and break up + kissing scene right in the beginning of the book. Madden proposes to Tally and she says yes (because it was in front of an entire hockey arena, so of course she has to say yes), but then instead of pulling him to the side and saying, "hey, sorry but I don't see that as a good move for us right now, sorry", she goes to an after party to celebrate the engagement and MAKES OUT WITH ASH, breaking Madden's heart and confusing everything. It was weird and not enjoyable to read. What WAS all that? Yeah, we get to see Ash squirm and get super sad and jealous while the proposal's happening, but that's it.
Oh, what's with all this build up about Tally being scared about having sex, and then on her FIRST real date with Ash, she's ready for him to sleep with her? Ash is like, "Tally, WHAT are you doing!?" and she's all like thinking she needs to let him have her or he'll walk away from the relationship!! Tally, by this time, HAVE YOU LEARNED NOTHING ABOUT ASH??? He has proven that he cares for you, isn't just trying to BE with you like that, and honestly respects your wishes and boundaries. How insulting was that for her to feel like she needed to sleep with him for him to stick around. Poor Ash! 🤣
OH MY GOSH another bad part was the way Tally and Ash got engaged. She found the ring box by accident, opened it, PUT THE RING ON, has to run to the kitchen because she heard one of her kids having an accident, Ash's mom sees the ring and thinks they got engaged (she's upset she didn't hear about it first; typical annoying mom), Ash is there and his whole face falls (he's so sad she ruined the surprise), and then Tally proceeds to LIE to Ash's mom that "Ash proposed last night, just the two of us". She spun this whole story about the roses he set up, etc. The whole time Ash is just like denying it and trying to be truthful to his mom and Tally thinks she's making everything better by lying. HAH!!!! This book is just a joke. I mean really, it's annoying to read! It was hard to get through.
THEN Ash is trying to shut down her stupid shenanigans, and Tally replies, "Like I said, I'm getting married- If you don't want to marry me, I'll have to find someone else. But I guess if I want to keep this ring, I need to marry a Dupree. (she turns to Ash's brother, Ford) Want to marry me?"
WHAT THE HECK TALLY! Like, I know she was joking to keep the mood light, but she's throwing layer upon layer of lies and jokes onto this moment and our boy Ash is just a bystander.... falling apart with sadness at having his real proposal surprise ruined. NOT TO MENTION that this matter is VERY delicate because the last proposal Tally got was terrible, ruined, and rushed!!! OH my gosh, Tally is the worst and what is this writing?! 🤣
Also, one of the big tropes this book boasts is the age gap trope; sure, it's age gap, but WHAT is the age gap? How much older is Ash than Tally? Also, this trope isn't really implemented into this book at ALL. Tally calls Ash an "old man" and we know that he's her professor, but that's as far as all that goes. The book says "age gap", so give us some good age gap content! 🤣
One thing too that's just terribly annoying is the dialogue. There are so many cringey parts and they happen at the worst times. It's annoying, unrealistic, and unnecessary.
Lastly, there's just too much about the Dupree family in this book; it's really annoying to read. Then the last like 30% of this book is just a rushed wedding, Tally disappearing, and then Ford being really sad and it takes him literally OD'ing for his family to love on him and get him some help.
TLDR: Trope sounded great but the writing was TERRIBLE, cringey, and annoying. I don't think I'll ever read from Susan Henshaw again. Don't waste your time with this book.... PLEASE!