As Samskara takes a back seat. Luxury, Hedonism, and lust become human deities. Money, turmoil, and pleasure become life, but at the expense of the withering human soul is depicted in this short book clearly and crisply. Though it is just 162 pages, It took me nearly an entire day to read since it created a conflict of thoughts within me. There are two types of books, One that gives us the ecstasy and another type are those which destroy the structure of our current thought to rebuild the new empire upon the fallen ashes. This book belongs to the second category. It made me rethink, interpret and dwell deep in the idea of traditionalism and modernism. A clear depiction of the turmoil of modern human life which thrives on a belief that is not
in our control and makes us reliable on fragile circumstances is engaging.
Two ideas drive the entire story, One is ಶ್ರದ್ಧೆ(devotion), and another is ನಂಬಿಕೆ (belief). Though it is a short book, the core idea about Samsakara, Hindhu dharma, the significance of rituals, family, fatherhood, and life are questioned and answered creatively. I spent more time questioning pre-existing thought processes holding my nerves than reading.
Surendra and Battaru represent two opposite ideas conveyed in the book. Surendra represents hedonistic modernity and Battaru represents traditionalist modernity.
Battaru's character left a great impact on me, firm belief in traditions borrowed by ancestors and thoughtful understanding of what he practices make him a key character of the book. His deep understanding of culture and its essence in life shaped my perception of tradition by the time I finish this book. His firm ground on ideality but openness in understanding the turmoils of life to make a broad-minded decision is admirable. On the opposite end Surendra who thinks of himself as progressive, Represents the miserable creation of hedonism and silly ideology. Being a slave to temptation, lust, and pleasure, drowning in the lonely darkness while attempting to walk in a throng-filled flower bed
of hedonism. I was thinking this book is a story that could be transformation path of Surendra, But the ending made me realize "Wretched one will never become humane, Just like anus will never become face even if you wash it 100 times".
The author's unique skill in constructing an impactful story around 15 days death ritual is creative. Friction between Urban lifestyle, hedonism, tradition, devotion, belief, loneliness, and family values is conveyed precisely with a creative touch. Must read for those questioning the significance of life after working from home.
"ಬೇರೆಯವರ ಮೇಲಿನ ನಿನ್ನ ಅವಲಂಬನೆ ನಂಬಿಕೆ
ನಿನ್ನ ಮೇಲಿನ ನಿನ್ನ ಅವಲಂಬನೆ ಶ್ರದ್ಧೆ
ನಂಬಿಕೆಯೆ ಚಂಚಲ
ಶ್ರದ್ಧೆಯೆ ಅಚಲ"