**Many thanks to NetGalley, Penguin-Putnam, and Sophie Cousens for an ARC of this book! Now available as of 11.7!!**
Move over, Zoltar...there's a new wishing machine in town!
Lucy Young still feels like an impatient kid on a road trip...she keeps asking herself "Are we there yet?" But when it comes to growing up, finding your place in the world, AND also finding the love of your live and starting a family...the final destination can seem like an ever-moving target. Lucy loves her three roommates...although she could live without their random one-night stands crashing at their pad and the homemade bone broth in the tub (Don't ask). Lucy works in the TV world and likes her job....but she's also waiting for her big break and is tired of being overlooked or being asked to just go get coffee when she knows she has so much more to offer. And Mr. Right could be waiting just around the next corner...
Lucy goes on a Tinder date, crossing her fingers and hoping for the best...but yet again, she's met with an eye-roll-worthy jerk who reminds her just HOW awful online dating can be. On a rainy walk home, she takes temporary cover in an unusual shop with a charming Scottish lady at the counter...and a wishing machine in back. Figuring she has nothing left to lose, Lucy drops a coin in the slot, squeezes her eyes shut, and wishes to simply skip to "The Good Part" of her life. And when she opens her eyes the following morning....EVERYTHING is different. She's in a fancy house, with a drop dead GORGEOUS man in her room, a glittering diamond on her finger...and two kids nearby who seem to be under the impression that she is their mother. When she shows up at work, EVERYONE bows to her knowledge and title...but Lucy hasn't a clue. Even worse, when Lucy looks in the mirror, she sees her own face...but it's a weathered and loved FORTY YEAR OLD version of her face.
Has she LOST the past 16 years to a mysterious form of amnesia...or has her desperately whispered wish become a reality...and if so, is there a way to get back to the life full of possibility that was her twenties? Or is she now trapped in a life she hardly understands with so many people depending on her...permanently?
This is only my second Cousens book, but the rest of hers are on my list...and with good reason. There is a warm, charming, and cozy aspect to her books, but they also manage to explore the trials and tribulations of being a young woman in your mid-twenties with SOME of life figured out...but plenty left to go. This one reminded me of so many books in the genre at its beginning, with the cute cast of lovable, quirky friends and their silly and sometimes impetuous behavior. I'll be honest, I almost struggled with connecting to the characters at the beginning because I was sort of 'feeling my age'...as many in their 30s and 40s do when they realize they are no longer 20 and they attempt to hang out with 20 year old people.
But then we got to the wish, and the time jump....and suddenly, I felt right at home. Although I haven't hit 40 yet (and trust me, I am NOT rushing that particular milestone), so much of Lucy's "adultier" life rang true, from the scramble to get a kid out the door, the maddening rush to stop babies from putting everything in their mouths, the unfortunate reality that earning more money than you did as a renter in your twenties simply means you are going to spend much, much more of it as a homeowner...and that feelings of workplace inadequacy (especially as a woman pitted against a man) can be soul-crushing. It was so easy to get swept away by the 'love story' in reverse that I couldn't fathom HOW Lucy could still be thinking about life in her twenties - at all.
...Until a couple of events from Lucy's past are revealed to her by her husband that are more than just a gut-punch: they're simply tragic. I felt so deeply for her and was as stunned as if I'd received the news myself...and herein lies the greatest conflict. IS there such a thing as 'guaranteed' happiness? If you had the option to skip the pain, would you do it...if missing out on it ALSO meant that you were going to miss all of the happy memories and potential along the way? Although I certainly had my preference for Lucy's final choice, I was on the edge of my seat right up until the end to see if our thoughts aligned. And while I was a TAD let down by how everything played out, the VERY end of the book gave me a bit of the redemptive arc I had hoped to find (and even though it may have strayed into wholly predictable territory at the same time, it's the kind of predictable that feels like one last warm, snuggly hug! 🤗)
When you're in your twenties, you can't wait for your life to REALLY start...but by your forties, you realize that your life is actually more than half over! And just like with a hairstyle, there's no such thing as a PERFECT part...but that doesn't mean you can't find a good one! 💇♀️
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4 stars