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In the Shadows of Love
A life hiding her heartbreak. A message that will change her world.
To strangers that pass her on the streets of Lahore, Mona Ahmed lives a life to be envied. Married to wealthy businessman Bilal, with happily married children and living in a vast home with staff to attend to her every desire, she seems to want for nothing.
But behind the gilded exterior lies a past of secrets and heartbreak. While they may have weathered the storm of Mona’s infidelity, with Bilal embracing the child born out of that secret love affair, their marriage remains shaky.
While Mona’s heart is broken with memories of her lost soulmate, she hides her pain behind becoming the perfect wife, hosting glamorous, high-profile gatherings for the rest of Lahore’s high society, keeping up appearances for fear of inviting gossip.
Each day has the same slow, regular rhythm… until the first message arrives, and everything in Mona’s life changes in an instant. Will the secrets of Mona’s past threaten her future, her marriage and even her life?
An utterly captivating, thought-provoking and heartbreaking read that fans of Christy Lefteri and Nadia Hashimi won’t be able to put down.
Praise for Awais
‘A compelling and compassionate story’ Anna Mazzola
‘A shocking portrait of lives lived under the shadow of threat and prejudice. A brave book’ Vaseem Khan
‘A gripping, horrifying, compulsive read’ Jennie Godfrey
‘Thought provoking, compelling and exquisitely beautiful, I’m not ashamed to say I cried more than once. Don’t miss it!’ ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐ Reader Review
‘I was captivated by the characters… The ending is both unexpected and satisfying.’ ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐ Reader Review
‘Unutterably moving throughout… I was incredibly impressed with this book’ ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐ Reader Review
‘A perfect balance of passion, humanity and scandal, I loved it!’ ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐ Reader Review
‘An absolute page turner! Beautifully written…What a story! I didn’t want the tale to end’ ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐ Reader Review
To strangers that pass her on the streets of Lahore, Mona Ahmed lives a life to be envied. Married to wealthy businessman Bilal, with happily married children and living in a vast home with staff to attend to her every desire, she seems to want for nothing.
But behind the gilded exterior lies a past of secrets and heartbreak. While they may have weathered the storm of Mona’s infidelity, with Bilal embracing the child born out of that secret love affair, their marriage remains shaky.
While Mona’s heart is broken with memories of her lost soulmate, she hides her pain behind becoming the perfect wife, hosting glamorous, high-profile gatherings for the rest of Lahore’s high society, keeping up appearances for fear of inviting gossip.
Each day has the same slow, regular rhythm… until the first message arrives, and everything in Mona’s life changes in an instant. Will the secrets of Mona’s past threaten her future, her marriage and even her life?
An utterly captivating, thought-provoking and heartbreaking read that fans of Christy Lefteri and Nadia Hashimi won’t be able to put down.
Praise for Awais
‘A compelling and compassionate story’ Anna Mazzola
‘A shocking portrait of lives lived under the shadow of threat and prejudice. A brave book’ Vaseem Khan
‘A gripping, horrifying, compulsive read’ Jennie Godfrey
‘Thought provoking, compelling and exquisitely beautiful, I’m not ashamed to say I cried more than once. Don’t miss it!’ ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐ Reader Review
‘I was captivated by the characters… The ending is both unexpected and satisfying.’ ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐ Reader Review
‘Unutterably moving throughout… I was incredibly impressed with this book’ ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐ Reader Review
‘A perfect balance of passion, humanity and scandal, I loved it!’ ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐ Reader Review
‘An absolute page turner! Beautifully written…What a story! I didn’t want the tale to end’ ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐ Reader Review
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Published October 3, 2024
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About the author
Awais Khan
7 books231 followersAwais Khan is a graduate of the University of Western Ontario and Durham University. He has studied Creative Writing at Faber Academy in London.
He is the award-winning author of the critically acclaimed IN THE COMPANY OF STRANGERS (published by Simon & Schuster, Isis Audio and Hera Books) and NO HONOUR (published by Orenda Books).
He has appeared on BBC World Service, Dubai Eye, Voice of America, Cambridge Radio, City42, PTV Home, Samaa TV, Indua TV etc. His work has appeared in The Aleph Review, Missing Slate, The Hindu, Daily Times and other publications.
He is the Founding Director of The Writing Institute and has delivered talks on Creative Writing at Oxford University, Durham University, American University of Dubai, Canadian University of Dubai, Kinnaird College etc.
He is on the judging panel of Gwyl Crime Cymru Novel Prize and Cheshire Novel Prize. He was longlisted for the Short Story Dagger in 2022.
He is represented by Annette Crossland at A for Authors Agency Ltd, London.
He is the award-winning author of the critically acclaimed IN THE COMPANY OF STRANGERS (published by Simon & Schuster, Isis Audio and Hera Books) and NO HONOUR (published by Orenda Books).
He has appeared on BBC World Service, Dubai Eye, Voice of America, Cambridge Radio, City42, PTV Home, Samaa TV, Indua TV etc. His work has appeared in The Aleph Review, Missing Slate, The Hindu, Daily Times and other publications.
He is the Founding Director of The Writing Institute and has delivered talks on Creative Writing at Oxford University, Durham University, American University of Dubai, Canadian University of Dubai, Kinnaird College etc.
He is on the judging panel of Gwyl Crime Cymru Novel Prize and Cheshire Novel Prize. He was longlisted for the Short Story Dagger in 2022.
He is represented by Annette Crossland at A for Authors Agency Ltd, London.
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December 20, 2024
In The Shadows of Love is author, Awais Khan’s fourth novel, a sequel to his hugely successful debut novel, In The Company Of Strangers. All of this author’s novels are set in Pakistan, mainly Lahore, the capital and largest of the province of Punjab, and the second largest city in the country. Wealthy businessman, Bilal Ahmed and his wife Mona appear to have the idyllic lifestyle: a seemingly contented marriage, happily married children and a vast home with a staff to cater to their every need. A peek behind the curtains of the this blissful existence reveals a somewhat different story. Dark secrets are being sheltered there including the fact that their son, Arslan is actually the product of an adulterous affair Mona had many years ago. Bilal at that time was no saint – he had a sex life that would put an alley cat to shame. It was forgiveness – by each one to the other – that has brought them back together. Given the nature of Lahore high society they go to great lengths to hide their secret and they move on with their lives. Until Mona starts receiving menacing text messages from an unknown number. Someone out there knows their secret and if it gets out to the wider community their lives – and their marriage -- will be shattered.
As with all Awais Khan’s novels, the writing is sharp, intelligent and to the uninitiated, he uses his words to paint a clear picture of life in Pakistan, including in the upper echelons of society. He also touches on the scourge of kidnapping and torture carried out by gangs from the city’s underbelly. In The Shadows of Love is, up to a point, more of a slow burner than his previous work but the tension gradually builds as he places the marriage of Bilal and Mona under the microscope, at the same time introducing – in some cases re-introducing – the colourful cast of characters that make up this rich tapestry of a novel. When the tension gets too much and the dam finally breaks the pace of the story – like the reader’s heart rate – quickens until it is almost a relief to reach the end. Fans of In The Company of Strangers will recognise some of the characters and places but In The Shadows of Love can easily be enjoyed as a stand-alone novel. It is no doubt destined for a rightful place in the world’s bestseller lists.
As with all Awais Khan’s novels, the writing is sharp, intelligent and to the uninitiated, he uses his words to paint a clear picture of life in Pakistan, including in the upper echelons of society. He also touches on the scourge of kidnapping and torture carried out by gangs from the city’s underbelly. In The Shadows of Love is, up to a point, more of a slow burner than his previous work but the tension gradually builds as he places the marriage of Bilal and Mona under the microscope, at the same time introducing – in some cases re-introducing – the colourful cast of characters that make up this rich tapestry of a novel. When the tension gets too much and the dam finally breaks the pace of the story – like the reader’s heart rate – quickens until it is almost a relief to reach the end. Fans of In The Company of Strangers will recognise some of the characters and places but In The Shadows of Love can easily be enjoyed as a stand-alone novel. It is no doubt destined for a rightful place in the world’s bestseller lists.
December 24, 2024
Looking for a book that reads like an action packed fast paced movie in which you will get an unlikely dangerous love triangle and kidnappings and big, bad criminals?
Don’t look any further. Just grab this one filled with drama of high society people! I can tell you that you won’t be able to get a moment of boredom if you dare to expect some of it while reading this book.
Based in modern Pakistan, the story revolves around a successful businesswoman who ultimately gets to enjoy the life she wanted after facing abuse and violence in her past, got heartbroken and amidst the rumours of her child she’s getting even more successful with the love and support of her husband.
Things do get crazy when she receives a text message of threat black mailing her of her past secrets.
Well, the secret isn’t that secret but see how much it affects so many lives in the years to come.
I am thoroughly impressed with the author’s writing and I am surprised I haven’t read the author’s previous books. Well, I will read them all - three to be exact! They all sound so interesting!
Thank you, Hera, for the ARC.
Don’t look any further. Just grab this one filled with drama of high society people! I can tell you that you won’t be able to get a moment of boredom if you dare to expect some of it while reading this book.
Based in modern Pakistan, the story revolves around a successful businesswoman who ultimately gets to enjoy the life she wanted after facing abuse and violence in her past, got heartbroken and amidst the rumours of her child she’s getting even more successful with the love and support of her husband.
Things do get crazy when she receives a text message of threat black mailing her of her past secrets.
Well, the secret isn’t that secret but see how much it affects so many lives in the years to come.
I am thoroughly impressed with the author’s writing and I am surprised I haven’t read the author’s previous books. Well, I will read them all - three to be exact! They all sound so interesting!
Thank you, Hera, for the ARC.
September 22, 2024
Thank you NetGalley and Hera Publishers for the ARC of
this one.
2.5 stars ⭐️ ⭐️ to this one!!!
A mediocre book which is a sequel to the debut work of the author. When I went through the advanced praises mentioned in the book, I had high hopes to find that the book was going to be a blend of melodrama and thrill. Unfortunately, the book is a lame revenge story of an alleged past lover who is all set to take revenge on the woman he once loved.
I haven’t read the previous book though I got a fair idea that the story was about infidelity of the mc who goes through a series of abuse. Firstly, the book is highly problematic in the sense that the woman simply brushes off the abuse and gives a second chance to the husband. Besides, there are certain scenes in the book where abusive imagery is recalled and that’s something really disturbing.
Besides, the book portrays infidelity as an escape from abuse. Apparently, the mc justifies that “if the husband is abusive then a woman has all the rights to escape with another man who treats her right”. Well, I think rather than escaping, the best way is to seek divorce and then settle down somewhere else. Throughout the book, most of the characters are hooking up, talking about sleeping as if it’s an everyday norm, and Mona’s character was unbearable for me because not only she gave her husband a second chance, but even when she did so, she wasn’t completely loyal to him.
Throughout the book, we find husband being the innocent victim and the wife acting as a reckless brat who is not even clear about her emotions regarding her husband, remembers her past through 90% of the book, and still expects the husband to never cheat on her. This sounded hypocritical and problematic. In fact, right when she gets back with the ex, she starts remembering about her husband. So we see that her character is a complex and extremely problematic one which needed intensive therapy. The entire thriller is invited by the woman mc herself and that’s something which makes it bland.
There is no actual thrill in the book. In fact the climax as well as the villain of the story was predictable right from the beginning. We find nothing but remorse, recollections and resolutions till the ending. There is another letter in the book from the author where he says that “He wanted to bring the positive side of Pakistan in front of the western readers while removing the image that Pakistan is famous for terrorism and crime alone.” Ironically, much of the book is about how Pakistan is a crime hub and there is no safe space out here and how is the population booming every moment (I don’t have a problem with showing these realities to the outside world, but my problem is again the hypocrisy of calling your work a positive effort in order to show a good picture of Pakistan among the western audiences, and still developing the entire book on the crime gang adventures where members are actively involved in sodomy).
As a new author, it’s a nice effort on his part, but the sequel in my opinion was unnecessary because nothing much happens except some events, a few kidnappings, and a moronic act of chivalry involving a duel or what we should say a scuffle for a fifty-year-old woman between two men with boosting egos.
this one.
2.5 stars ⭐️ ⭐️ to this one!!!
A mediocre book which is a sequel to the debut work of the author. When I went through the advanced praises mentioned in the book, I had high hopes to find that the book was going to be a blend of melodrama and thrill. Unfortunately, the book is a lame revenge story of an alleged past lover who is all set to take revenge on the woman he once loved.
I haven’t read the previous book though I got a fair idea that the story was about infidelity of the mc who goes through a series of abuse. Firstly, the book is highly problematic in the sense that the woman simply brushes off the abuse and gives a second chance to the husband. Besides, there are certain scenes in the book where abusive imagery is recalled and that’s something really disturbing.
Besides, the book portrays infidelity as an escape from abuse. Apparently, the mc justifies that “if the husband is abusive then a woman has all the rights to escape with another man who treats her right”. Well, I think rather than escaping, the best way is to seek divorce and then settle down somewhere else. Throughout the book, most of the characters are hooking up, talking about sleeping as if it’s an everyday norm, and Mona’s character was unbearable for me because not only she gave her husband a second chance, but even when she did so, she wasn’t completely loyal to him.
Throughout the book, we find husband being the innocent victim and the wife acting as a reckless brat who is not even clear about her emotions regarding her husband, remembers her past through 90% of the book, and still expects the husband to never cheat on her. This sounded hypocritical and problematic. In fact, right when she gets back with the ex, she starts remembering about her husband. So we see that her character is a complex and extremely problematic one which needed intensive therapy. The entire thriller is invited by the woman mc herself and that’s something which makes it bland.
There is no actual thrill in the book. In fact the climax as well as the villain of the story was predictable right from the beginning. We find nothing but remorse, recollections and resolutions till the ending. There is another letter in the book from the author where he says that “He wanted to bring the positive side of Pakistan in front of the western readers while removing the image that Pakistan is famous for terrorism and crime alone.” Ironically, much of the book is about how Pakistan is a crime hub and there is no safe space out here and how is the population booming every moment (I don’t have a problem with showing these realities to the outside world, but my problem is again the hypocrisy of calling your work a positive effort in order to show a good picture of Pakistan among the western audiences, and still developing the entire book on the crime gang adventures where members are actively involved in sodomy).
As a new author, it’s a nice effort on his part, but the sequel in my opinion was unnecessary because nothing much happens except some events, a few kidnappings, and a moronic act of chivalry involving a duel or what we should say a scuffle for a fifty-year-old woman between two men with boosting egos.
June 20, 2024
Awais Khan returns to the Lahore of In the Company of Strangers with his new book In the Shadows of Love. As a big fan of the first book, I was delighted to catch up with Mona and Bilal in this sequel.
We are back in Pakistani high society with its strict but unwritten rules and its ruthless backstabbing and gossip. What has changed? Readers of the original book will no doubt remember Bilal’s brutal treatment of his wife. Over a decade later, we find him mellowed by age and far more respectful of her. Mona too seems generally happier with her lot – until a text message threatens to destroy everything. Someone knows her secret – a secret that will ruin her family if it gets out.
This book has it all. Balancing the family drama and romantic intrigue is the backdrop of terrifying kidnappings by a gang that the police can’t seem to catch. Who will be the next victim?
In the Shadows of Love is a searing indictment of Pakistani high society that nonetheless gives us reason to be optimistic. If Bilal can change, perhaps others can too. I thoroughly enjoyed this masterpiece by one of Pakistan’s best writers.
We are back in Pakistani high society with its strict but unwritten rules and its ruthless backstabbing and gossip. What has changed? Readers of the original book will no doubt remember Bilal’s brutal treatment of his wife. Over a decade later, we find him mellowed by age and far more respectful of her. Mona too seems generally happier with her lot – until a text message threatens to destroy everything. Someone knows her secret – a secret that will ruin her family if it gets out.
This book has it all. Balancing the family drama and romantic intrigue is the backdrop of terrifying kidnappings by a gang that the police can’t seem to catch. Who will be the next victim?
In the Shadows of Love is a searing indictment of Pakistani high society that nonetheless gives us reason to be optimistic. If Bilal can change, perhaps others can too. I thoroughly enjoyed this masterpiece by one of Pakistan’s best writers.
November 27, 2024
Awais Khan’s In the Shadows of Love is a poignant exploration of love, loss, and resilience set against the backdrop of modern-day Pakistan. The narrative is emotionally charged, offering readers a deep dive into the complexities of human relationships and the struggles of living in a world filled with judgment. Khan’s prose is evocative painting vivid pictures of both the world and the internal struggles of his characters.
While the themes are heavy, the story is ultimately one of hope and self-discovery, making it a compelling and relatable read. Fans of contemporary fiction with a strong emotional core will find In the Shadows of Love a worthwhile and moving journey.
While the themes are heavy, the story is ultimately one of hope and self-discovery, making it a compelling and relatable read. Fans of contemporary fiction with a strong emotional core will find In the Shadows of Love a worthwhile and moving journey.
October 7, 2024
I hadn't read the prequel book, In the Company of Strangers, so this was my first introduction to Mona and the high society of Lahore, but I'm pleased to report that this book works perfectly as a stand alone, although I'm sure it adds depth and richness to the story if you have read the first one, which was Awais' debut, and which he's delighted to have the opportunity to revisit. The story revolves around Mona and her husband Bilal, and the bumpy seas they've weathered over the course of their marriage, when Mona was unfaithful and there was a resultant child. However, Bilal changed his abusive ways and fully accepted the baby, Arslan, as his own son, and in the present day the father-son relationship is very close and loving. Lahori high society seems to be a hotbed of gossip and intrigue where your reputation is everything, and when Mona receives a text threatening to expose her secret, the rug is firmly pulled from under her and her world begins to crumble about her ears. At this point in the book the reader gets to do a degree of eye rolling and head shaking as you're mentally yelling at Mona to just TALK to either Bilal or her best friend, Meera, which will avert the impending crisis, but for good (although frustrating!) reasons she doesn't, and the plot tangles ever thicker...
The final quarter of the book brings such surprising revelations, heart stopping action and breakneck pace, that you're just left reeling - absolutely brilliant! A gripping, eye-opening triumph from this talented author - I will for sure be back for more!
The final quarter of the book brings such surprising revelations, heart stopping action and breakneck pace, that you're just left reeling - absolutely brilliant! A gripping, eye-opening triumph from this talented author - I will for sure be back for more!
October 13, 2024
This book is actually a sequel, which i didn't realise until the author mentioned it in her "letter" at the end. I don't think it affected my enjoyment at all, but at times I did lose track of who was who. I don't know if that would still have been the case had I read book 1.
I thoroughly enjoyed this book, the only thing that was missing for me would have been a small list of translations as sometimes I didn't know what some of the words meant (and the kindle dictionary didn't either.) I don't know much about Pakistani culture , especially for the wealthy elite. I was slightly surprised at the amount of extra marital affairs that seemed to be happening, and I didn't realise how much pressure there was on women to look young. Sadly I wasn't shocked at the misogyny, but maybe I need to examine my own prejudices here. (I admit that I'm flawed in this respect)
That glimpse into another world would have made an interesting enough story, but the added element of kidnappings by a mysterious gang added another layer for me.
Overall this was a really interesting read, and I feel slightly guilty that I knew so little, yet assumed so much, about life in Pakistan. Although of course it's entirely possible that real life is nothing like a book!
I thoroughly enjoyed this book, the only thing that was missing for me would have been a small list of translations as sometimes I didn't know what some of the words meant (and the kindle dictionary didn't either.) I don't know much about Pakistani culture , especially for the wealthy elite. I was slightly surprised at the amount of extra marital affairs that seemed to be happening, and I didn't realise how much pressure there was on women to look young. Sadly I wasn't shocked at the misogyny, but maybe I need to examine my own prejudices here. (I admit that I'm flawed in this respect)
That glimpse into another world would have made an interesting enough story, but the added element of kidnappings by a mysterious gang added another layer for me.
Overall this was a really interesting read, and I feel slightly guilty that I knew so little, yet assumed so much, about life in Pakistan. Although of course it's entirely possible that real life is nothing like a book!
December 16, 2024
This was a powerful and moving novel about how a marriage can change through the years, and the mistakes we make and live to regret. It looks at betrayal, loyalty, parenting, and the expectations on women in high society Lahore, which isn’t a place I’ve explored much in my reading before. This is a follow up to In The Company of Strangers, but I felt everything was explained clearly enough that it didn’t matter that I hadn’t read that - we know about Mona’s affair with Ali, and the child which it brought into the world which her husband Bilal has cared for all these years.
At the same time as we’re exploring their marriage, and this secret which Mona is so frightened will ruin their family, we also get glimpses into the criminal underbelly of Lahore as wealthy people are being kidnapped for ransom. I had no idea how this all related to Mona’s story until the very end, and it tied in so cleverly and unexpectedly - be warned though, those chapters were quite hard to read with the violence and sexual abuse.
Overall, this was a really compelling story that I read in under 24 hours as I couldn’t put it down! It opened my eyes to a whole other culture and had some absolutely brilliant characters I didn’t want to leave behind, so I’d definitely recommend it!
At the same time as we’re exploring their marriage, and this secret which Mona is so frightened will ruin their family, we also get glimpses into the criminal underbelly of Lahore as wealthy people are being kidnapped for ransom. I had no idea how this all related to Mona’s story until the very end, and it tied in so cleverly and unexpectedly - be warned though, those chapters were quite hard to read with the violence and sexual abuse.
Overall, this was a really compelling story that I read in under 24 hours as I couldn’t put it down! It opened my eyes to a whole other culture and had some absolutely brilliant characters I didn’t want to leave behind, so I’d definitely recommend it!
November 27, 2024
I absolutely adore Awais books and In The Shadows Of Love cemented firmly that he is an auto buy author for me.
ITSOL is the follow up to In The Company Of Strangers and although like most books this could be read as a standalone I feel to fully appreciate the story I would read ITCOS first.
Awais writes with such care about women in Pakistan and ITSOL Mona is an incredible woman, a wealthy married woman living in Lahore but not a traditional married woman who confirms to the traditions and beliefs expected of women in society. Awais doesn’t shy away from the cruelty and brutality of men, nor does he make excuses for their beliefs but the voice he gives to the women shines through. It’s hard to say too much as it would give spoilers from the first book but I was completely blindsided at one point.
A story of Love, betrayal, sacrifices and honour, Awais is such a gifted and powerful writer.
ITSOL is the follow up to In The Company Of Strangers and although like most books this could be read as a standalone I feel to fully appreciate the story I would read ITCOS first.
Awais writes with such care about women in Pakistan and ITSOL Mona is an incredible woman, a wealthy married woman living in Lahore but not a traditional married woman who confirms to the traditions and beliefs expected of women in society. Awais doesn’t shy away from the cruelty and brutality of men, nor does he make excuses for their beliefs but the voice he gives to the women shines through. It’s hard to say too much as it would give spoilers from the first book but I was completely blindsided at one point.
A story of Love, betrayal, sacrifices and honour, Awais is such a gifted and powerful writer.
August 7, 2025
TW to start: There are multiple scenes of infidelity, domestic violence and SA.
Set in modern day Pakistan, specifically in the wealthy Lahore area, this novel explores themes of love, betrayal, revenge and forgiveness. Mona, a 53 year old Pakistani woman, and her husband, Bilal, are navigating marriage years after Mona's infidelity that resulted in a son with her much younger lover, who died before the child was born. This secret has been long buried, as fall out from it being known would destroy their entire family's standing in their posh Pakistani society-- a society built on centuries of traditional, conservative views. But one day, a anonymous text message to Mona threatens to expose it all. Mona will stop at nothing to protect her family from societal ruin.
From the mansions of the rich and famous to the slums of organized crime and terrorism, this novel moved quickly and kept me interested until the very end.
A couple issues I had with the story:
-Being that the story is set in posh Lahore, there are continuous and repetitive themes of ageism that felt overdone by the end.
-While interesting and quick moving, the story also just felt slightly underdeveloped. There was just a bit of depth missing to the over storytelling.
-I get that there needed to be some miscommunication and secret keeping to help the story evolve, but the ENTIRE story was just one big miscommunication and secret keeping.
I learned in the author's notes upon finishing the novel that it was actually a sequel to the author's first novel. I think this novel read perfectly fine as a standalone, and had I not read the author's notes and learned otherwise, I didn't feel like I was missing any context from the first to the second story.
Thanks to Hera and NetGalley for this ARC. I received this copy for free in exchange for an honest review.
Set in modern day Pakistan, specifically in the wealthy Lahore area, this novel explores themes of love, betrayal, revenge and forgiveness. Mona, a 53 year old Pakistani woman, and her husband, Bilal, are navigating marriage years after Mona's infidelity that resulted in a son with her much younger lover, who died before the child was born. This secret has been long buried, as fall out from it being known would destroy their entire family's standing in their posh Pakistani society-- a society built on centuries of traditional, conservative views. But one day, a anonymous text message to Mona threatens to expose it all. Mona will stop at nothing to protect her family from societal ruin.
From the mansions of the rich and famous to the slums of organized crime and terrorism, this novel moved quickly and kept me interested until the very end.
A couple issues I had with the story:
-Being that the story is set in posh Lahore, there are continuous and repetitive themes of ageism that felt overdone by the end.
-While interesting and quick moving, the story also just felt slightly underdeveloped. There was just a bit of depth missing to the over storytelling.
-I get that there needed to be some miscommunication and secret keeping to help the story evolve, but the ENTIRE story was just one big miscommunication and secret keeping.
I learned in the author's notes upon finishing the novel that it was actually a sequel to the author's first novel. I think this novel read perfectly fine as a standalone, and had I not read the author's notes and learned otherwise, I didn't feel like I was missing any context from the first to the second story.
Thanks to Hera and NetGalley for this ARC. I received this copy for free in exchange for an honest review.
May 5, 2025
Amazing!
November 18, 2024
Although this book is a sequel, it is easy to follow as a standalone and I read this book in a day. In the Shadows of Love is action packed, controversial dark, thrilling and has elements of love, poor judgement/human error and vulnerability woven through it which pans out like a movie across the pages of the book - there is no dull moment!
We are introduced to Lahore's elite society, a side of Pakistan that I would never have been introduced to before, especially in this fictional setting that feels realistic. The premise revolves around a successful businesswoman, Mona, who is pursuing a second chance at her life after facing violence and abuse in her past; since becoming a mother for the third time in her forties, there are whispers that surround her wherever she goes, nevertheless she progresses in life unperturbed with the support and love of her husband.
Until one day, she receives a text message that threatens to reveal her deepest darkest secret to society around this late pregnancy and questioning the paternity of her youngest child. How will Mona protect her recently acquired status?
The writing was fast paced and a breath of fresh air - I have not read Awais Khan's previous books before but I am tempted to now. I would warn that there are many triggering elements in this book and it is incredibly misogynistic but it also is central to the plot to depict a certain society (the society being flawed and therefore reflected in the narrative but I can imagine this will gring on some readers. Do not expect a progressive perspective). I would be sure to check such themes before reading but overall for the creativity and imagination within the plot, I couldn't put this book down and definitely gasped at the twist in the middle, the book later did become predictable but I did enjoy this overall.
Thank you Canelo and Netgalley for the advanced copy in exchange for an honest unedited review.
We are introduced to Lahore's elite society, a side of Pakistan that I would never have been introduced to before, especially in this fictional setting that feels realistic. The premise revolves around a successful businesswoman, Mona, who is pursuing a second chance at her life after facing violence and abuse in her past; since becoming a mother for the third time in her forties, there are whispers that surround her wherever she goes, nevertheless she progresses in life unperturbed with the support and love of her husband.
Until one day, she receives a text message that threatens to reveal her deepest darkest secret to society around this late pregnancy and questioning the paternity of her youngest child. How will Mona protect her recently acquired status?
The writing was fast paced and a breath of fresh air - I have not read Awais Khan's previous books before but I am tempted to now. I would warn that there are many triggering elements in this book and it is incredibly misogynistic but it also is central to the plot to depict a certain society (the society being flawed and therefore reflected in the narrative but I can imagine this will gring on some readers. Do not expect a progressive perspective). I would be sure to check such themes before reading but overall for the creativity and imagination within the plot, I couldn't put this book down and definitely gasped at the twist in the middle, the book later did become predictable but I did enjoy this overall.
Thank you Canelo and Netgalley for the advanced copy in exchange for an honest unedited review.
February 1, 2025
I have so much to say about this one ...🙄
Firstly it was ridiculously expensive
I wasted a lot of money on this pulp fiction kind of work.
The heroine Mona is nuts , yes i did nt get that woman at all.....
The way she thinks , her confliction of mind , the way she treats her husband is outrageous
Writer tried to show that her husband had done many wrongs in the past
But that husband is also now raising a child that he did nt make , a child thats result of his wife's cheating....this is a bigggggggggg thing in any society and still the wife had the audacity to treat him like crap...
One scene where it was truly seen when her husband called her to ask where she was? And she replied like , "i aM nOt yOur SlaVe"
Seriously , like whaaaat ????
That man is raising your illegitimate child also he is bearing your non stop tanturms and you still have guts to response like that.You woman ! are absent from everywhere from your children's life to your household responsibilties to whenever your family needed you...still , it was shown in the story that somehow she was not to blame for anything but writer dragged her poor husband for each little thing.
That woman did nt even accompany him to the doctor or showed 0 concern about his health.But still she was treating him like he owed her something also this woman kept mentioning "i aM 53 yeArs oLd " but had maturity of a 17 year old , this character was so busy in proving herself to be a damsel in distress that she did nt even care that her daughter is going through such an emotionless and toxic marriage , but no , the writer wanted to distract her from all of the real problems and induldge her in the thoughts of her long gone lover.Also , she was always late from her work , putting 0 efforts in her relationship and when her husband got furious she so easily blamed everything on his temper for her uncompetitiveness and walked away all innocent.Basically , this story has no soul and 0 depth.......
That heroine needed some psychological treatment based on medicines and therapy both.That woman had no time for her spouse who had been doing everything under the sun to make his wife happy.But she had plenty of time for her ex lover , to text him , to call him and she never returned a call to her husband or even talked to him properly.Its cheating , but her cheating was sugarcoated throughout the story by the writer.
The most painful thing as a reader was her actions were justified by the writer.....she did this because menopause , she did that because she got busy in work , she did the other thing because she had her reasons.
She got away with so much that it bothered me , actually...
There is a major twist in the end that made the story a little bearable.Otherwise , all the characters were very shallow and lack originality.
Firstly it was ridiculously expensive
I wasted a lot of money on this pulp fiction kind of work.
The heroine Mona is nuts , yes i did nt get that woman at all.....
The way she thinks , her confliction of mind , the way she treats her husband is outrageous
Writer tried to show that her husband had done many wrongs in the past
But that husband is also now raising a child that he did nt make , a child thats result of his wife's cheating....this is a bigggggggggg thing in any society and still the wife had the audacity to treat him like crap...
One scene where it was truly seen when her husband called her to ask where she was? And she replied like , "i aM nOt yOur SlaVe"
Seriously , like whaaaat ????
That man is raising your illegitimate child also he is bearing your non stop tanturms and you still have guts to response like that.You woman ! are absent from everywhere from your children's life to your household responsibilties to whenever your family needed you...still , it was shown in the story that somehow she was not to blame for anything but writer dragged her poor husband for each little thing.
That woman did nt even accompany him to the doctor or showed 0 concern about his health.But still she was treating him like he owed her something also this woman kept mentioning "i aM 53 yeArs oLd " but had maturity of a 17 year old , this character was so busy in proving herself to be a damsel in distress that she did nt even care that her daughter is going through such an emotionless and toxic marriage , but no , the writer wanted to distract her from all of the real problems and induldge her in the thoughts of her long gone lover.Also , she was always late from her work , putting 0 efforts in her relationship and when her husband got furious she so easily blamed everything on his temper for her uncompetitiveness and walked away all innocent.Basically , this story has no soul and 0 depth.......
That heroine needed some psychological treatment based on medicines and therapy both.That woman had no time for her spouse who had been doing everything under the sun to make his wife happy.But she had plenty of time for her ex lover , to text him , to call him and she never returned a call to her husband or even talked to him properly.Its cheating , but her cheating was sugarcoated throughout the story by the writer.
The most painful thing as a reader was her actions were justified by the writer.....she did this because menopause , she did that because she got busy in work , she did the other thing because she had her reasons.
She got away with so much that it bothered me , actually...
There is a major twist in the end that made the story a little bearable.Otherwise , all the characters were very shallow and lack originality.
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
October 3, 2024
The first section reads a bit like Dallas of Pakistan or Real housewives of Pakistan I was instantly interested in the details of these people’s lives
I didn’t realise that this book was a a sequel and had not read the previous novel.
I therefore got a little bit lost with all the names right at the beginning something that would not have happened if I’d read the first book. Having said that it was pretty easy to understand what it happened as there was enough detail in this book for it to stand up on its own.
I found the novel a little bit two dimensional and didn’t enjoy it as much as the previous book I had read by this author Someone Like Her. the primary reason for this is that I found it quite difficult to fully empathise with the lead character and found the character development in this novel less satisfactory. The main strengths in the novel is the storyline and the excitement this generates.
As a British reader, I found the insight into wealthy Pakistani life fascinating both it’s similarities and differences.
The author has a clear flowing easily read prose style and the book was an enjoyable read
The story moves along at a fast pace and I read it in one sitting.
I was sent an electronic copy of the novel to read for review as part of a book blog tour for love books tours. The novel is published in the UK on the 3rd of October 2024 by Hera
This review will appear on Goodreads and my book blog bionicSarahSbooks.wordpress.com. After publication it will also appear on Amazon UK.
I didn’t realise that this book was a a sequel and had not read the previous novel.
I therefore got a little bit lost with all the names right at the beginning something that would not have happened if I’d read the first book. Having said that it was pretty easy to understand what it happened as there was enough detail in this book for it to stand up on its own.
I found the novel a little bit two dimensional and didn’t enjoy it as much as the previous book I had read by this author Someone Like Her. the primary reason for this is that I found it quite difficult to fully empathise with the lead character and found the character development in this novel less satisfactory. The main strengths in the novel is the storyline and the excitement this generates.
As a British reader, I found the insight into wealthy Pakistani life fascinating both it’s similarities and differences.
The author has a clear flowing easily read prose style and the book was an enjoyable read
The story moves along at a fast pace and I read it in one sitting.
I was sent an electronic copy of the novel to read for review as part of a book blog tour for love books tours. The novel is published in the UK on the 3rd of October 2024 by Hera
This review will appear on Goodreads and my book blog bionicSarahSbooks.wordpress.com. After publication it will also appear on Amazon UK.
October 13, 2024
I loved reading In The Company of Strangers last month so I was keen to revisit the lives of Mona and Bilal in Lahore, Pakistan in this new sequel.
In this story Mona is living happily with her husband Bilal and their young son (who Bilal has raised as his own)
Mona is enjoying high society life and is helping her best friend Meera in her fashion business.
Mona's past life threatens to catch up with her as she starts to receive threatening text messages that could expose her past. Who is behind the messages and why?
I loved all the high society parties and gossip! The brilliant writing really brings Lahore to life. At the same time, the injustices of the society are vividly portrayed, particularly towards women.
I previously emphasised with Mona but I definitely found myself sympathising with Bilal more in this story as he tries so hard to be a good husband and father!
I always love thrillers so the criminal gang element of the story kept me racing through the pages too! There was a shocking twist towards the end of the story which I hadn't seen coming and I literally couldn't put this down for the last 100 pages as I had to know how it would all resolve!
This book is a brilliant blend of relationships and high society living with a thrilling criminal gang storyline running alongside.
I loved it, and I'm looking forward to reading Awais Khan's next book!
In this story Mona is living happily with her husband Bilal and their young son (who Bilal has raised as his own)
Mona is enjoying high society life and is helping her best friend Meera in her fashion business.
Mona's past life threatens to catch up with her as she starts to receive threatening text messages that could expose her past. Who is behind the messages and why?
I loved all the high society parties and gossip! The brilliant writing really brings Lahore to life. At the same time, the injustices of the society are vividly portrayed, particularly towards women.
I previously emphasised with Mona but I definitely found myself sympathising with Bilal more in this story as he tries so hard to be a good husband and father!
I always love thrillers so the criminal gang element of the story kept me racing through the pages too! There was a shocking twist towards the end of the story which I hadn't seen coming and I literally couldn't put this down for the last 100 pages as I had to know how it would all resolve!
This book is a brilliant blend of relationships and high society living with a thrilling criminal gang storyline running alongside.
I loved it, and I'm looking forward to reading Awais Khan's next book!
October 12, 2024
This is the first book by this author that I have ever read and I found it quite enjoyable. Set in Lahore in Pakistan, it continues the story of Mona and Bilal from the previous book. The book picks up ten years later. Both characters have changed significantly from the prior book and are happier and more mellow. Mona though has been hiding a secret, but all is about to be revealed and tear her world apart. This is a tale packed with family drama, romantic intrigue amid the high society of Pakistani. There is also a thriller element with a series of kidnappings by a violent gang. I learned a lot about the strict rules and working of Pakistani high society and customs which I found interesting. The writing is superb with highly developed characters. It’s a good, solid read.
September 14, 2024
Excellent drama 👏 I haven't read the first book, but I enjoyed this sequel very much. Mona and her husband Bilal both are likable and relatable characters. Though it shows that Bilal was not compassionate from the start. The situations are real life like, and the behavior of characters is defined thoroughly. The book shows the elite high society in Pakistan, the unjust behavior and the show-off of the wealthiest, and the crimes happening all over. The emotional aspect is strong. I recommend the book. Thanks to Netgalley and the publisher for the eARC.
November 5, 2024
In the shadows of love is a hauntingly beautiful exploration of the darker side of human relationships. I was completely absorbed from the beginning. Normally, I don't read during weekdays, but this book had me hooked - even with work looming tomorrow. This one surpassed the first book for me
October 4, 2024
This book only released yesterday so I was enormously excited to receive an early readers copy.
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March 23, 2025
Novel set in LAHORE
At the heart of this novel is the waxing and waning relationship between Mona and her rich husband Bilal. They have a comfortable life in the city of Lahore but a profoundly affecting secret – 12 years ago Mona had an affair and as a result gave birth to son, Arslan. Between them they already had two children but it is Arslan who has captured Bilal’s heart (I wondered why), despite the fact he is not his biological son. It is an issue that remains unaddressed in part because Bilal is suffering from heart disease and shouldn’t subject himself to stress.
Arslan’s biological father died under violent circumstances and Mona has mourned him ever since.
The relationship between the couple has never been easy, there have even been references to domestic abuse in the past (including attempted strangulation which indicates the very serious level of abuse being meted out). As one of the characters – Humaira – observes, domestic violence and abuse is a frequent dynamic in Lahori society: “We’ve all been beaten by our husbands….I can bet that every single woman present here has suffered abuse of of some kind, be it from her husband or in-laws….“. The couple also has his sister living with them, who is a censorious conservative and I would have loved to understand more about the impact she was having on the two married people and their relationship.
Mona suddenly starts receiving messages, presumably alluding to the major secret at the heart of her marriage and she decides to give in to a blackmailer so she can have the peace she craves. She cannot countenance having the secret exposed, as it would reflect so badly on her husband, let alone the damage it would do to her reputation. Why has the blackmailer popped up just now in her life?
The writing is very good and the author is clearly passionate about women’s rights, and cites all manner of issues facing women in modern day Pakistan: the ostracism they could face by having an affair, the hard-line religion that is so punishing, the gangs who terrorise the streets and the ingrained nature of the belief systems that go unquestioned.
We also know via short, italicised chapters that a woman is being held captive and is being tortured.
The author sets the various female characters in situations where ardent and passionate discussions take place, juxtaposing women who hold more traditional views with those who take a more progressive stance. The chats are fuelled by cattiness, barbed dialogue and undermining behaviour, which is often underpinned by one-upmanship – this can get a little tedious.
Overall I feel this novel tackles too many serious themes, all packed as they are into the narrative. This makes for a ‘butterfly’ experience, because the text alights on one subject and then swiftly moves on to another without any real in-depth exploration. The novel doesn’t feel as polished as the author’s previous works and I think a stronger editing hand would have raised the storyline to the next level.
An interesting read about societal dynamics in Pakistan – with added drama.
At the heart of this novel is the waxing and waning relationship between Mona and her rich husband Bilal. They have a comfortable life in the city of Lahore but a profoundly affecting secret – 12 years ago Mona had an affair and as a result gave birth to son, Arslan. Between them they already had two children but it is Arslan who has captured Bilal’s heart (I wondered why), despite the fact he is not his biological son. It is an issue that remains unaddressed in part because Bilal is suffering from heart disease and shouldn’t subject himself to stress.
Arslan’s biological father died under violent circumstances and Mona has mourned him ever since.
The relationship between the couple has never been easy, there have even been references to domestic abuse in the past (including attempted strangulation which indicates the very serious level of abuse being meted out). As one of the characters – Humaira – observes, domestic violence and abuse is a frequent dynamic in Lahori society: “We’ve all been beaten by our husbands….I can bet that every single woman present here has suffered abuse of of some kind, be it from her husband or in-laws….“. The couple also has his sister living with them, who is a censorious conservative and I would have loved to understand more about the impact she was having on the two married people and their relationship.
Mona suddenly starts receiving messages, presumably alluding to the major secret at the heart of her marriage and she decides to give in to a blackmailer so she can have the peace she craves. She cannot countenance having the secret exposed, as it would reflect so badly on her husband, let alone the damage it would do to her reputation. Why has the blackmailer popped up just now in her life?
The writing is very good and the author is clearly passionate about women’s rights, and cites all manner of issues facing women in modern day Pakistan: the ostracism they could face by having an affair, the hard-line religion that is so punishing, the gangs who terrorise the streets and the ingrained nature of the belief systems that go unquestioned.
We also know via short, italicised chapters that a woman is being held captive and is being tortured.
The author sets the various female characters in situations where ardent and passionate discussions take place, juxtaposing women who hold more traditional views with those who take a more progressive stance. The chats are fuelled by cattiness, barbed dialogue and undermining behaviour, which is often underpinned by one-upmanship – this can get a little tedious.
Overall I feel this novel tackles too many serious themes, all packed as they are into the narrative. This makes for a ‘butterfly’ experience, because the text alights on one subject and then swiftly moves on to another without any real in-depth exploration. The novel doesn’t feel as polished as the author’s previous works and I think a stronger editing hand would have raised the storyline to the next level.
An interesting read about societal dynamics in Pakistan – with added drama.
September 16, 2025
In the Shadows of Love by Awais Khan
What makes a good sequel? Especially a sequel to a devastatingly explosive debut novel?
For me a sequel has to seamlessly carry a fresh narrative and plot, one that can work as a stand alone novel, while at the same time drawing enough threads to remain attached and relevant to the first story.
A story that can be enjoyed for the first time reader encountering that author and unaware of its prequel. Or a story that builds on the characters and settings, personalities and narrative that engaged and captured readers in the first place.
In the Shadows of Love is a perfect follow up to Awais Khan's debut novel, In the Company of Strangers. Set again amongst the elite of Lahore society in Pakistan and infused with characters you love, hate, feel pangs of empathy for or disgusted by and a range of other emotions. A novel that builds on the themes in the debut novel, but adds complexity, depth, intrigue and maintains interest throughout.
Awais Khan is the master of place and setting. Whether an elite catwalk fashion show dripping with luxury and the rich and beautiful, or the seedy, grim underbelly of the sordid gangland criminal world.
In these settings we meet Mona and Bilal, the central characters from In the Company of Strangers. 12 years since the disturbing events in the first book, their married lives have settled into a routine and seeming normality. Until a text message out of the blue arrives to shatter everything in an instant.
I won't detail the plot. Suffice to say Awais Khan provides enough intrigue that keeps you reading to find out where the story is developing. With the unexpected twists and turns he interweaves so deftly.
Do you need to read In the Company of Strangers first before In the Shadows of Love? Not necessarily. But I would highly recommend doing so as it provides a full and enlightening background to this story.
As a commentator on the social mores, for good or ill, in Pakistan, you need look no further than Awais Khan. A fantastic novel by an acclaimed and skillful writer.
What makes a good sequel? Especially a sequel to a devastatingly explosive debut novel?
For me a sequel has to seamlessly carry a fresh narrative and plot, one that can work as a stand alone novel, while at the same time drawing enough threads to remain attached and relevant to the first story.
A story that can be enjoyed for the first time reader encountering that author and unaware of its prequel. Or a story that builds on the characters and settings, personalities and narrative that engaged and captured readers in the first place.
In the Shadows of Love is a perfect follow up to Awais Khan's debut novel, In the Company of Strangers. Set again amongst the elite of Lahore society in Pakistan and infused with characters you love, hate, feel pangs of empathy for or disgusted by and a range of other emotions. A novel that builds on the themes in the debut novel, but adds complexity, depth, intrigue and maintains interest throughout.
Awais Khan is the master of place and setting. Whether an elite catwalk fashion show dripping with luxury and the rich and beautiful, or the seedy, grim underbelly of the sordid gangland criminal world.
In these settings we meet Mona and Bilal, the central characters from In the Company of Strangers. 12 years since the disturbing events in the first book, their married lives have settled into a routine and seeming normality. Until a text message out of the blue arrives to shatter everything in an instant.
I won't detail the plot. Suffice to say Awais Khan provides enough intrigue that keeps you reading to find out where the story is developing. With the unexpected twists and turns he interweaves so deftly.
Do you need to read In the Company of Strangers first before In the Shadows of Love? Not necessarily. But I would highly recommend doing so as it provides a full and enlightening background to this story.
As a commentator on the social mores, for good or ill, in Pakistan, you need look no further than Awais Khan. A fantastic novel by an acclaimed and skillful writer.
October 13, 2024
I was interested in reading this book because it was set in the whole but within the high ranking society seen of this city. There was a lot of pressure on women to maintain their appearance look younger and not become old, as well as make sure that nothing that you did would invite gossip on any level. Mona has everything – children, Bilal her husband who loves her, family wealth, and aa job where she maintains her independence. Yet a moment of infidelity on their past is rearing its head again in more ways than one.
There were several disturbing moments in this book and the fact that the author tried to reflect some of the things happening in this city as part of her story really played on the themes in this book. One of the strongest themes was the longevity of marriage and how to maintain a relationship, with all its ups and downs, and where secrets are especially strong an on the forefront or becoming exposed. Life in the hall sounded like life in New York City or London or Sydney with endless social gatherings and connections and events and parties. But what this did was also show that even with money and wealth and fame behind you there was still an element of fear and treachery. The kidnappings and the gangs and the treatment of women by their husbands behind closed doors was also alluded to in this book. Their reference wasn’t necessarily cultural and spoke to this insidious part of humanity that exists whether there is $5 or $5 million in your pockets.
This book was actually a sequel to the author's previous book which I had not read; you can easily read it as a stand-alone because the way in which it focused on Mona and Bilal, the infidelities of the past and the fees of their present and future that really gave the plot a lot of substance. The drama was alive in the city of Lahore in this book.
There were several disturbing moments in this book and the fact that the author tried to reflect some of the things happening in this city as part of her story really played on the themes in this book. One of the strongest themes was the longevity of marriage and how to maintain a relationship, with all its ups and downs, and where secrets are especially strong an on the forefront or becoming exposed. Life in the hall sounded like life in New York City or London or Sydney with endless social gatherings and connections and events and parties. But what this did was also show that even with money and wealth and fame behind you there was still an element of fear and treachery. The kidnappings and the gangs and the treatment of women by their husbands behind closed doors was also alluded to in this book. Their reference wasn’t necessarily cultural and spoke to this insidious part of humanity that exists whether there is $5 or $5 million in your pockets.
This book was actually a sequel to the author's previous book which I had not read; you can easily read it as a stand-alone because the way in which it focused on Mona and Bilal, the infidelities of the past and the fees of their present and future that really gave the plot a lot of substance. The drama was alive in the city of Lahore in this book.
January 18, 2025
I'm completely absorbed in 'In The Shadows Of Love' by the incredibly talented Awais Khan! Awais Khan
As one of my favorite Pakistani writers, Awais Khan has yet again proven why his stories resonate so deeply with me. Having fallen in love with his previous novels, especially 'In The Company Of Strangers', I was eager to dive into this sequel.
This book tells the poignant story of Mona Ahmed, a woman living a life of luxury in Lahore, but hiding a web of secrets and heartbreak beneath the surface. As the layers of her past begin to unravel, Mona's world is turned upside down.
As a Lahori myself, I'm loving the subtle nuances and references to our beloved city that Awais Khan has woven throughout the narrative. From the vibrant streets of Gulberg to the tranquil atmosphere of the Lahore Canal, the city comes alive in this book!
And can we talk about the stunning book cover for a moment? The intricate design, the muted colors, and the hauntingly beautiful image all seem to whisper secrets of Mona's life. The cover tells a story in itself – one of mystery, longing, and the blurred lines between reality and deception.
What I adore about Awais Khan's writing is his ability to craft characters that are multidimensional, flawed, and relatable. Mona's journey is a powerful exploration of love, loss, and the complexities of human relationships.
As I turn the pages, I'm finding it impossible to put this book down. The writing is evocative, the storytelling is masterful, and the emotions are raw and honest.
For readers who crave fiction that's both emotionally charged and intellectually stimulating, and anyone who's ever loved, lost or longed, then 'In The Shadows Of Love' is an absolute must-read.
#IntheShadowsOfLove #AwaisKhan
As one of my favorite Pakistani writers, Awais Khan has yet again proven why his stories resonate so deeply with me. Having fallen in love with his previous novels, especially 'In The Company Of Strangers', I was eager to dive into this sequel.
This book tells the poignant story of Mona Ahmed, a woman living a life of luxury in Lahore, but hiding a web of secrets and heartbreak beneath the surface. As the layers of her past begin to unravel, Mona's world is turned upside down.
As a Lahori myself, I'm loving the subtle nuances and references to our beloved city that Awais Khan has woven throughout the narrative. From the vibrant streets of Gulberg to the tranquil atmosphere of the Lahore Canal, the city comes alive in this book!
And can we talk about the stunning book cover for a moment? The intricate design, the muted colors, and the hauntingly beautiful image all seem to whisper secrets of Mona's life. The cover tells a story in itself – one of mystery, longing, and the blurred lines between reality and deception.
What I adore about Awais Khan's writing is his ability to craft characters that are multidimensional, flawed, and relatable. Mona's journey is a powerful exploration of love, loss, and the complexities of human relationships.
As I turn the pages, I'm finding it impossible to put this book down. The writing is evocative, the storytelling is masterful, and the emotions are raw and honest.
For readers who crave fiction that's both emotionally charged and intellectually stimulating, and anyone who's ever loved, lost or longed, then 'In The Shadows Of Love' is an absolute must-read.
#IntheShadowsOfLove #AwaisKhan
October 6, 2024
A sequel to In the Company of Strangers but reads well as a stand-alone. Mona Ahmed is married to wealthy property tycoon Bilal and they live a luxurious lifestyle in Lahore, Pakistan. Their children are all married apart from the youngest Arslan, who was born after Mona had an affair. Her lover died and she still misses him but her marriage is stronger now and both of them have forgiven past behaviours. Bilal has accepted Arslan as his own and is very close to him. This author writes so well and you can’t help becoming engrossed in this beautifully written and compelling story.
Briefly, everything seems fine until Mona receives an anonymous text ‘I know your secret’ and her world starts to fall apart. Meanwhile Bilal has his own secret he is keeping from his wife and their happy marriage is starting to crack.
Told from three POV’s - those of Mona and Bilal, and Fakhar, the right hand man to Sahab Jee, a notorious and ruthless leader of a kidnapping and ransom gang. I love how the intricacies of Pakistani society are discussed, the backbiting, gossip and unwritten rules of dress and behaviour but there are signs that things can change, albeit slowly. It’s sad that Mona and Bilal still keep secrets from each other after everything they’ve been through. A fast paced and entertaining family drama that kept me glued to the book from the first page to the last. Brilliant ending!
Briefly, everything seems fine until Mona receives an anonymous text ‘I know your secret’ and her world starts to fall apart. Meanwhile Bilal has his own secret he is keeping from his wife and their happy marriage is starting to crack.
Told from three POV’s - those of Mona and Bilal, and Fakhar, the right hand man to Sahab Jee, a notorious and ruthless leader of a kidnapping and ransom gang. I love how the intricacies of Pakistani society are discussed, the backbiting, gossip and unwritten rules of dress and behaviour but there are signs that things can change, albeit slowly. It’s sad that Mona and Bilal still keep secrets from each other after everything they’ve been through. A fast paced and entertaining family drama that kept me glued to the book from the first page to the last. Brilliant ending!
October 31, 2024
While a sequel to A Company of Strangers, this book definitely stands on its own. I absolutely adored this book. I just gobbled it up.
It really gives a good portrayal of how you can be married to someone yet not really know the real person you're married to. A lot is a lack of communication, which both Mona and Bilal are guilty of.
Bilal has really stepped up since the last book and is trying to be a better husband. And Mona is definitely liking it. I like how the two are so committed to each other despite their distancing from each other.
I loved how it shows what you are looking for can be right under your nose. And how many illusions there are in your life. There are a few twists here, which were great. The characters are very well written. as all of Awais Khan's always are. And you get to know Pakistan a little bit more in all his books. Awais has a gift of describing sights so well that you feel you can smell the spices and hear the people he writes about. You can get really immersed in his books. He also does a very good job of showing what life is like as a Pakistani wife and mother. He must have been extremely observant growing up.
My only complaint about Awais's books is that he doesn't have a new one coming out every month. I impatiently wait for the next.
It really gives a good portrayal of how you can be married to someone yet not really know the real person you're married to. A lot is a lack of communication, which both Mona and Bilal are guilty of.
Bilal has really stepped up since the last book and is trying to be a better husband. And Mona is definitely liking it. I like how the two are so committed to each other despite their distancing from each other.
I loved how it shows what you are looking for can be right under your nose. And how many illusions there are in your life. There are a few twists here, which were great. The characters are very well written. as all of Awais Khan's always are. And you get to know Pakistan a little bit more in all his books. Awais has a gift of describing sights so well that you feel you can smell the spices and hear the people he writes about. You can get really immersed in his books. He also does a very good job of showing what life is like as a Pakistani wife and mother. He must have been extremely observant growing up.
My only complaint about Awais's books is that he doesn't have a new one coming out every month. I impatiently wait for the next.
October 26, 2025
When I picked up In the Shadow of Love, I had absolutely no idea that it was a continuation of In the Company of Strangers. The first chapter began with a character named Bilal, and for a moment, I thought, the author must really love this name! But as I continued reading, I realized, to my complete surprise, that this was actually the sequel to In the Company of Strangers.
That realization made me so happy. It felt like unexpectedly meeting old friends after a long time; like stepping back into a familiar house, seeing faces you’ve missed, and catching up with lives that once meant so much to you. There’s a strange kind of comfort in revisiting characters you thought you’d left behind, and that’s exactly what this book gave me.
I won’t go into much detail because I don’t want to spoil it for anyone, but I will say this: the character development in this book is remarkable. Every major character goes through such a profound change that you can actually feel their evolution, from their pain to their growth and redemption.
The story is full of twists and turns (truly unexpected ones). Around 30–40% into the book, I found myself shocked, thinking, wait, what just happened? And just when I thought nothing else could surprise me, another twist came along. For me, this book had the essence of a psychological thriller, with emotional complexity woven beautifully into the plot.
What stayed with me the most, though, was how the story portrays the way love can transform people. Love can soften even the hardest hearts, heal what once was broken, and change the very fabric of who we are.
Without giving anything away, I’ll just say this: sometimes love becomes such an essential part of your existence that living without it feels impossible. When someone has stood beside you through the many seasons of life, including chaos, pain, and joy, that kind of love takes root deep within you. No matter who comes and goes, nothing replaces the love that has weathered storms with you.
In the Shadow of Love isn’t just about romance. For me, it’s about change, forgiveness, and the quiet, enduring power of love that survives time, distance, and damage.
Awais Khan has once again created something beautiful. 💛
That realization made me so happy. It felt like unexpectedly meeting old friends after a long time; like stepping back into a familiar house, seeing faces you’ve missed, and catching up with lives that once meant so much to you. There’s a strange kind of comfort in revisiting characters you thought you’d left behind, and that’s exactly what this book gave me.
I won’t go into much detail because I don’t want to spoil it for anyone, but I will say this: the character development in this book is remarkable. Every major character goes through such a profound change that you can actually feel their evolution, from their pain to their growth and redemption.
The story is full of twists and turns (truly unexpected ones). Around 30–40% into the book, I found myself shocked, thinking, wait, what just happened? And just when I thought nothing else could surprise me, another twist came along. For me, this book had the essence of a psychological thriller, with emotional complexity woven beautifully into the plot.
What stayed with me the most, though, was how the story portrays the way love can transform people. Love can soften even the hardest hearts, heal what once was broken, and change the very fabric of who we are.
Without giving anything away, I’ll just say this: sometimes love becomes such an essential part of your existence that living without it feels impossible. When someone has stood beside you through the many seasons of life, including chaos, pain, and joy, that kind of love takes root deep within you. No matter who comes and goes, nothing replaces the love that has weathered storms with you.
In the Shadow of Love isn’t just about romance. For me, it’s about change, forgiveness, and the quiet, enduring power of love that survives time, distance, and damage.
Awais Khan has once again created something beautiful. 💛
September 16, 2024
A captivating tale of love, heartbreak, and revenge, In the Shadows of Love provides an enthralling and fascinating insight into high-class Lahori society with a glittering cast of colourful characters who jump off the page and a clever, twisty plotline that had me furiously turning the pages desperate to know the outcome and at several points made me gasp out loud! I loved In The Company of Strangers and it’s rare that a sequel measures up to the first, but this does in spades. Khan’s exquisite writing flows seamlessly and pulls the reader in so that you feel you are living every moment and emotion with his characters. A phenomenal follow-up and triumphant return to the glittering world of Pakistani high society.
October 3, 2024
So I’ve done it again…went in to a book without realising it was a sequel! However the author has such an incredible writing ability that I loved the characters from the start and didn’t feel like I missed out too much by not reading the first book. However - I will be going back to read in because I loved this.
I feel like this book had a bit of everything. Lots of family drama and high society in Lahore, kidnappings and romance and I found myself drawn in and wanting to keep reading on.
The author has a wonderful way of writing and I adore the way the story is set and the characters are described. It just was a wonderful read from start to finish.
I feel like this book had a bit of everything. Lots of family drama and high society in Lahore, kidnappings and romance and I found myself drawn in and wanting to keep reading on.
The author has a wonderful way of writing and I adore the way the story is set and the characters are described. It just was a wonderful read from start to finish.
October 5, 2024
This was a story that surprise me as it was ultimately steeped in a culture that I know nothing about and how they function as a society. This was something which had me interested in the story from the beginning as it allowed me to give into my sense of curiosity. This was full of vibrant characters and family dynamics which enhances the character side of the of the novel. What Awais Khan then does to complement this is by creating a vibrant environment which is just as dynamic in nature. I can not wait to see what happens with this author in the future and what stories they bring out for the readers.
August 17, 2025
Mr.Awais has a way with words. While beginning to read ITSOL, I thought I knew the story well enough (considering it is a sequel) only to reach the end and coming to the realization how slowly my perception was completely altered when it came to the characters that were brilliantly crafted.
I had a hard time keeping the book down. Usually, sequels are not as impactful as their prequels however, ITSOL proves otherwise.
The nuanced nature of love parallel with time, envy, repect, realization, regret, comparison and desire is well-depicted.
The language used is so vivid that for a moment it feels you are actually a part of Mona and Bilal's world. Such a page-turner!
I had a hard time keeping the book down. Usually, sequels are not as impactful as their prequels however, ITSOL proves otherwise.
The nuanced nature of love parallel with time, envy, repect, realization, regret, comparison and desire is well-depicted.
The language used is so vivid that for a moment it feels you are actually a part of Mona and Bilal's world. Such a page-turner!
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