An invigorating exploration of a paradigm-shifting and nearly erased first-century scripture about a teenager named Thecla, a story that reveals that the foundation of Christianity is far more radical and embracing of personal and collective change than we are often led to believe.
Meggan Watterson wasn’t raised Christian; she was raised feminist. The sign of the cross invoked fear, judgement, and erasure. Reading the New Testament for the first time at a young age, she couldn’t shake off the sense that there had to be more to god than what she encountered on the page—a father figure, who, going all the way back to Christ, was exclusively attributed to a male succession. Meggan set out to find the scripture that she knew must exist—one that calls us to love each other and fight for our truth. So when she discovered the story of Thecla as a young seminary student, she felt like she finally found the version of Christianity she'd long been searching for.
Thecla, a seventeen-year-old living in Roman-occupied Turkey in 70 AD, is engaged and soon to be married. But when she hears Paul preaching outside her bedroom window, she can’t seem to turn away. Paul’s words about a god who is there to steer humanity away from judgement and towards compassion in a wandering world, transfix her. Enraging her fiancée, she remains by the window, fasting for three days, with an aim to get baptized so she can devote her life to these teachings. He reports Paul to authorities and accuses him of being a seducer; of convincing women to no longer become wives. Paul is sent to prison, and exiled by the governor, who also orders Thecla to be burnt at the stake. But what follows next is the story of a woman who rises above obstacles when she listens to the power that exists within during the onset of a miraculous storm.
As Watterson, a Harvard Divinity trained feminist theologian, takes us on a spirited journey alongside Thecla, she synthesizes scripture, memoir, and politics to finally pass the mic from the Christian right. The result is a revival of a Christianity that too often gets forgotten about—the Christianity that our times are calling to be reclaimed. The same form of Christianity that, with its unwavering commitment to love, presented such a profound threat to existing power structures that it can easily be understood our first ever equal rights movement. The Girl Who Baptized Herself urges us to learn from the radical foundations of it, pushing us to own the innate power that exists inherently within ourselves.
MEGGAN WATTERSON is the author of the Wall Street Journal bestselling Mary Magdalene Revealed, and The Mary Magdalene Oracle, among others. She is a feminist theologian with a Master of Theological Studies from Harvard Divinity School and a Master of Divinity from Union Theological Seminary. She created The House of Mary Magdalene– a spiritual community that studies sacred texts left out of the traditional canon and practices the soul-voice meditation. Her work has appeared in media outlets such as The New York Times, The Huffington Post, TEDxWomen, and Marie Claire.
If you picked up this book, as I did, seeking an in depth analysis of the first century saint, Thecla and her subsequent veneration, prepare to be disappointed. The analysis present mostly consists of the author's thoughts and feelings about the Acts of Paul and Thecla, there is no discussion of current or historical commentaries on the work or how opinions on Thecla might have evolved over time. Indeed in reading this, one might get the impression that no one spoke about Thecla, a saint in both the Catholic and Orthodox churches, between the 4th and 21st centuries.
I would not have found this so annoying had it not been for the fact that the parts of the book not about Thecla are a sort of memoir for the author, Meggan Watterson, and I think I don't particularly like her very much. Watterson likes to bring up that she went to Harvard and all of the very important people she runs in the same circles as. She engages in a sort of "I'm not like other girls" behavior about being a Christian theologian, where she repeatedly states unlike other seminarians, she wasn't seeking ordination and didn't belong to any denomination because her beliefs are too radical and feminist. But her beliefs are basically left wing politics, female ordination, and congregationalism, she would fit in easily at most UU or UCC churches or honestly Quaker meetings. She behaves as though she were the only Feminist Theologian, an effect made worse by her reticence to bring up any other commentaries on the Acts of Paul and Thecla.
I found this narrative choice somewhat bizzare until I got to the end of the book, where she plugs joining her church, sorry online community of classes. You see Watterson is a guru and if she mentioned other denominations or theologians, you the reader might choose to seek them out instead of her. It's clear that Watterson's target audience are lapsed and ex-Christians who've never encountered any kind of left wing or feminist Christianity and upon reading the book will decide they want to hear more from her "radical" stance. I think anyone else who reads this book will feel as I did, disappointed and slightly annoyed.
I do have to give her credit where credit is due, I had no idea someone could write a feminist version of Christian Devotional Literature, but Watterson has done just that.
Thank you to Netgalley for an eARC of this title in exchange for an honest review.
Meggan Watterson continues her teachings from "Mary Magdalene Revealed" and expands upon them in this new book with themes of spiritual sovereignty, personal gnosis, and the transformational power of agape (unconditional divine love). I really enjoyed this book. Watterson's work is an antidote to the spiritual dryness of the contemporary liturgical Christian tradition and the rampant conservatism, patriarchy, and nationalism of American Evangelicism.
While historians, scholars, and theologians may be well aware of apocryphal texts such as the Acts of Paul and Thecla, the Gospel of Mary, the Gospel of Thomas, etc. the average churchgoer/non-academian is not. These texts are not taught in contemporary church settings. Watterson's perspective comes from outside the church (thank God) and is grounded in her theological training, feminist ethos, and her vision and desire for "the Christianity we haven't tried yet" and for us all to "know the power of our worth." She recontextualizes the teachings of Jesus/Yeshua outside of church hierarchy and tradition, making them accessible and powerful for the individual, "churched" or not.
I reccomend reading Watterson's book "Mary Magdalene Revealed" first as this new book builds upon the teachings and perspectives found there.
If you enjoyed this book I recommended A New New Testament: A Bible for the Twenty-first Century Combining Traditional and Newly Discovered Texts ed. Hal Taussig for further reading and reference.
If you enjoy alternative/expanded perspectives on Christian teachings and tradition I would recommend The Way of the Rose by Clark Strand and Perdita Finn, Jesus Feminist by Sarah Bessey, The Making of Biblical Womanhood by Beth Alison Barr, books by Diana Butler Bass, Margaret Starbird, Richard Rohr, Cynthia Bourgealt.
I’ve been reading Meggan’s work for the past decade and never before has it been so timely—this 2000 year old story is STILL GOING ON TODAY, and I think it couldn’t be more timely to learn about Thecla, the heroines journey, and the power of dissent.
I was expecting early church history but ended up gazing at the author's navel along with her against my will. Ending with an invitation to Watterson's online church at the end crossed the line for me from irritating to manipulative. Using a book that's ostensibly about Thecla to pitch what appears to be a cult of (Watterson's) personality gives major cult vibes.
I received an email from the Publisher requesting that I read and review this book, which I was more than happy to do so.. However, had not the Publisher reached out to me, I would, in all likelihood not read this book as it ie somewhat out of my "normal interest". Now I do love a good Theology book, so I thought why not? Before reading I searched for an old book of mine which contains The Acts of Paul and Thecla (as well as others) to familiarize myself with the story.. Doing so piqued my interest even more so (and I recommend prior to reading that you do as well, if for the background. If nothing else) All that to say, I enjoyed reading both the apocryphal story as well as the author's summation of the story and her framing it for a modern audience. The author highlights Thecla's faith, her decision to remain married and becoming a leader in the early church. I found it particularly interesting that the author focused on Thecla's resolve to steadfastly refuse the life that her family and society had chosen for her and willingness to be her own woman, in a society that is not open and accepting of such a decision....much like today's world for so many women and others. I enjoyed reading this and perhaps you may as well.
The Girl Who Baptized Herself promises an exploration of the ancient story of Thecla—a figure whose courage, autonomy, and spiritual authority have inspired readers for centuries. Unfortunately, the book delivers far less of that history than I expected. Instead, Meggan Watterson’s narrative frequently veers into autobiographical reflection, therapeutic anecdotes, and contemporary social commentary. While I normally appreciate a personal connection in nonfiction, this time the balance felt off: the author’s life seemed to eclipse Thecla’s rather than illuminate her.
One of the book’s major weaknesses is its tendency to jump rapidly from subject to subject. Rather than building a cohesive through-line toward understanding Thecla herself, the chapters move unpredictably, making it difficult to stay anchored in the very story the book claims to explore.
Watterson also relies on fairly cliché examples of modern therapeutic modalities—such as EMDR—to shape her reflections, but these sections often feel surface-level rather than thoughtfully integrated into the historical themes. The inclusion of widely known feminist issues, like the Larry Nassar scandal, further reinforces this sense of thematic scatter. While these topics are important, their presence here feels more like an obligatory reference than a meaningful connection to Thecla’s legacy. As a result, the book’s contemporary lens overwhelms the ancient narrative instead of enriching it.
Another surprising detour is the amount of attention given to Mary Magdalene. Watterson is known for her work on Mary Magdalene, and her admiration is clear, but the repeated focus feels misplaced in a book ostensibly dedicated to Thecla. The effect is a dilution of the central subject: by the end, I felt as though I had learned very little about Thecla’s story, her role in early Christian tradition, or the significance of her influence.
In the end, The Girl Who Baptized Herself reads more like a memoir woven with spiritual reflections than a substantive engagement with its titular figure. Readers who enjoy Watterson’s personal voice may find value here, but those seeking depth, clarity, or historical insight into Thecla may come away disappointed—as I did.
As a creed-affirming Christian, I disagree with many of Megan’s presuppositions about the evolution of Christianity and the canonization process. She is a feminist first and a Christian second, and this book reads as such. That said, Thecla is a fascinating character in the early church, and there’s not a whole lot about her out there. Unfortunately, I found this book to be as much about the author’s personal life as Thecla’s. If you are interested in the gnostic gospels as an academic pursuit, I recommend reading Karen King, who I disagree with on most everything, but is a serious scholar.
More memoir with sprinkles of Thecla. Some takeaways:
Crumbs are no longer delicious
We are each only as far from power as we are from our own embodiment
Everything is going to be alright not because it is, but because there is nothing that exists outside of me that this love inside of me cannot meet
“Freeing yourself was one thing, claiming ownership of that freed self was another.” -Toni Morrison
“The abandoned one at the heart of the addiction is the soul of the potentially conscious woman, the virgin, one-in-herself. She is the one who needs food. Her food is the food of the creative imagination.” -Marion Woodman, The Pregnant Virgin
“What is within you will save you” - Thomas’ gnostic gospel
Here we go again. Watterston baited me yet again with a badass-sounding book purportedly containing a feminist reading of a long-discarded early Christian text (the first was her Mary Magdalene book.) I was really excited to learn about Thecla. But nah, once again I took the bait and got the switch: a self-indulgent memoir that contains shallow and immature theology to boot. At least with her Mary Magdalene book, Watterson turned me onto the much more rigorous scholarship and spiritual practice of Cynthia Bourgeault. The Thecla book does not cite anyone as respected and well-established as Bourgeault.
Meggan needs a new editor. This fell flat for me. I was hoping to learn more about Thecla but her story was overshadowed by Meggan’s personal testimony and stories comparing herself to Thecla. If that was truly the focus, it should have been clearly communicated in the book summary. I loved her last book and her personal anecdotes felt meaningful and well-placed in that book. Here, they feel scatterbrained and more like a stream-of-consciousness. I also didn’t enjoy the constant parallels the Meggan drew between herself and Thecla. It didn’t feel humble to frame the book as being about Thecla and letting her finally have the floor, only for the author to then focus on herself instead. Very disappointed in this book. Giving a 2nd star because I did enjoy the story of Thecla when it was shared.
I actually liked her first book. I was ready. Open-minded. Hopeful. But this? This was like sitting through a TED Talk that forgot to include any facts. Imagine marketing a book as a fresh look at Saint Thecla - and then writing 90% of it about yourself? Babe, if you're going to ride on Thecla's name, at least let the girl have the mic.
Let’s get the obvious out of the way: yes, this book is “empowered.” Yes, it’s “feminist.” Yes, it’s vaguely mystical in that incense-burning, oracle-card-pulling, “the moon is my mother” kind of way. But what it isn’t? Theologically sound. Historically accurate. Even remotely curious about what the Catholic Church actually teaches.
Case in point: Watterson studied theology - Harvard Divinity, no less - and somehow doesn’t know the Our Father? And when she starts talking about how Christianity devalues the body? I nearly threw the book across the room. I mean, have you met Saint John Paul II? He literally wrote:
“The body, and only the body, is capable of making visible what is invisible: the spiritual and the divine.” (Theology of the Body, General Audience, Feb 20, 1980)
The Church doesn’t hate the body. The Church elevates it. Sacraments are physical. Grace incarnates. Jesus took on flesh. Mary was assumed body and soul. Catholicism is the most embodied religion on the planet. This whole “the body is bad” bit? That’s Gnosticism, hon. You're reading from the wrong heresy.
She also claims Christianity ties worth to productivity. Again - what? The Catechism says:
“The dignity of the human person is rooted in his creation in the image and likeness of God.” (CCC 1700) Not your hustle. Not your output. Not your metrics. You're valuable because you are. Period.
But Meggan’s not here for theology, is she? She’s here for vibes. And merch. Because the entire final section of this book is basically a pitch for her spiritual girlboss collective - I mean “church” - where you can pay to hear more of her “teachings.” I came for early Church badassery. I got a branded self-help funnel.
And let’s talk about the oh-so-subtle implication running through this whole thing: that the Catholic Church devalues women. Sis, please. The Church venerates more female saints than male. Four women are Doctors of the Church: Teresa of Ávila, Catherine of Siena, Thérèse of Lisieux, and Hildegard of Bingen - whose theological and spiritual insights literally shape doctrine. Women have led reform, founded orders, challenged popes, and had mystical visions that redirected the course of Catholic history. If you’re not seeing that, it’s because you’re not looking. Or worse, you’re deliberately ignoring the data to sell a narrative that flatters your brand.
Here’s the thing: there is a real hunger for feminine voices in Christian history. There is a deep need to recover women’s stories. Thecla deserves better than being a sidebar in someone’s memoir. So do the women reading this, hoping for something rooted, ancient, and true.
If you want actual theology? Look elsewhere. If you want to light a candle, talk about the sacred feminine, and misquote Aquinas? Meggan’s got you.
2 out of 5. One star for the cover. One star for reminding me how much I love the actual Church.
Meggan Watterson’s *The Girl Who Baptized Herself* is a compelling and nuanced exploration of feminine spirituality, self-empowerment, and the quest for authentic divine connection. Watterson navigates the sacred landscape with scholarly rigor and poetic introspection, challenging conventional religious paradigms and inviting readers into a deeply personal journey of spiritual awakening.
At its core, the book functions as an introspective voyage that interrogates the cultural and theological constructs surrounding femininity and spirituality. Watterson employs a navigational approach—guiding readers through her own transformative experiences, historical discourses, and mythopoetic symbolism—creating a layered narrative that is as scholarly as it is empathetic. She meticulously excavates ancient wisdom, especially the Life of Mary Magdalene, weaving these threads into a modern tapestry that affirms the divine within the feminine experience.
One of the most insightful aspects of *The Girl Who Baptized Herself* is Watterson’s capacity to blend academic inquiry with personal narrative. Her reflections are richly textured, revealing a layered consciousness that grapples with the societal impositions on female spirituality. Her introspective tone invites readers to undertake their own journey of self-baptism—an act of reclaiming the sacredness of the human existence. Thecla is more real than ever (and for so long she wasn't).
I am grateful that this book has blessed the scene for such a time as this. Every human can benefit from reading it. I’m a fan of Meggan’s previous works and this one will surely become a new favorite. One of the things I most enjoy about Meggan’s books is how she applies the teachings from these sacred texts to things she’s experienced and in so doing, has provided us with an example of how, we too, can apply these teachings to our lives. Meggan presents the events of Thecla’s journey in stages: 1) the jolt, 2) a new way of seeing what might be possible, 3) the door opens and we dare to walk through, 4) pilgrimage/adventure, 5) death, 6) learn how to be our own and 7) the return to the place where the call first came, and she divides the book accordingly to show not only Thecla’s journey through these stages but her own. Meggan’s writing has always been revelatory for me, someone who loves the scholarly deep dive into these texts while also loving to see how the author has experienced these texts. We are instructed on how to reclaim the power we have forgotten we hold, and I was witnessed simply through reading Meggan's words. If you are looking for how the teachings of the Acts of Paul and Thecla can be applied in your life, this is the book for you.
Watterson’s latest book, a feminist exploration of the apocryphal early Christian text “The Acts of Paul and Thecla,” felt like a continuation of her previous book, Mary Magdalene Revealed. Unfortunately, the issues that plagued that book are present in this one: a disjointed narrative that could have benefitted from more editing and structure, and too much reliance on personal stories to drive home how she wanted readers to perceive the first-century text.
The book finally seemed to gain its focus about halfway through, and from there, Watterson’s textual exegesis really sang. I especially appreciated the background into Roman history of the first four centuries CE, as that fully explained why early Christianity was so counter-cultural instead of aligned with empire, which it became after Constantine rose to power and became a Christian.
Overall, I liked this book despite its organizational and narrative flaws. I enjoyed learning more about an apocryphal text I had never read or heard of before. I truly believe those who are Christian or interested in Biblical development should read this book to see the diversity of stories that were present in early Christianity.
First, let me begin by sharing that I absolutely adore this author. Meggan Watterson’s writing is a beautiful weaving of the personal and the scholarly, a dance between mind, heart, body, and soul. She carries a rare gift for sinking into the depths of the stories behind scripture, gathering their threads, and crafting them into a tapestry of lessons, empowerment, and spiritual perspectives that can live and breathe in our daily lives.
When I first opened this book, I imagined it would be arranged differently. I’m grateful it wasn’t.
This book is alive. I underlined, circled, highlighted, and tabbed so many passages that I can’t possibly lend out my copy. As I read, it became more than a book. It became my journal, my mirror. Thecla’s story walked beside me, inviting me inward, into the quiet places of my own soul, guiding me through a spiritual experience that was deeply personal and profoundly moving.
I recommend this book to the seeker, the practitioner, the student, the facilitator, to anyone who is ready to be met exactly where they are, and to be gently invited into their own power, their own embodiment, their own fullness.
Thank you NetGalley and Random House for the ARC in exchange for an honest review.
I can’t remember the last time I highlighted a book as often as this one. This book is a beautiful meeting of history, theology, personal stories and self help. Facts are presented alongside passages that read almost as poetry. Maybe I just stumbled upon this one at a time in my life when I particularly needed to hear its messages but this one really got to me and I can see myself rereading it often. As someone who believes deeply in a god-power that exists in us all, but am most definitely not Christian, there are so many rich treasures in this book that give me a deeper appreciation for any religious text that aims to bring deep love into our lives.
There has never been a better time for the story of Tecla to be illuminated and there has never been a better person to do this work than Meggan Watterson.
There are so many layers of Goodness in this book that I can only illustrate with the overwhelming amount of highlights I did. The knowledge of theology, the context offered, the feminist lense, the personal stories, so, so powerful, make this book a revolutionary act. There is so much soul here, so much love, like thick honey dripping from the pages.
For no reason I could specifically name I have waited for this book with such an impatience, I counted the days until it got published. Yet, I could not have anticipated its greatness and its effect. I am just blown away.
I rarely come across books about the early Christian church (Jesus Movement). I was aware that before the fourth century, women had an equal standing and served as deacons. I loved reading about Thecla and her story interpreted by Watterson and combined with her story as well. This book is very powerful and probably needs more than one reading to meditate on salient ideas. The writing (hence the four star rating) was choppy for me. I was confused by certain aspects of Watterson’s life story. A lot needed to be inferred which was alright I suppose. Overall the main idea of connecting with your heart comes through loud and clear. This is the most important way for any of us to live. I liked the questions at the end. They are good to go over for a reread.
Many fascinating ideas in this deeply empathetic, humanist, feminist redefining of Christianity. Watterson proposes an alternative model of Christian practice rooted in radical self acceptance and true equality for all through interpretation of Thecla’s lost story in an excised scripture. Particularly compelling were Watterson’s explorations into Roman motivations for making such edits.
While some portions of the text felt a bit padded and too self-referential for my taste, the content remained riveting and poetically articulated. I love Watterson’s boldness in presenting feminist mysticism as core to the proper practice of true Christian values. Radical stuff!
I've owned this book for 10 days and I've read it twice. No doubt a third time is coming. Thecla's story is archetypal and each time I engage with it, I discover something new about myself. That I am the spiritual authority in my own life. That I am worthy of the vision that calls to me. That in reclaiming my power today, I am acting on behalf of my female ancestors and grandchildren's grandchildren. Thank you Meggan for making this ancient story known at a time when we are desperately in need of the teachings of the sacred feminine. Your writing is accessible, relatable and deeply compassionate.
Thecla is a teenage girl listening to Paul talk about love. She wants to join his venture but is trapped in a world that expects her to marry and have children. Instead, she defies patriarchy. This is her story. The author also shares bits of her story as she reminds readers that we all have power if we choose to take it. Some of my key takeaways revolve around love. It's a powerful force that can transform us. Love can bring us and others back to life. Love equips us to defy the powers of religion, government, and other oppressive sources. Love liberates us. Love ignites courage inside us. Love is a force that ignites us, reveals our full potential, empowers us, and brings us to life.
The most powerful parts of this book were learning about a group of almost lost first century writings, rejected from the canon of scripture (likely due to their messaging on knowing God within, written by strong women in leadership). Thecla’s story is riveting and I want to know more about her.
The book tries to blend a theology, memoir, and exegesis, and not always skillfully. The theology reads more as opinion and the memoir sections seem randomly added.
Overall, a valuable book, that while clunky at times, has some powerful take homes.
This is written by a feminist and it shows! I REALLY enjoyed the theology and history, and learning more about Saint Thecla. No doubt this author is a well learned theologian. The personal anecdotes definitely almost all were cringe (i.e the author “baptizing” herself in the ocean wearing a wedding gown; the author throwing herself on the ground in a French chapel; the authors ex partner sobbing in couples therapy; the author being a hospital chaplain and not knowing the Lords Prayer… etc). Without all the cringy personal stories this was a great historical novel!!
Truly outstanding study of The Acts of Paul and Thecla and the text’s relation to The Acts in the New Testament and other works that were thrown out by the 4th century patriarchs that curated what we know as The Bible. Not only the power of the story of Thecla, but how she pertains to all of us now today. This is a must-read regardless of your faith and background. It’s beautifully written and important. Her story deserves elevating.
Another favorite by Meggan Watterson. I especially love how she weaves her story throughout her discovery of Thecla's scripture. The "Great Lion of God" has been one of the Saints I enjoyed reading about most. He comes to life here, as a human, and flawed, man of his time, as seen through the eyes of a young girl who followed him. It makes all the stories about Saint Paul that much more real. I'm looking forward to reading this book again (listening to Meggan read it on Audible).
The Girl Who Baptized Herself lit a fire in me—so many lightbulb moments I lost track. Thecla’s story left me feeling profoundly empowered to show up fully as my authentic self, without apology or permission. I’m so glad Meggan brought her back to us out of erasure as a powerful role model for living our truth.