Narration - A; Story - B- (4 and a bit stars!)
Fly Away Home is an engaging, low-angst contemporary romance in which a mystery writer falls for the hot detective who – very briefly – suspects he may be up to no good. The reasons for that are a bit silly; author Colson Delacourt, in a café while talking on the phone to his bestie about the plot of his next book, decides to put on a bit of a show for the group of eaversdroppers at the next table and starts talking about how he’s going to knock his next victim – a rich old lady - over the head or stab her and cut up the body. When they’re suitably shocked, he heads out and grinning, tells them to have a lovely day and “I hope you get home safely… and in one piece.”
When his neighbour, Millie, is the victim of an attack, the nosy parkers point Detective Harper Rose in Colson’s direction, but fortunately, the misunderstanding is cleared up quickly. It’s an unusual meet-cute, for sure, and both men have reasons for not wanting to become romantically involved with anyone, but the pull of the attraction that flared between them at that first meeting is too strong to resist. They start hooking up regularly, planning to keep things between them casual. Harper certainly seems to have no trouble with that, but after a while, his general cageyness about his personal life, his refusal to spend the night or to elaborate about why he won’t stay starts to bother Colson. They agreed no strings – but the more they see each other, the more Colson realises he’d like a shot at something more with the handsome detective. Harper, too, is smitten and starting to think that maybe he could bend his self-imposed rules and start something real with Colson, but isn't sure he's willing to risk it after a previous relationship crashed and burned.
Harper’s behaviour towards Colson - letting Colson think he’s little more than a convenient place for Harper to get his dick wet - makes him hard to like at times, but in his PoV the listener is allowed to know his reasons for being wary of starting a proper relationship. Harper is responsible for the care of his quadriplegic brother, David, whom he loves very much and regards as his number one priority, and he made the mistake of bringing his previous boyfriend into their family life only to find that he didn’t want anything to do with David and wanted Harper to put him in a home. Harper can’t risk that again, to get close to someone and allow them into David’s life only to find they can’t accept that he and his brother are a package deal. Getting to witness Harper’s interactions with David, his obvious love for and devotion to his brother is truly heartwarming – although I would have liked for him to fess up to Colson sooner than he does.
Colson has a difficult relationship with his parents, who won’t accept that he’s gay; his mother is especially crass in that she keeps talking about how he’s just going through a phase and that he’ll eventually return to being ‘normal’. Having begun his career with a couple of huge bestsellers, he got burnt-out and has been struggling with writer’s block for several years; the book he’s talking about at the beginning is the first time he’s felt fired-up about a project in years and he’s really excited about being able to write again. He’s also struggling to trust again after his previous boyfriend cheated on him and left him when Colson was at his lowest ebb.
Once Harper gets over himself and stops jerking Colson around, they make a good couple, and once Harper sees how caring, patient and understanding Colson is with his brother, he realises how dumb he’d been in holding back. (As a side note, I wish Colson had encouraged Harper to get some therapy or join a support group or something – he’s so clearly bottling a load of stuff up that he needs to deal with and isn’t.) Their romance is sweet as they learn to move past old hurts and open up to each other, finding real love and the family neither had expected. There’s a strongly written secondary cast – I especially loved Luis, David’s live-in carer - and it seems to me that the disability rep is pretty good. On the downside, the book feels a bit overlong, and I would have liked Harper to acted more maturely towards Colson – he blows hot and cold for too long and should have talked to him about David earlier. There were a few things that stuck out to me as somewhat implausible in terms of the police work and Colson’s writing (authors writing about fictional authors don’t always make the best judgments!) and some cringey dialogue, especially in that opening scene.
The upside of this book being that bit overlong is that I got to spend a bit more time listening to the fabulous J.F. Harding, which is never a bad or unwelcome thing ;) He’s one of my favourite narrators whose name on the cover of an audiobook will always make me look twice, and he delivers an excellent performance here. The narration is well-paced and clearly enunciated, with a good range of vocalisations for the various secondary characters (his ‘little old lady’ voice is always a hoot when he brings it out!) and clear differentiation between them. His interpretation of the two leads is spot on – he gives Harper this low-pitched sometimes growly tone that is completely right for the grumpy, closed-off detective, while Colson’s dialogue is pitched higher with a lighter tone and has a more good-natured feel to it. He does a great job of conveying the growing emotional connection between the leads and I especially liked his portrayal of the friendship between Harper and Luis, who is just as devoted to David as Harper, and who isn’t afraid to call Harper out for being an idiot.
Fly Away Home is a heartfelt character-driven romance that, while not groundbreaking, is nonetheless enjoyable. J.F. Harding’s terrific performance takes the story to the next level, and earns the audiobook version an overall recommendation.