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220 pages, Unknown Binding
First published June 7, 2014









“I’ve never fucked anyone without a condom but I can’t stand the thought of not feeling every inch of you on my cock.”

Seventeen years old when he broke my heart.
Seventeen days later when another picked up the pieces.
Seventeen years together.
Seventeen thousand problems.
Seventeen days of reliving my past and finding a new future.
Seventeen minutes until it all went up in flames.
Seventeen breaths until I took my last.
This is my story…and it’s going to burn.
“You were my fire, Collin. I lost the desire to play with it when you left.”
The thing about time is, it moves achingly slow when you’re doing something you hate and it flies faster than the speed of light when you’re doing something you love. Time is a fickle bitch.


Seventeen years old when he broke my heart.
Seventeen days later when another picked up the pieces.
Seventeen years together.
Seventeen thousand problems.
Seventeen days of reliving my past and finding a new future.
Seventeen minutes until it all went up in flames.
Seventeen breaths until I took my last.
This is my story…and it’s going to burn.
"We have a history and, even though it was another lifetime ago, there are some things you just don't forget or get over."
"I'm an open book. If you want to know something, all you have to do is ask. I know this is fast and everything about it is fucking insane, but everything about it also feels right. I have thought about you every single day for seventeen years. I don't know where this thing is going with us ... but I'm not going anywhere."





I let him stick his hand down my pants and he thanked me with a note that said ‘it’s just not working out between us.’







“What am I going to do with you, Collin McDaniels? You make me want things I haven’t thought about in years. You make me dream things I never thought possible.”
He shrugs and uses the tips of his fingers to brush my bangs out of my eyes. “It’s never too late to live your dreams. You just have to want them enough to make them come true.”
Wanna know why Phina is my best friend? Please tell me how many women would walk away from a make-out session with a gorgeous fireman without a single protest.







"Fuck, the things I want to do to your body should be illegal."
"The silence in my house engulfs me. I close my eyes and breathe for the first time in months."

"I'm probably going to regret everything about this night, aren't I? Finnley asks Phina with a laugh."
My lips brush her ear to whisper, "Hopefully you won't regret everything about tonight"
"Collin and I both had a strange fascination with fire and I've always wondered if that was one of the reasons I was drawn to him. Collin and I looked at fire and saw possibilities. He saw the opportunity to save a life, and I saw a chance to make something beautiful."

“You were my fire Collin. I lost the desire to play with it when you left.”
"You're playing with fire, Lee (his nickname for Finnley) he growls as I shift my hips against him until I can feel the hardness of his obvious arousal."
"Open your eyes, Lee. I want you to watch me suck your clit into my mouth and push my tongue inside you."
"Do you want me to fuck you up against this wall, Finnley?" he whispers, running his hand back up my thigh until he's clutching my bare ass."
“You are everything to me, Finnley, everything. I have loved you since I was fifteen years old and I’m never going to stop.”
"The look in Collin’s eyes as he continues to turn up the bass tells me he is definitely going to fuck me like an animal right now. And he’ll make me love every dirty minute of it."
"Once wasn’t enough. Twice wasn’t sufficient. Every day until I die wouldn’t stop the burn."

I know it’s wrong to be having impure thoughts about a married woman, but I can’t bring myself to give a fuck. She was my girl first. We have a history and, even though it was another lifetime ago, there are something you just don’t forget or get over. Finnley Morgan-Castillo is the one thing I’ve never forgot.
Or gotten over.
“I know this is fast and everything about it is fucking insane, but everything about it also feels right. I have thought about you every single day for seventeen years. I don’t know where this thing is going with us and I know you’ve got some personal shit you’re working through, but I’m not going anywhere.”
“I would have sacrificed everything to make your dreams come true, Lee,” he tells me softly.
“You are everything to me, Finnley, everything. I have loved you since I was fifteen years old and I’m never going to stop.”
BLURB:
Seventeen years old when he broke my heart.
Seventeen days later when another picked up the pieces.
Seventeen years together.
Seventeen thousand problems.
Seventeen days of reliving my past and finding a new future.
Seventeen minutes until it all went up in flames.
Seventeen breaths until I took my last.
This is my story…and it’s going to burn.

“Falling in love again… happens when you least expect it, when you realize that a part of your heart and soul always remained in the hands of another. It happens when your past collides with your present and shapes your future.”