Marinovich: Outside the Lines in Football, Art, and Addiction

by Todd Marinovich, Lizzy Wright

One of the most misunderstood professional athletes of his generation, America’s “Robo Quarterback” finally sets the record straight, exposing his childhood trauma, battle with addiction, and path toward self-acceptance with brutal honesty and profound humility.

For years, the national media has been left unchecked for its careless, incomplete, and often inaccurate portrayal of Todd Marinovich’s meteoric rise to fame, cataclysmic collapse, and unsteady path to self-realization.

Now, for the first time, Todd tells his story in his own words, and nothing is off limits.

Marinovich dives into the making of America’s first “test-tube athlete,” detailing Todd’s upbringing under his father’s unconventional care and his early entry into elite athletics along with its relentless spotlight. Readers will examine the inner workings of the mythical “Robo Quarterback,” but they will also meet an artist and free spirit who just happened to be one of the nation’s best football players. Todd holds nothing back as he tells of his jaw-dropping exploits both on and off the football field, sharing how the merciless grip of addiction unraveled his life even as his success in football reached dream-worthy heights.

As the profit machine of youth sports reaches a crescendo and a mental health epidemic rages, Todd’s inspiring path to healing and purpose offers desperately needed hope. Marinovich is more than a soul-baring account of one man’s it is a call to embrace one’s truth, to defy external pressures, and to cultivate the resilience necessary to recover from inevitable setbacks. Ultimately, Todd’s shocking life experience is hard-won proof that the most powerful force within each of us is love.

Genres: Football, Memoir, Sports

256 pages, Hardcover

Published August 5, 2025

Reviews

[Brendan Crowley · Rating 5 out of 5]

A really interesting book. Read it almost in one sitting. It is a story of addiction above all and told with a level of honesty that is very impactful.

I anticipated something very different in terms of how he would talk about his Dad but he isn't interested in recounting every little detail of his childhood training but rather telling an emotionally honest story.

excellent book

[Tanner Olson · Rating 5 out of 5]

Marinovich was an introspective and intense look into the life of former NFL Quarterback Todd Marinovich. He speaks on various points in his football career spanning from his first time getting cracked in youth football all the way through his NFL and CFL careers. This book also focuses on his often misunderstood relationship with his dad, along with the struggles with addiction throughout his life.

I really appreciated Todd’s openness and honesty throughout this book. It was refreshing to read a book about an athlete that wasn’t focused solely on their statistics and career accomplishments, but more on a deeper level focusing on what drove him to be great as well as his constant back and forth battle with addiction that ultimately contributed to his career not working out as he imagined.

This was such an interesting read to me. This book progressed quickly. The storytelling along with the candidness of the details is what really made this a captivating book that I struggled to put down.

I would highly recommend this book to anyone, not just sports fans! Special thanks to NetGalley, BenBella Books, and Todd Marinovich for the opportunity to read this advanced copy in exchange for my honest and fair opinion

[John Barnes]

Wow - a heartbreaking portrait of what addiction can do to ruin your life and how an unstable self view can really impact your entire life. An intimate portrait of the downward spiral of one of the most infamous college football and first round NFL draft choices.

[Lance · Rating 4 out of 5]

Todd Marinovich was seemingly born to be a football player. Not only did he show great promise as a quarterback in his days playing youth football, his father was Marv Marinovich, a former NFL player and coach. While he achieved success in high school and college football (the latter at USC) and was a first round draft pick of the then-Los Angeles Raiders, there was a demon Todd was battling: addiction. This memoir is a very good account by Todd of his struggles battling the disease.

I used “disease” because that’s how Marinovich described it for both himself and his father, although that didn’t occur until near the end of the book. He said Marv’s addiction (what he always called his father, never “Dad” or something similar) was physical conditioning and coaching while his was drugs and alcohol. While his story is not unique, this was written with quite a different tone than other sports memoirs.

This is because Marinovich doesn’t focus on his childhood or his playing career. Due to his addiction, his time with the Raiders was brief, but did have some good games. After several attempts at recovery, he caught on in the Canadian Football League, but that didn’t pan out. He played one season in the Arena Football League and was named Rookie of the Year but like with all his other football teams (even at USC) he never could stay away from drugs.

Instead of football, Marinovich concentrated on telling the darker side of his struggles. He gives some very detailed and painful accounts of his arrests, failed rehabilitation sessions, and failed relationships including with his family. Even though he currently is living a decent life in Hawaii coaching youth football and crafting his artistic talent, he makes it clear that addiction is something he is still fighting every day. This is what makes this such a powerful book. It’s clear that he has many regrets and knows his issues but is trying every day to overcome them. Todd Marinovich must receive at least some praise for opening up like this to the world.

I wish to thank Ben Bella Books for providing a copy of the book via NetGalley. The opinions expressed in this review are solely my own.

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[Mike Kennedy · Rating 4 out of 5]

The story of Todd Marinovich told by Todd Marinovich. This story is not for the faint of heart. It is a heartbreaking story of addiction that Todd still fights to this day. You can’t tell this story with out Marv Marinovich, Todd’s dad, who trained his son from a young age to be a football superstar. When Todd was four, he was running four miles a day. Instead of pizza and hot dogs, Todd was fed Chicken breasts and brown rice. Todd started at a powerful California High School as a freshman and then transferred to another as a Junior because Marv wanted more coaching. After breaking high school records and winner awards, Todd went on to star at USC, and then saw himself drafted in the first round by his hometown LA Raiders. Unfortunately, his hall of fame career never materialized as booze and drugs saw him out of the league in a few short years.

I was familiar with the Todd Marinovich story, but a learned a lot more from listening to this book. It was interesting to hear Todd push back on the narrative that it was his father who pushed him into football, although it is hard to believe there isn’t at least a little bit of truth in that. Being young when Todd was in the NFL, I was not aware of the depths he sunk to fuel his addiction.

As I mentioned this book has some sad and disturbing aspects to it, so it is not for everyone. I do think that the author does seem sincere when he is talking about his life and his addictions. He doesn’t sugarcoat it, and he shares all his ups and downs. He admits it is still a daily struggle, but he keeps fighting everyday.

Todd Marinovich was a football player, but this isn’t only a football book. This is a story about addiction and the daily struggles addicts have trying to stay sober. I am glad I read this book even if it wasn’t always uplifting. Thank you Todd Marinovich, Netgalley, Brilliance Publishing, and Brilliance Audio for a free advanced readers copy for an honest review.

[Nate Bragg · Rating 4 out of 5]

A powerful and painful autobiography on the Robo QB Todd Marinovich told in his own words charting his rise and fall in football, his relationship with his family, and the perils and struggles of addiction that defined his life far more that anything happened on the field.

This was a fast but at times challenging read and Marinovich gives readers a glimpse into the self-loathing and pain that fuelled his addictions while also providing hope for what we all hope will be a bright future.

As far as sports memoirs go, this is quite strong and doesn’t shy away from presenting both the literal and figurative highs and crushing lows of the author’s life. It does challenge a lot of the common media narrative that Marv’s relentless training methods were responsible for his son’s demons and does so in a really intriguing and thought provoking way.

It’s always great to hear stories of addicts who find a way to rebuild from their addiction and it seems like Marinovic is now managing to do so with the support of his family and through outlets like art and coaching.

This book left me as a reader with many questions as to how the media, storytellers, fans, coaches and trainers can contribute to young athletes’ struggles with hype and expectations and what a better way would include.

I recommend anyone interested in the NFL, healthy/unhealthy athlete development and those interested in sports media pick this up, you’ll be left with ideas to ponder.

Thanks to NetGalley and Brilliance Publishing for providing me with an ARC of the Audiobook in exchange for an honest review.

4.5/5 Stars

[Michelle · Rating 4 out of 5]

Memoirs hold a special place in my heart after publishing my own in 2022.I was drawn to read Marinovich: Outside the Lines in Football, Art, and Addiction by Todd Marinovich for a variety of reasons, first of which is that I absolutely love football. I was unfamiliar with this quarterback since he was from the West Coast and I’m a Chicago Bears fan, but I was intrigued to hear his story. Typically memoirs paint a picture of a life and allow readers to learn from it, and this book did that in a gut-wrenching way.

The author struggled with addiction for most of his life. The depictions of his party-driven lifestyle and rock-bottom moments were not something to which I could relate, but I did understand the feeling of being compelled to do something that is not in my best interests.I hoped he would get clean, and each time he relapsed, I hoped the next time would be different.

This book is good for someone who wants to gain insight into addiction. While there is a great deal of football in the book, the focus truly is on his drug problem and the mayhem it caused in both his football career and family life. Sports fans will appreciate the gametime narrative. Art shows up in the book, but not enough to warrant a position in the title of the memoir. Be forewarned, the book contains adult situations and vulgar language.

I listened to the audiobook and it was a quick read.I would give this book 4 out of 5 stars.Thank you to NetGalley and Brilliance Audio for the ARC. All opinions are my own.

[Reed Flom · Rating 5 out of 5]

Suprizing really good!

When picking up this book I was looking for the Marinovich method to learn about it and possibly implement aspects of it in my curriculum at my karate Dojo in Yokohama Japan.

I found out rather quickly this was not the book for that.

Although the book wasn't what I was looking for I was pulled in by Todd's story, which is the story of millions of people in America. I have family members who didn't survive their battles with addictions. This book sheds light on the personal battles one goes through with drug addiction.

Although this is about his addiction to drugs I feel the internal struggle is universal through all destructive addictions.

I recommend this book to anyone suffering from or knows someone suffering it offers an outsider some perspective.

[Jmlanier1 · Rating 5 out of 5]

As a contemporary to Todd, I followed his high school, college, and pro football career. I was a few years behind and played high school and college football in the Midwest. I was always intrigued by Marv’s and Todd’s training/nutrition regiment. I did not know the demons Todd was fighting. Addiction is real and eventually sabotaged Todd’s promising young career a couple years in with the Raiders. Credit to Todd for his transparency and ownership of his life. Also credit to Todd for giving Marv his due and shutting down much of the media’s misinformation surrounding Marv. Thank you for sharing your story Todd and I wish you the best in your continued sobriety.

[Orrie Yaugo · Rating 4 out of 5]

It's amazing how easy a bust like Marinovich can be forgotten. When I was a Senior in High School and all through college, Todd was supposed to be the next....GOAT...He had all the tools..but one major setback...no willpower & a prodigious addiction for any illegal substance he could get his hands on.
In this book, Marinovich comes clean in admitting the overtake of drugs to his dreams and aspirations. Even while making it all the way to the NFL, it didn't matter...lies, denial and no accountability. Sad to bring this back as it was such a big deal in my youth but hopefully his mistakes will help someone overcome his.

[Brittany Trofimovich · Rating 4 out of 5]

Wow! This book was enjoyable and eye opening. I honestly had no idea who Todd Marinovich was, but was intrigued by his story and wanted to learn more about him. His resilience and road to recovery is one to applaud. I loved reading about the relationship he had with his dad, Marv/Buzzy, from his point of view.

I listened to the audio of this book and Braden Wright did such a great job of bringing Todd's memoir to life.

Thank you, NetGalley, for an audio arc copy in exchange for my honest review.

[Ingrid · Rating 3 out of 5]

Having little knowledge of Todd Marinovich but having heard some of his story I was surprised with the things he chose to include in his story. There was a great retelling of his career as a football quarterback but not much reflection as to why he did the things he did, it lacked deep insight. It is very admirable that he takes full responsibility for all his actions and he mentions this a couple of times in the book.

[Tony Pisano · Rating 4 out of 5]

Excellent book. Quick read, very well written and easy flowing especially for a sports biography. Seemed to be a very cathartic retrospective for Marinovich and made it enjoyable for the reader as well. Shows how tough addiction really can be especially in a highly competitive life.

[Kristin · Rating 5 out of 5]

I loved this book and read it in a single day. Todd’s willingness to be painfully honest and deeply vulnerable drew me in from the first page. His ability to take us with him—through the chaos, the reckoning, and the rebuilding—is both moving and illuminating.

[Jory Kunzman · Rating 5 out of 5]

A well written and raw look at a very controversial player in the history of the game

[Bridgette · Rating 5 out of 5]

*well-written and easy to read
*powerful, full of emotion
*kept my interest from cover to cover
*highly recommend

[NonFiction 24/7 · Rating 5 out of 5]

Wow

[Richard · Rating 5 out of 5]

This was a good read. An autobiography by Todd Marinovich. Chronicles his early success and fall in sports and life. He now finds peace in Hawaii.

[Phillip Hatfield · Rating 4 out of 5]

Marinovich!!

Good read!
Marinovich paints an honest picture of his life and problems.
Could have been longer and give more “inside baseball” knowledge on training and football, but still works.
I hope Marinovich stays clean and succeeds!