I shall start by saying that alongside Silco and Vi, Ambessa is one of my favourite characters in Arcane. She is a manipulative and violent warmonger. A proud and arrogant warrior who will have everything go her way and will do whatever it takes to achieve that. And a mother who loves her children but is so blinded by her own narrow perspective that she believes the best way she can protect and care for them is with a forceful fist. Ambessa Medarda is a woman unabashedly herself with all her imperfections and sins. She is a person I would utterly despise to my very bones if she had been a real person.
So why the fuck do I absolutely love her as a character? Even more so after reading her book?
In Ambessa: Chosen of the Wolf, we travel to the past with a slightly younger Ambessa and a much younger Mel where a succession crisis occurs in the Medarda household as the head of the Medardas, Menelik, dies and our eponymous protagonist is accused by her rival and cousin, Ta'Fik, as having killed him. And if you know anything about politics, this of course sets off a civil war. We follow four different viewpoints in this story - Ambessa, Mel, Rell (Ambessa's new protégée), and Rudo (a man from Ambessa's past) which are of varying lengths and depths.
I'll start out with what didn't really work for me. Firstly, I felt that the politics and scheming in this book weren't really that profound and pretty shallow. They never really felt properly cunning or even well-thought out so I didn't feel much urgency when things got dire for Ambessa which I know would have been hard to pull off anyway if you've watched Arcane, but it was sorely needed especially since I was pretty much reading a civil war. It felt like the story lacked ferocity in a way despite the copious violence depicted which was detrimental for this kind of book.
Also the sheer amount of minor characters in this book did not help in the flow of the story nor in progressing the plot in a meaningful way. I would forget who was who and ended up not really caring all that much because of how little relevance they had for the story. I think it would have been handy if we had a character glossary that readers could flit to every now and again. In addition to that, sometimes it felt like some of the important characters didn't really do much. Kino and Mel were in Bel'zhun for pretty much the whole book but I didn't really see them do much politicking to help their mother's cause, except for ingratiating themselves to their cousin, Tivadar. Other than that, not much especially since we got Mel's perspective as well. It was kind of disappointing because it would have shown how much of a fox both siblings were in contrast to their wolf-like mother.
Now, I loved the depth that C.L. Clark went for the character that is Ambessa. Her warrior spirit is never shaken away from her and even when she is in dire straits, she continues to stand tall. Although, I will say that in the earlier chapters I felt that her badassery didn't properly show through but thankfully when I got to the latter half of the novel, I no longer had that worry. Ambessa did what Ambessa did at the end of the war, she showed no mercy. In other aspects, I wasn't anxious in the way she was depicted because C.L. Clark amazingly portrayed how an extremely flawed human being she was due to how devoted she was to the code that was instilled in by her grandfather that she executes it even to her own family, and to her raw, inner self. She was a deliciously toxic, and complicated character who is so humanised by her misguided love for her family, in particular, her children, that I could not help but adore her even though I would absolutely hate her in real life. Her last scene with Mel and her inner thoughts during that moment made me audibly sigh in agony. It was possibly one of the best depictions of a difficult mother-daughter relationship.
The other important characters who populated the book also had a great spotlight. Rell was a compelling character with her development of never having killed before and then finally witnessing and experiencing war. I liked that she didn't fully accept it at first but slowly got used to the gruesome violence, and not just because of survival but to prove herself. Her relationship with Ambessa paralleled Mel's with hers, and a certain character in Arcane. Rudo was interesting as well because of his perspective as a mage of the Black Rose and the guilt he portrayed for his actions. His relationship with Ambessa was also quite something to read. Their love for Mel was palpable when they interacted or thought of each other. Azizi was such a fascinating contrast and parallel to Rudo because he, too, exhibited a warmth and love that was like him and despite not choosing each other.
However, I have to talk about Rictus. The MVP of this book. He was such a fantastic character who was so unbelievably steadfast and loyal to Ambessa. He was her ride or die. Her actual soulmate. And I fucking loved that their relationship was purely platonic. It felt like he was the only one who truly saw her for who she was and accepted it, and comforted her in the way he knew she needed. When she was the raging fire, he was the calm rain that would quench her to retain her mind. When she was the weeping storm, he was the ancient tree that would hold its ground until she lulled herself to a strange kind of peace. That was how they were and I lived for it.
This book wasn't perfect by any means much like our antagonistic protagonist. The story, plot, structure, and pacing were sometimes clunky, but my god, the character work that is of Ambessa overshadowed everything for me. I was scared that she wasn't going to be done justice but I got more than I thought I would with this book. If you're an Ambessa simp fan like me, don't miss out on this book.