4.5 stars
The romance in this book is super adorable - one woman getting a chance to connect with the woman she crushed on as a teenage, one woman finally making her own choices and choosing love and kindness. But it’s also about family — the ways they can let you down and hurt you like no other, but also the ways they can listen and grow, changing their words and behavior once they know how hurt you’ve been.
I don’t blame JT for not wanting to go home when all it does is remind her of how bullied she was in high school and how unloved and lesser-than her parents have always made her feel. She’s been dealing with the aftermath her whole life, assuming no one is going to want to be with her long-term, and that her parents will never stop letting her down. As hard as it was, I’m so proud of JT for finally confronting her parents and telling them how they’ve made her feel over the years, and how much their lack of support harmed her. Sure, they had their (subpar) reasons, but appreciate that JT didn’t let them off the hook, and that they apologized and didn’t double down on their justification.
Of course, that breakthrough never would have come if JT hadn’t decided to stay longer than a couple days, to spend more time and participate in the town Christmas competition together (a hallmark of any good holiday story, of course). I love how much Ali supported JT and told her all the time how much she appreciated her kindness (and hotness, of course). JT seemed to assume that her helpful, cheerful nature was nothing special, and I love that Ali repeatedly tells her how rare that quality is, and how much she treasures it. The event honoring JT seemed like a potentially terrible idea because of how complicated her feelings are about her town, but in the end, Ali’s instincts were right. JT needed to know that she helped change her hometown into the place she needed but didn’t have as a kid, a place where girls were welcome to play and excel at any sport they loved.
As for Ali, I’m so sad when I think of all the ways her family let her down as well. Obviously the biggest culprit is her mom, whose constant second-guessing of Ali’s choices have caused her to ignore what she wants for over a decade, giving in to others to keep the peace. Ali took that first big step towards the life she truly wanted by getting divorced and buying her own house, and reconnecting with JT was an even bigger push towards setting up the life she wants, the house she wants, the relationship she wants. Ali and JT might seem like opposites, but they are actually very alike at heart: they care deeply about those they love and will do anything and everything to help them. They are both kind and thoughtful and flirty and completely lovable.
This book does have a few spicy scenes, probably an 2 on the spicy scale. If you haven’t read the first book in this series about N as t and Darcy, that’s ok - they are mentioned a few times but they don’t play a huge role in this book, and surely it’s not a spoiler to say of course their book had a HEA, lol. But I did really like their book, and with the Winter Olympics around the corner, now is the perfect time to read it!