Was it a sin to hate the dead? Was it? Hotter N’ Hell hits you with that question right at the start, and it doesn’t get any easier as the story unspools.
Saylor Rice is a mess. Only twenty-one years old and has already been through some of the toughest experiences life can throw at you. Watching the man she’d thought was the love of her life be shot to death before her eyes was devastating. They’d been together since her early teens, he was going to be her husband, the father of her children someday. She’d devoted her life to him, molded herself into what he wanted, let her own goals and dreams fade away. Who was she now and how could she go on without him? Sounds pretty bad, doesn’t it? Well, that’s not the worst of it. While she’s still in the midst of depression and anxiety and therapy and being medicated, a woman shows up pregnant with his child. A woman he was planning to leave his current life for. Now Saylor knows who she is: she’s nothing. She gave up what she used to be for him, and what she was with him was fake, a lie, a betrayal because he never loved her like she loved him. Her family thinks she’s overreacting, just needs time, just needs to get over it but they don’t realize she’s no longer grieving the loss of her true love – she hates him and all those memories now. What she’s grieving is the loss of herself, the self she gave away, buried, ignored for him. She ends up in a church, not because it’s a familiar place for her to seek comfort; it’s not. She ends up in church because it’s her last hope, her last grasp at finding herself and starting the tortuous process of living again.
Jude is a priest. A young, very handsome, very hot priest. But that’s not important. Or it shouldn’t be. This is his calling. The love of his life, that one perfect woman, died and he turned his back on love and opened his arms to the church. She was so young when she died, they had so many plans for the future that he couldn’t face the possibility of another loss that large. Better to close himself off, serve God, serve his community. But when he finds Jude sitting alone in the church an instant attraction flares into life, roars actually. He knows he should send her away because these feelings and desires are overpowering and so dangerous for him to have, but helping others is his job, and he sees the pain and sadness and hopelessness in her and cannot turn away.
On the surface, Hotter N’ Hell seems like that same old simple and straightforward story: priests and sex, a man in a position of authority who can’t – or won’t – control his urges. Who took a vow of celibacy, but that only counts when it’s convenient. Except Jude doesn’t exactly seem like that. For what it’s worth, his feelings for Saylor seem genuine, but he’s still a priest who plans to remain a priest. So where does that leave her? She’s a Southern Mafia princess, with all the baggage and complications and danger that come with that, and sure she’s used her looks and clothes to flirt, but she’s really inexperienced except for one man and in over her head. Revamping the church clothes ministry and establishing a food ministry have started her on the path of returning to the strong, capable young woman she once was. A secret affair with the handsome young priest can’t lead to anything good.
But there is so much more to the story. Saylor is young in years but clever, talented, generous with a good heart, finding strength and purpose. And Jude? He’s not the weak, selfish man he initially appears to be. His own loss and subsequent decision to join the priesthood came at an early age; there’s a lot more to that story than we know at first.
Hotter N’ Hell is riveting, and as secrets are exposed, facts revealed it becomes impossible to put down. People with unyielding ulterior motives, natural disaster, cruel acts, misunderstandings, betrayals, the heavy hand of the mafia for revenge and retribution all make for a fascinating, intricate, suspenseful story that tugs at your heart, makes you angry and sad and just keeps you turning those pages until you know if these two are meant to be. Abbi Glines is a new-to-me author but I will be checking out her backlist now. I really enjoyed this book and recommend it without hesitation. I received an advance copy of Hotter N’ Hell. I voluntarily leave this review; all opinions are my own.