She's done it folks, Elle Kennedy has finally written a book that I absolutely hate. She had a good streak going there, but this was bound to happen sometime.So, there were many reason that I hated this book.
The first one was the heroine. I genuinely fucking loathed the heroine. Taylor Marsh is joining the list of the most obnoxious heroines in my head, good for her. Guys, she has felt ugly her WHOLE life and her choice of clothes was described as 'a paper bag', because she was always trying to hide how fat she is. Reading her point of view, you would expect one of two things: Taylor is either morbidly obese or she has a mental disease that distorts her body image, like body dysmorphia. But, no. Taylor is just a girl with big boobs, big hips and fluctuating weight between approximately a size US 8 and a US 12, according to how people described her in the book. This is literally the weight of the majority of women all over the world, including myself.
Literally every single human being who exists has many insecurities about themselves, both physically and personality wise. Ask the top paid supermodel in the world and she will tell you something she doesn't like about how she looks, and she will definitely believe it. So, it's just so annoying to me that some body insecurities would lead to such a huge problem in her life, because we all live with them for fucks sake. If it is due to a psychological problem, then some male validation from a hot guy is not the magical solution to her problems, instead she needs actual psychological help and there will be no easy short-term solution. I guess what I'm trying to say is, the author really failed at creating a complex, relatable character with weight issues, while still showing that there is more to her as a character than just these issues, since they DO NOT define her as a person. As we all know, beauty is only skin deep and what really matters in the end is a person's personality and how they treat others. Instead she created a girl who is defined by her looks, with no other defining qualities and considers anything above a size six fat, also she can only feel better about herself when given male appreciation. Give me a fucking break. This is a terrible message to send to girls everywhere.
The second thing is the bullying. I have never experienced greek life, but I feel like all the bullying that the heroine experienced was way too exaggerated and extremely unrealistic. This is college life for fucks sake, people are way more low-key than the weird toxic setting that the author tried to make us believe in this book. I also want to emphasize again that the heroine was nowhere near obese, she was just a normal girl with big boobs and no flat stomach. So, I really didn't find all the negative attention her body garnered believable to be honest.
The third thing was how weak the heroine was. She literally didn't enjoy a single thing about being in a sorority from the very first day and yet she still submitted to some pretty severe hazing and subsequent bulling for three years. I really didn't understand her reasoning for allowing herself to be treated in such a way and remaining in such a toxic situation. She also needed the hero to tell her she's beautiful for like every 5 seconds, just so she doesn't break down crying because of HOW UGLY SHE IS :(((( Fuck. That. By the way, she needed him to literally show her physical evidence of that fact that he's attracted to her, so she can start believing him and even then she was like, but "what if he's lying???". I genuinely believe that is way more unattractive that any other physical trait she claims are ugly, which I still don't even really see, by the way. Confidence is sexy people! I would much rather read a book about a heroine who is not a size zero, who sometimes struggles with how she looks, as we all do, but at the end of the day she knows that she is beautiful and no-one's opinion matters, but her own. I would like to read about a heroine who owns who she is physically and personality wise, but she isn't constantly described as a model, she can just be an average looking woman for fucks sake.
The fourth thing is the author did the thing where the hero is manwhore who has fucked almost the entire college campus, despite being there for like one year, while the heroine is an innocent virgin who has only kissed 4 people and of course all of them were really shittyyyyyyyyyyyy. UGHHH. Even if the author chooses to write a female lead with minimal sexual experience, why does it always have to be bad??? Why is the hero the one who has always enjoyed the sex before, but the heroine always has a lackluster sex life until she meets the sex-god hero? Do romance authors think that somehow makes the hero seem more appealing, because he saved her from a lifetime of mediocre, borderline shitty sex? No guys, I am sure, with a bit more effort, you can create a very appealing hero, without making him seem like he is the only one capable of giving a female sexual pleasure in the whole world. It's the same concept as making all the female characters look like dumb sluts, just to make the heroine look like the special amazing girl. Which by the way, is also heavily applied in this book, another thing I hated about this book and I am honestly so fed up with.
The fifth thing is in a brief one week separation, the hero made out with a random girl and was about to fuck her, but he was too drunk to do so. Ew. How the hell am I supposed to believe in their love if literally a couple days after they break up, he tries to fuck someone else and would have completed the act if he didn't have whiskey dick at the time? How romanticccccc.... not. I was reaching the end of the book and I was so fed up at that point, but I only finished because I was almost done anyway.
It really sucks that a series that had some of my favorite romance novels created such a terrible book. What a devastating way to end the series. Try harder Elle Kennedy, you can do better than this tropey, cliche filled book with lifeless and annoying characters.