I didn’t like this book as much as I like the first one in the series. A surprise pregnancy book is always tricky.
Patton said that he felt this connection with Salem the first time they hooked up and yet he didn’t immediately recognize her when he saw her six years later? He didn’t bother to leave her his number that first time? Smells like BS.
When they got together again, they still didn’t use protection. He didn’t even think about a condom. The first time, fine. They were both drunk. But afterwards, when they’re full on adults? That’s incredibly irresponsible. It really grossed me out thinking the amount of times this man has had sex with women without using a condom. How many children/baby mamas does he have? And I can’t lay the blame entirely on him. Salem didn’t say anything either. 🤦♀️
They never, I repeat, NEVER had the safe sex talk.
Now some things I had issues with:
•In the six years since the ONS, Patton hooked up with other people while Salem was celibate. For Patton it’s explicitly stated that he was with other people while for Salem,
➡️“No, I don’t bother telling him my experience with men has been stunted and hilariously nonexistent since my last encounter. I’ve spent my twenties in a sexual desert that rivals the remoteness outside.”
•Look, i’m not saying she has to sleep with every Tom, Dick and Harry. But I hate the insinuation that once you become a single mother, you become this unsexual creature with no life. She was a virgin when they first hooked up, which I don’t care about, but it’s honestly not fair that she’s basically a reborn virgin and he’s not. All I’m asking for is fairness.
Next, dear god I don’t even know how to put into words. When she found out, she was pregnant, she made absolutely no effort to find her baby daddy.
Here are some quotes:
➡️“I thought you were just some rich guy. Just some guy with a life to get back to where a baby wouldn’t ever fit.” And I never bothered looking for him because I didn’t think he would care about the fact he’d had a son with me. “I didn’t want that kind of friction, feeling like I’m forcing it, putting a burden on you. I didn’t want my son growing up with a father who never wanted him.”
•But if she was a broke 21-year-old she owed it to her son to find out who his father was or to at least try! If he was such a rich guy, he would’ve at least helped with child support!
➡️ “And Kayla, she was ready to send my dress to a forensics lab to have it scraped for DNA…”
•Are you fucking kidding me? I’m all for independent women and self-reliance but this isn’t independence. This is stupidity.
She legitimately had the means to find the father of her baby and she declined.
What a fucking dumbass. TSTL. I’m so over this martyr shit. I dIDn’T wAnT tO TeLl yOu bEcAuSe I DiDnT wAnT tO rUiN yOuR LiFe. Bitch please, he helped create that kid.
Some more things:
➡️ “So now I’m due for another dinner where I’ll watch Arlo, noticing all the little things I never caught before. He’s inherited my hair and my eyes and my focus.”
•I’m sorry, but if I was a dude and a random hookup from 6 years ago popped back in my life, claiming the kid they have is mine, I’d request a paternity test. Especially if I was wealthy. And especially if I was going to be emotionally and financially invested. It seems like common sense, no? You’d be surprised how many people look alike but aren’t related. And this man never questions the fact that her kid is 5 and they hooked up around the time he was conceived. Not the brightest man. They’re perfect for each other.
➡️ And the hottest gravity defying sex of my life. I don’t dare say that, though.
“Look, I’m not as stupid as I look. I know it’s made things complicated now, but hell—I was young and stupid. You were everything I needed that night. After you, I didn’t hook up that much, and when I did… well, fuck. It’s like I was always chasing the same high I only found once.”
•Maybe he should have put more effort into searching for her if it was so “gravity defying” 🙄 . And I was there folks, it wasn’t remotely “gravity defying”.
➡️“Bullshit, Lady Bug. I dreamed about you,” he rumbles, moving back on the bed and pushing me down under him. “You know how many nights I thought about seeing you again? How many times I fucking came in my hand, remembering how we burned?”
•Again, if he dreamed about her, WHY DIDN’T HE REMEMBER HER IMMEDIATELY WHEN HE SAW HER AGAIN? Smell that? Smells like bullshit.
➡️ “I just want her, secrets and all.
I’m not one for making love.
Usually, I like to pull a girl’s hair as I fuck her from behind or pin her hands above her head as I wring one orgasm out of her after the next.
Now, I don’t want any of that.
I want her to know how much this last night means to me.”
•I threw up a little in my mouth.
➡️ “Watching her, hearing her, feeling her pussy squeezing my cock—it’s all one of the slowest, sexiest experiences I’ve ever had as a man. No model I’ve fucked, with the money for endless salon treatments, ever gave back this chemistry.”
•Here’s a PSA to ALL authors, but especially romance authors: comparisons/mentions of experience with past lovers IS. NOT. SEXY.
Look, I love Nicole Snow. She’s one of go-to authors when I want a sweet but slightly smutty romance. She does an amazing job balancing the two. But this book was a huge miss for me.